Confusion from the past few months tore me apart. The end of the school year was only a week away, and a sharp pain of sadness hit my heart as I realized it would be a whole two months until I came back again. Every single student in the school was buzzing with excitement, ready to go back home. Well, except Harry, but…whatever.

Anyway, I'm all confused because I actually, believe it or not, like both Seamus and Draco. And….I think I'm falling for Draco. And, in the past few weeks, I've gotten into a fight with Sam. I haven't talked to her since.

The last day of school…

Wow this sucks.

It was so hard saying goodbye to everyone, especially the ones I had been friends with.

I had blown off saying goodbye to Seamus, not daring to say anything to Draco, having waited until the last minute of seeing the interior of Hogwarts. The whole school was walking out of the school now, blurring to form one big sea of black.

Hahahahaha the Hufflepuffs' look like giant bumblebees!!

I was crying I was trying so hard not to laugh at that point. I mean how stupid would I look, standing by myself, laughing hysterically?!

"Are you okay?"

Desperately trying not to laugh, I turned around and saw Parvati Patil. She reminded me of my old friend back in America, so I had made an effort to become friends. She was also in Gryffindor, which helped a lot. Associating with Slytherins was as dangerous as walking on through a field of bears, mixed with wasps, tigers, and criminals with a thing for blood.

I mean Slytherins are insane.

"Uh yeah I was just…laughing at something that happened yesterday." I replied, my voice shaking from holding in laughter.

Don't cry…it wasn't that funny…just look at the sky and….

"Holy son of a Joshua!" Marie screamed as her enormous pile of books she insisted on carrying in her arms fell, one after another.

I began laughing hysterically. Marie and I use phrases that have to do with Josh, because back in America we had a friend named Josh, who, quite frankly, was amazing. We didn't make fun of him, but we joked around about random crap having to do with him.

Parvati turned suddenly, colliding with Dean Thomas, Seamus's best friend, who fell on top of Neville, whose toad, Trevor or whatever his name is. went flying, landing on Snape's head.

All five of us froze, a look of pure shock on our faces.

Poor Neville looked as though he might cry. He's terrified of Snape. I can't really say I blame him. I mean after that dream I had of him as a sandwich, I was scared of him too.

"Sorry Professor!!" I yelled, seeing the look of pure hate on Snape's face.

All of use began laughing (except Neville, who insisted that he leave, due to his theory that Snape was out to get him now) and we walked over to the Hogwarts Express, looking forward to the next year.