Hey guys. I haven't been updating this for a while, and I think this is going to be the last update, unless something really big happens or something.
So, Riyah and Natsume have been having breaks and make-ups and whatnot. Today is open house for our new school year and I've been updating my knowledge with Tomoko.
On the last few weeks of summer, pictures were posted everywhere on Instagram of Natsume and Sachiko on vacation together. Tomoko told me that apparently, Natsume and Riyah broke up during the summer and Riyah posted tons of depressing stuff on Wechat.
I asked if she knew why they broke up, and she told me she didn't dare ask, nor did Riyah want to talk about it. So the 'why' and 'how' part is still pretty unclear, and I only talked to Natsume once today, when he refused to make room for me to enter a classroom.
One more thing.
My parents are getting a divorce.
I'd rather not state the reasons here, since it's like 'privacy' and whatnot, but it's actually pretty funny, 'cause when I was younger my mom used to tell me all the time that they were having problems, but I never believed her. I mean, she was a joker! Who would believe that their parents were having problems when they seemed fine?
But yeah, I finally believe it. It's pretty real.
My mom told me first, and she was dead serious so I started wavering and getting worried. Then a few days later my dad told me himself, and he is super serious, so there's no way I couldn't believe him.
Well to be honest, I don't really feel anything about this decision. Ever since I was very little, my dad would always, always go on business trips, so I never really see him at home. Even if he was at home, he's more of the quiet type so we never talked.
You could say my dad and I were like strangers living in the same house.
Pretty sad, huh?
And so I always believed that even if they get divorced and he moves out and yada yada, it wouldn't really affect me and nothing would really change. But then during my school trip in 9th grade, I told my friends Hotaru and Nonoko about it, and I couldn't help but start crying.
Not like bawling and wailing, it's just that I couldn't really contain my tears.
So there you have it. My dad moved out over the summer and now he keeps texting us and saying things like 'hey you guys wanna go out for lunch' and stuff. To be honest, it's kind of annoying.
Tomorrow I'll be in 10th grade and I only have like two years left until I graduate, so they aren't going to sign the papers until then.
I would rather you guys not pity me or anything, because yeah. I'm not really sad about this or anything. It's their decision, they're adults. What can I say? As I said before, this is probably the last update. Thanks for staying for such a long time and wow! I get so many reviews each chapter. Thanks guys, really.
There you have it.