My last note said 'The next update will probably take much longer...', I really have to say I'M SORRY! That was in January...
It's just that I've been working on all my other stories and actually have given up hope on this one... I know this story never had that much attention, but School's Out! and I just felt like writing something for it again…
I'm weird.. xD
I'll see what will happen, I don't care...
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Lucius had missed her, he had missed her so much! It had only been a few weeks, but it felt amazing to finally be able to kiss her lips again! Narcissa experienced everything a bit differently, though...
Narcissa was lost. She didn't know what to feel. She didn't what to do. She just didn't know...
She didn't want to stop. Lucius was such a good kisser! She did want to stop! After everything that had happened, she just couldn't right now...
Narcissa was the first one to pull away.
Lucius smiled at her. However, his smiled faded quickly when he saw Narcissa's expression. She didn't look happy at all...
''Cissy, what is it?'' Lucius asked confused.
She tried to find the words to answer, but she was distracted... She kept on having a feeling like someone was watching them... Suddenly, she whipped her head around and saw her parents with Lucius' parents looking at them through the big window from inside the Malfoy manor...
Without saying another word, she left Lucius standing there and quickly made her way inside. She was blushing a bright red, now that her parents had seen her kissing like that... Even worse, Mr. and Mrs. Malfoy as well!
The Malfoys and the Black didn't mind, however... They were quite content actually! Thinking they had set up the perfect Pureblood-match between their children, even though most Pureblood marriages weren't even about kisses and love... It sure helped when there was a certain connecting between the betrothed like that!
They all rushed to her side when Narcissa entered the manor...
''Please, do excuse me... That was most inappropriate'' Narcissa apologised.
''Nonsense! Aawh- young-teenage-love...'' Abraxas Malfoy said.
''Now, Narcissa... You're betrothed, you've got every right too!'' her mother had a satisfied smile on her face.
''It's better you like him now, because he will have to do for the rest of your life...'' her father mumbled.
''We're going to have beautiful grandchildren!'' Mrs. Malfoy turned to Mrs. Black and the two women already started to debate baby names...
They didn't even know what had happened before... That Lucius and Narcissa had already been together for some time at Hogwarts... Their parents knew nothing about those months at Hogwarts! About the girl... The break up... That kiss actually not being the first kiss they'd shared and they definitely didn't know about all the others things the teenagers had shared or rather had done...
Narcissa excused herself, pretending having to go to the bathroom when she saw Lucius coming back in. She watched as the parents crowded around him as well, congratulating him on catching the beautiful and youngest daughter of the Black family...
Lucius saw Narcissa going up the stairs, thinking that nobody saw her... He did! Where was she going?!
Narcissa's mind kept going back to Lucius as she got up the stairs and wandered through the Malfoy manor. She was lost in thought and randomly entered a bedroom with a bathroom... She didn't even really need to go to the toilet!
Of course, she had certain feelings for Lucius! She had admit that, but could he be trusted?! With all the attention he got from the ladies...
''You're just not going to talk to me, now are you?'' she heard behind her.
''Oh- don't act like that, Lucius!'' Narcissa snapped.
Why did Lucius Malfoy always think that he could have everything at once?! Why did he think that this was normal?! She caught him with another girl! It didn't matter whether he wanted to do something with her or not... Why didn't he understand that she needed to think on all this? Why couldn't she just be left alone for just a little while?!
''You kiss me and then you just walk away from me, without clarifying anything!'' Lucius shot back.
''Clarifying what?!'' she asked annoyed.
Lucius huffed.
''You know, Narcissa... I actually really wonder if you want to be my girlfriend again!'' he said haughty.
Narcissa looked at him angrily. Did he really always have to act so superior to everyone?!
''Who says that I want to?! I'm not one of those girls who comes running back to you again and again, whenever it suits you!'' Narcissa exclaimed.
''You don't want to?'' Lucius suddenly asked quietly.
''I- I don't know...'' She was taken aback by his sudden change of behaviour...
He would always surprise her, suddenly letting go of his cold and haughty behaviour... Suddenly being so self-aware and insecure...
''Narcissa... I- I don't know what to say...'' he was lost.
''I think... I think we rushed into things, because we got betrothed... I think we just wanted things to be a certain way, because we need to get married...'' Narcissa stared at the floor.
''I know I didn't want to get married before, but I never felt that way because of you!'' ''Narcissa, you've always caught my eye...'' ''You're a pretty girl and I should consider myself extremely lucky, that I'll become your husband! I won't hurt you!'' he approached her.
''I regret nothing! Nothing we did... Not even in here...'' he slowly and carefully let his hands rest on her hips and hoped she would be comfortable with that...
Narcissa was confused. –Nothing we did... Not even in here...- What did he mean? Narcissa looked around, that's when she realised where they were and what Lucius had meant... What they did in here...
She had been lost in thought when she had entered this room, she hadn't even realised... It was the bedroom where she had woken up those couple of months ago, trapped in Lucius' arms after their first night together...
Narcissa looked up at him. His cold grey eyes actually showed so much emotion! Memories of that night flashed through their minds...
The talking... The many drinks... The first kiss that had started everything else and how they eventually had ended up in that bed...
That bed, the bed that stood only a couple of feet away...
Lucius swallowed hard. In the dim lit room, she seemed to shine like a star...
''You're beautiful'' Lucius whispered.
Lucius slowly lowered his head and gently placed his lips on hers... He didn't know how she would respond and he definitely wanted to force her into anything... Luckily, Narcissa responded eagerly to his kiss and didn't seem to mind at all!
He started to fiddle with her dress as she started to unbutton his shirt, together they moved towards that special bed...
This time, everything would be different...
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I know the Narcissa-character is a bit controversial here and there...
I know that, but let's just blame that on teenagers issues.. xD
Actually a review that actually says that I should just stop would be very honest and actually quite well appreciated, then I finally know that I shouldn't continue with this story...
Actually!XD