I'm actually busy with writing the next chapter of my other story ''My Favourite Mistake'', it's not going the way as I had planned...
I didn't want to really neglect this story, but I don't have a lot of time so I used one of my three ideas from ''Good Roses Melt'' for this chapter
This whole story is based on my first idea 'The Good And The Bad' and now I've changed the second idea 'White Roses Don't Wither' so that I could fit the storyline and in Chapter 7...
Hope you understand and don't mind!
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There she stood, surrounded by the white roses. Holding one in her hand and twirling it around. She was calm, her mind fully focussed on the rose.
He knew he would find her there. She'd always loved the white roses his mother had planted in the garden. She was just like one of them, a white rose... The roses had the same colour as her hair and looking at them made him feel calm. Looking at her made him feel calm...
Narcissa Black was like a white rose.
He missed her... He missed to hold her, kiss her, to call her his... She had been his. Narcissa Black had been his girlfriend and he had been the most lucky guy alive.
Where had it gone wrong?! What had happened?!
That girl had happened...
Lucius Malfoy liked women, that wasn't a secret. He looked at them, flirted with them and he had had many girlfriends... It had never been serious... A new girlfriend every week...
The girlfriend would get mad at him for looking at another girl and they would break up. A week later, the girl he had looked at would be his new girlfriend... That was the way it'd always go...
With Narcissa it had been different, he hadn't felt the need to look at other girls when he was with her... They had had a good relationship. That girl had ruined everything!
That girl, he still couldn't remember her name... Lucius had never expected something like that to happen... He'd never expected that one of the girls he used to be with would actually do something like that to him... Hurt him and Narcissa...
It probably hadn't been her intention... The girls were just jealous of his relationship with Narcissa. They tried everything to get him back. Everything!
The situation had even gotten worse when Narcissa had accidentally walked in on them, it had all seen like he was cheating on her... He really wasn't! Narcissa hadn't wanted to listen to him and had ended their relation ship... It had hurt.
They'd broken up right before the summer. It was the worst summer Lucius had ever had and it wasn't even over yet... Lucius had had all these plans for him and Narcissa for the summer, he had thought it all out... Without her, he felt so lonely...
He was alone. Lucius had to admit, he hadn't been alone during the first few weeks of the summer break... He had been with other girls... He hadn't been able to handle being all alone. He knew he had to tell Narcissa, but he didn't want to hurt her even more...
She looked so beautiful surrounded by those roses. He needed to talk to her! It had been too long! Lucius took a deep breath and walked over to her.
Narcissa stood in front of all the white roses. They made her feel calm, she needed that right now...
She was at the Malfoy's wedding anniversary party, the parents of her ex-boyfriend... Of course her family had been invited, all the great Pureblood families had been invited. She had even talked about it with Lucius when they were still at school, that they could meet again at the party... That stupid wedding anniversary party... She hated to be here, there were too many memories... It hurt her.
''I knew I would find you here'' his voice was soft.
Narcissa had heard him approach her with his footsteps on the grass, she wasn't surprised. She knew Lucius would come to talk to her at some point at the party... She didn't respond and kept her attention on the white rose.
''You'll have to talk to me at some point, Cissy'' he said.
She hadn't said a word to him after their break up. Maybe it was time she finally would and tell him what she had been thinking about... He had been on her mind all the time in the time they had been apart... She turned around to face him.
''I've thought about it...'' she started.
''Thought about what?'' Lucius asked.
''I thought about what happened... Before the summer...'' Narcissa said.
Lucius looked confused. Was she reconsidering her decision about breaking up with him?!
''I thought about what happened... You kissing that- that other girl...'' Narcissa continued talking.
''She kissed me! I didn't do anything! I swear, Narcissa!'' he defended himself.
''I know... You would never hurt me and I believe you when you say it'' ''It's just... All those girls... They like you, but so do I!'' she looked up at him with her perfect blue eyes.
Lucius got lost in her perfect blue eyes and leaned in to kiss her.
''What do you think you're doing?!'' she had taken a step back.
''You've just said you believe me and that you like me! It's not my fault!'' ''I thought we could start again...'' Lucius didn't understand why she would make things difficult now...
''Start again?! Lucius, it's not that easy!'' she said.
''It's never easy... We're betrothed...'' Lucius sighed.
''Yes, unfortunately we are!'' Narcissa snapped.
''I thought you liked me?! You just said that! You should be happy then...'' Lucius Malfoy would never be able to understand women...
''Don't you think I know?! We broke up a month ago and you've already had 3 new girls!'' tears were forming in her eyes.
She was right but the girls had just been a distraction after their break up... He had felt nothing for them... He only cared for Narcissa Black!
Lucius didn't say anything. He stared at his own feet, he felt embarrassed.
''It's not about those girls...'' Lucius said after a while.
''I just can't stand it to imagine you with other girls...'' Narcissa wiped her tears away.
''You broke up with me...'' he got hold of her hand.
''I know that... Maybe it's better for us not to be together... You can make one of those other girls happy...'' she had to stop imagining him with those other girls...
Maybe she had to let him go...
''No! I don't want another girl! I only want you, Narcissa!'' he pulled her closer to him.
They stared at each other for a couple of seconds before they finally kissed each other's lips again.
They kissed each other right on the lips and the white rose she had been holding slowly fell to the ground...
Their love wouldn't wither...
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The next update will probably take a lot longer...
I'M SORRY!