Normally, I don't ask for reviews... But- I really don't know what to write if you guys don't tell me what you think!;)
I gained some new favourites and followers which is great, but reviews would come in helpful...
What do you want in it? What do you want more? What do you want less?
Just drop a tiny line... That would be all...
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Besides, Narcissa had told him she would write as soon as she had everything figured out and she still hadn't...
''Narcissa, can I talk to you?'' a familiar deep voice came from one of the compartments.
Narcissa Black was frozen to the spot.
She slowly turned around. She tried to look into the compartment. She couldn't exactly see who was in there, even though she knew perfectly well who she would find in there. She took a deep breath and her hand slowly reached towards the door to open it...
As she stepped inside the compartment she already felt his eyes burning into her back. She sat down opposite him, without looking up from the floor.
''Narcissa...'' he began.
''Look, Lucius... I know that you want an explanation or something, but to put it quite frank I don't have one...'' she cut him off right away.
''You do not wish to be with me then, Miss Black?'' this formality was getting on her nerves!
''I said I don't have anything to tell, that I just don't know!'' ''If you're going to make all these assumptions up in your head and what not, then- then... Yes, maybe then I do not wish to be with you.'' Narcissa finally looked up at him.
Lucius Malfoy looked extremely handsome, as always, even though a bit defeated...
''I don't have the intention to offend you in any way... I just want some answers...'' Lucius sighed.
''We all want things, Lucius...'' she replied.
''What is it you want?'' he asked her.
''What is it that you want?!'' she shot back.
''Like I've told you: Answers. I've been waiting for a long time now...'' Lucius pointed out.
''If you're just here to inform me of my wrongdoings, then I'll be leaving.'' she stood up.
Just before she could pull the door open, Lucius grabbed her wrist. He looked her straight into the eyes, his silver grey ones piercing her light blue ones...
''Why can't you just decide?'' his voice had dropped to a low whisper...
''This isn't easy for me, Lucius!'' Narcissa pulled her hand back.
''Why not?'' ''Did your sister tell you anything? Are you scared of me now that I've become a Deatheater?'' he sat back down.
''What?! No! Bellatrix hasn't told me anything... She is a Deatheater?!'' ''I had my suspicions, but- And you... Why would you even do this?! When?!'' Narcissa was shocked.
Narcissa knew about the dark group that was forming, these so called Deatheaters... She had never expected it to be like this, though...
''I officially got in during the last weeks of the holidays... I thought that your sister had told you and that- Well... That was the reason why you wouldn't write me...'' he looked at her.
''No, I was just thinking! Had I known this I would have thought even harder on it...'' Narcissa sighed.
''I thought about everything real hard too...'' ''I actually have to kill people, Cissa...'' ''They're mudbloods and traitors, yes... But- to kill...'' Lucius really didn't know if he was capable of doing that...
He was a Slytherin, wasn't he sort of supposed to?!
''What- What about school?'' she tried not to think so much about what he had just said...
''I won't be such a problem until I graduate... After that, as an adult, anything could happen...'' he sounded quite scared.
Never in her life Narcissa Black would have thought to see a Malfoy scared...
''You're going to get yourself killed!'' she said.
''Would you care if that happened?'' he asked quietly.
''Of course I would! Lucius, stop acting like a complete idiot!'' ''Joining these Deatheaters will be the death of you and I that will be the end of me!'' ''I will not be able to live with it, if you get yourself killed!'' she shoved him.
She cared. She cared so much! She loved him! Why couldn't he just think of her first before joining such a group?!
''Please, just marry me'' Lucius took her hand.
''We have an arranged marriage, we're going to get married anyway...'' Narcissa tried to take her hand back.
''I want you to marry me out of love... Don't break my heart, Narcissa...'' he held her hand in a firm grip.
''Your heart?! Did you think, for just one moment, about my heart?!'' ''I will have to become your wife, that's already decided, but did you think for once- For once, that your decision may weigh have on my heart?!'' ''I'll be your wife, Lucius! Waiting for you to come home from those horrible meetings, till there comes a point that there's someone at the door who will tell me that you are dead!'' she shrieked.
''You didn't think of me at all in this!'' she yelled accusingly.
''Of course I did!'' ''I couldn't help it! This all started before you... Before everything happened with us!'' ''I never wanted to bring you into this!'' he tried to explain to her.
''I don't know... This all made my decision so much harder...'' the blonde beauty stared at the ground and sighed.
''Please, just be with me'' he pleaded.
''I need you... To save me...'' he pulled her closer and gently kissed her.
Narcissa couldn't help but give him... She was such a fool!
''ATTENTION! LUCIUS MALFOY AND NARCISSA BLACK ARE BACK TOGETHER!'' the couple swiftly broke apart.
A little boy had his face practically glued to the glass of the little window of their compartment. He had spotted the couple and had started spreading the news like the Daily Prophet, before taking off...
''I think that boy just made the decision for you, Miss Black... Entire Hogwarts already knows this now, I'm afraid...'' he caressed her cheek.
''You're a lucky boy, Lucius Malfoy...''Narcissa gently kissed him again.
They would just have to see how everything would work out this time... Maybe this was a good thing... She probably would have way too long and way too hard on the whole situation, anyway...
The train came to a stop, they had spend almost the entire ride in that compartment... Narcissa took his hand in hers and they left, to start the new year...
Together.
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This was Chapter 10 already!
Not much going on, I know...
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