A/N: Long time right? I am so sorry but I was stressed and I had to travel. I am so sorry! Enjoy this pansycakes!

DISCLAIMER: I know that you know that we both know that I am not Veronica Roth.

Tris POV

Since 'the incident' we haven't had another date. We still talk and text each other but we don't have any romantic touch.

I am getting worried every day. I mean, I don't regret the kiss (and I know I never will) but I am always wondering if he does. I wouldn't blame him. It is not like everybody would like to have a date with me.

We don't go to school today so when I wake up I don't bother to put on some nice clothes. My pajamas are really warm and it is cold outside.

Downstairs I can already smell something is burning so that means my brothers TRIED to make breakfast.

When I enter the kitchen I see Zeke wearing an apron and is reading a recipe book. What the heck does he want to cook?

"Uriah!" He yells. He doesn't look up from the book so he doesn't see me yet.

"What?" My other brother asks behind me. I turn around and see his mouth is full with burned bacon.

"This book doesn't say how to prepare scrambled eggs." Zeke answers and looks up.

"You don't know how to cook some eggs?" I ask and when they shake their heads I burry my face in my hands.

"Hey, we are not supposed to cook breakfast" Uri says and washes his hands in the sink.

"I know but at least you should know how to prepare eggs. Why didn't you look for it on Google?" I ask them and start to cook.

"Our phones do not have battery and we did not find a charger" Zeke answers like it is the most obvious thing in the world.

"There is one in my room" I say and focus again in our meal.

"I WANT IT FIRST!" They scream at the same time and run outside the kitchen.

God, I miss my mom more than ever.

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Mom sent a text saying she should return home today.

That text made my day. I mean, I love my brothers but they are so stressing that sometimes I just want to throw them into the sea and never see them again.

The three of us clean the house and ourselves too.

The house is a mess and we didn't clean it while mom was out. We regret it now.

When everything looks 'decent' we decide to take a warm shower and,of course,ladies first.

The shower is relaxing and hot. Again I start thinking about 'the incident' and again I have negative thoughts about me.

When I go out I put on a white sweater and black skinny jeans. I decide to wear my black flats. I just let my hair drying and do not apply makeup. I forgot we have a bathroom in our rooms so I don't bother to tell Zeke and Uriah they they can have a shower now that I am out.

It stats to rain outside and I keep waiting in my room while reading a book and texting Christina.

She was one of the first persons that knew about 'the incident' and only because she begged me to tell her what happened in the date. She has been an amazing friend and and surprisingly doesn't bother me with it.

Chris: So, When R U goin 2 have another date with 4? ;)

Tris: First, you know how much I hate when you don't spell right and second I DONT KNOW!

Chris: Sorry, I am on the car

Tris: Then why are you on the phone?

Chris: Cause I am very careful

Tris: Of course you are!

Chris: I like sarcastic Tris

Tris: When are you going to have a date Will? ;)

Chris: I wish I had one but I don't know

Tris: Can I talk to him?

Chris: NO! He does not even like me

Tris: Yeah, right.

Chris: Is that sarcasm?

Tris: Maybe, I know how much you like sarcastic Tris

In that moment my bedroom's door opens and Uri enters my room.

"Our boss is back" He says and smiles before leaving me alone.

I was waiting for this moment since this morning. I look at the mirror and make sure I look presentable.

When I walk downstairs my mother is sitting on the couch and is talking with my brothers.

"Mommy!" I scream and hug her tightly. She laughs in response and hugs me back.

"Did you miss me?" She asks me and pulls apart to look at me.

"Oh, you have no idea" I tell her and she just laughs again.

It is good to have her back.

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The days pass slowly. I feel better knowing that I am not the only girl in the house anymore.

I know my mother thinks something is different with me. I haven't told her about 'the incident' but I will. I do not know when though.

Today Chris said she wanted to go shopping and asked me to go with her. I agreed, after a phone argument and because I want to give some presents to my family.

It is cold outside so I put a coat and boots. I sit in the living room waiting for Chris to arrive.

Of course, she was not coming alone.

Marlene and Shauna are the ones that knock on my door.

"You know, there's no point in knocking. This is your house" I tell them when I open the door.

"Thank you Tris" Mar says

Christina is standing behind them wearing a baby- pink coat.

I step outside and close the door behind me. Just as I thought the air is cold and sends chills trough my body.

My phone vibrates and while I enter Christina's car and I realize it is a text. A text from Four.

F: What are you doing?

T: In my way to hell

F: The mall?

T: Yep :(

F: Are you free later?

T: No, I am always expensive

F: Hahaha, you know what I mean

T: Yeah, I'll call you

F: Okay. Enjoy the shopping

T: Yeah, sure

I put my phone in my pocket again look up. We are nearly there.

"Were you texting Four?" Chris asks me but doesn't look at me.

I blush at her comment for an unknown reason.

"Maybe" I simply say and look down.

"Do you like Four?" Mar and Shauna ask at the same time.

"It is obvious" Chris says and I think she rolls her eyes, I'm not sure though.

"It's not THAT obvious" I blurt out and cover my face with my hands.

"So, is that a yes?" Shauna asks

I groan and they chuckle but don't say anything else.

"We're here!" Christina squeals and jumps out the car.

Let the torture begin.

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"Hello?" A male voice asks trough the phone.

"Hey, I am free now" I tell him "What are your plans?" I ask Four and sit in the couch. My feet hurt after all the walking trough the stores.

"Well, maybe going to Starbucks and talk..." He trails off

"Yeah, sounds good" I say and rub my feet.

"I'll go for you" He says

"Thanks, see you in five?" I ask him and put my boots again.

"See you in five" He confirms and hangs up.

Something tells me we will talk about 'the incident' and I don't know of it is a good idea.

A/N: Thanks for reading! I appreciate every review! HAPPY HOLIDAYS CUPCAKES! I hope you get a lot of presents and here you have one: MY CHAPTER! This time I've been with you has been spectacular. I cannot wait to have more Christmas next to you, my lovely readers. LOVE YOU CUPCAKES!