"NOOOOOOOOOO!"
White Blaze
jerked awake at the screams. The tiger ran from the shrine to the Warlords'
rooms. He reached Sekhmet's first and managed to pull the door open with
his claws. White Blaze pounced on the thrashing and screaming Venom Warlord
to wake him.
Sekhmet's
eyes flew open, only to see a mass of white fur with blue eyes above him.
He laid still for a moment to gather his thoughts, and then registered
the screams. Quickly, Sekhmet jumped to his feet and ran to Cale's room,
as White Blaze ran to Dayus and Kayura's.
After pulling
the door open, Sekhmet ran over to Cale and grabbed his screaming friend's
shoulders. "Cale!" Sekhmet yelled and shook him. "Wake up!"
Cale's eyes
flew open and he looked up at Sekhmet, gasping. "What happened?" Cale asked;
in the background, Dayus and Kayura's screams stopped.
"I'll check
Jessie," said Sekhmet. "You go see about Dayus and Kayura."
Cale nodded
and both Warlords ran to their destinations.
Mia jolted
awake from the screaming that erupted from the others in the house. She
quickly jumped out of bed and ran to Ryo's bedroom.
"Ryo!" Mia
cried, watching him thrash on his bed and screaming at the top of his lungs.
She ran to him, grabbed his arms, and shook him awake.
Gasping,
Ryo finally awoke. He looked at Mia, and then the screams caught his attention.
Ryo scrambled out of bed for the other Ronins' room, as Mia went to the
girls'.
Ryo woke
Sage first, next was Cye. Sage woke Rowen as Ryo and Cye pulled Kento off
his bed to wake Hardrock, and he crashed onto the floor. The five Ronins
looked at each other; terror written on their faces. From the next room,
they heard the girls crying.
When the
Ronins' entered the girls' room, they saw Mia sitting next to Casey, trying
to comfort her. Ryo and Sage leaned against the wall, one on each side
of the doorframe.
"What the
hell was that?" Twyla sniffed, as Rowen lightly ran his hand over her hair.
"I don't
know," said Cye, rocking Joana back and forth in his arms.
"It was…
was…" Gwen couldn't finish.
"Horrible,"
said Kento; he lightly kissed the top of Gwen's head.
"Pure terror,"
said Ryo. "I didn't know so much could exist at once."
"But where
did it come from?" Casey asked shakily.
"Jessie,"
said Sage; he looked at Ryo. "It came from her."
"Oh God…"
Ryo whispered and ran back to his room, silently praying that the Warlords
would be able to calm Jessie.
Sekhmet stepped
out of Jessie's room as the other Warlords and White Blaze arrived. "She's
not here," he said.
They stepped
inside Jessie's room and looked around. Cale lifted the towel from the
water basin and immediately replaced it. "She threw up," he said. "Whatever
she saw this time, it really terrified her."
"Tell me
about," said Sekhmet and he slid the door closed. "She didn't even bother
opening the door on the way out."
Kayura,
Dayus, and Cale stared at the person-sized hole. Dayus walked over to the
door and examined the new opening. Near the top to his left, there was
something on the end of one of the jagged points. Dayus touched it and
it left a red smudge on his thumb and forefinger. "Blood," he said, "Jessie
cut her face."
"We have
to find her quickly," said Kayura. "White Blaze."
The tiger
sniffed around Jessie's room, walking towards the door. Sekhmet opened
it and White Blaze went outside; the Warlords followed. Suddenly, White
Blaze stopped and turned, growling urgently at the Warlords and then to
the west pathway.
"But that
direction leads to…" Cale's voice trailed off and his eyes widened.
"The armory,"
Sekhmet finished with dread.
"Ancient
One…" Kayura prayed.
"She wouldn't!"
Dayus said and they started running.
Jessie sat
on her knees; the last of her tears slowing down. She felt a sting on her
left cheek and touched it. She moved her hand away and looked at the faint
line of red across her palm.
Blood.
Jessie's
tears started to flow again. The blood of the Ancient One's clan - Kayura's
family - stained the Mystic Armor, and Jessie had relished watching them
die.
How could
I enjoy what happened to them? Jessie thought. Am I really evil?
Is that why the Nether Realm wants me? No human has ever been able to wear
the Mystic Armor for millennia... Talpa was that last one to wear it. Even
when it was divided, the Ronins and Warlords said they could still feel
Talpa's evil. Am I like Talpa?
"I am…"
Jessie said aloud. "I'm exactly like him…"
Looking
around, Jessie saw all the old weapons and armors; she was in the armory.
Ironic that it seemed to be a fitting place for the Mystic Armor to be
- among the tools used for death and destruction. But it was also said
that weapons don't cause damage, only the person who uses them.
Jessie groaned
and placed her hands on her head; it was so hard to concentrate. She stood
up slowly and looked to her right. Hanging about waist high on the wall
was a wakizashi - a short sword used by the samurai. It was always with
the samurai, as if it was a part of the body. The samurai also used it
to commit hara-kiri - also known as seppuku - where the samurai would cut
his own stomach open to save his soul from dishonor.
Jessie walked
over and took the wakizashi from its wall mount. She stepped back and pulled
the blade out, letting the sheath drop to the floor. The short clatter
it made eerily echoed through the room. She knew what had to be done, and
prayed that her friends would somehow understand.
The Mystic
Armor would see bloodshed for the last time.
"Forgive
me…" Jessie whispered, and pointed the blade at her stomach.
The Warlords
arrived at the armory, and Sekhmet opened the door. There stood Jessie
with a sword aimed at her abdomen.
"Jessie!
No! Stop!" Kayura screamed. "Don't do it!"
Distracted,
Jessie looked up and the other Warlords tackled her. The wakizashi flew
from Jessie's hands and skidded a short distance across the floor.
"Jessie!"
yelled Cale. "Snap out of it!"
But she
didn't hear him. Even though the Warlords tried to keep her down, Jessie
started to get up and drag herself across the floor. Whatever strength
the Mystic Armor was giving her, it made the three Warlords seem like children
in comparison.
Jessie reached
out and grabbed the sword. White Blaze ran over and grabbed Jessie's arm
hard with his teeth. She hissed from the pain, but continued to bring the
blade closer to her.
Sekhmet
quickly moved next to White Blaze, leaving Cale and Dayus pinning Jessie
down as he tried to pry the wakizashi from Jessie's fingers. Kayura stood
near the door, watching the other Warlords do their best to prevent Jessie
from ending her life.
Finally,
Sekhmet managed to pull the sword from Jessie's hand and threw it to the
floor. It spun across the polished wood, stopping before Kayura's feet.
Jessie yanked
her arm from White Blaze's mouth, and began to strike at the Warlords.
"Let go of me!" she shrieked, trying to break away from their hold.
"Jess! Please!"
Sekhmet held her right arm, fighting against her inhuman strength.
"Let go!"
Jessie screamed. "Let me die!" She managed to sit upright.
Dayus finally
had it and slapped Jessie across her left cheek. She stopped screaming;
the only sound was from her ragged breathing.
"Jessie,"
said Dayus, gently turning her face to look at him. "Jess, it's me, Dayus."
"Dayus?"
she whispered then looked at the other two. "Sekhmet? Cale?" Her eyes went
past Dayus to the door. The moment she saw Kayura, Jessie broke down into
tears. "I'm sorry, Kayura…" she sobbed.
"Jessie,
it's okay," said Kayura soothingly.
"No, it's
not," Jessie shook her head. "I saw… I saw what… Talpa did to you family…
I saw him destroy your clan." Jessie lowered her head, shamefaced. "And
I enjoyed it!"
Cale, Sekhmet,
and Dayus looked at Jessie with the deepest sympathy and horrified shock.
She
saw it all, Dayus thought, through Talpa's eyes. Kayura… He
turned around, but his wife was not by the door.
"Dayus,"
Cale said, "go."
He nodded,
lightly touching Jessie's shoulder as he rose to his feet. Dayus picked
up the sheath and wakizashi, placing the blade in its protective case as
he walked out of the armory. Kayura was outside, her back to Dayus and
she stood frozen like a statue. "Kayura?"
She turned
to her husband, tears running down her face. "I'm not mad at her," Kayura
said, "It's just… Ancient One, why did she have to see it? Why that memory?"
Dayus pulled
Kayura into his arms. He looked at the red smudge on his right hand, and
felt the anger go through him. Closing his fist tight, Dayus held his wife,
not saying a word.
Everyone
followed Ryo; he had no idea exactly where he was running to - all he knew
was that he had to get there quickly. They rounded a corner and saw Dayus
and Kayura up ahead. "What happened?" Ryo asked when they reached the married
couple.
Dayus looked
down at his wife, and Kayura nodded her permission to him. "Jessie saw
what Talpa did to the Ancient Clan," Dayus said, "She almost killed herself."
He held up the wakizashi.
[She hasn't
tried suicide in a while,] Casey whispered in English.
"Casey!"
Twyla hissed quietly at her.
Kento was
the only one that heard them. He looked at the two girls from the corner
of his eye.
"Ryo," Kayura
turned to the Ronin leader, "go talk to her. You're the only one that can
help her right now."
Ryo nodded
and walked into the armory. Jessie sat on the floor, curled up with her
head lowered and hidden by her arms that were wrapped around her knees.
Sekhmet and Cale sat on each side beside her, looks of sympathy upon their
faces. White Blaze sat next to Sekhmet, and growled when he saw Ryo, announcing
the Ronin's presence. The two Warlords looked up as Ryo knelt before Jessie.
He reached out to her and she flinched from his touch.
"Jessie,"
Ryo said gently, "tell me what happened." She shook her head, not looking
up. "Please, Jess," said Ryo. {I want to help you,} he sent to her, {but
I can't unless you tell me what happened.}
Slowly,
Jessie raised her tear stained face. She put her hands on the sides of
Ryo's head and closed her eyes. Ryo gasped as he watched the slaughter
of the Ancient Clan, but he didn't feel the pleasure like Jessie had. When
the memory was over, Jessie pulled back her hands and started crying again.
"Oh, Jessie,"
Ryo whispered and hugged her. "It wasn't you."
"But I enjoyed
it…" Jessie sobbed.
Ryo sighed.
"Come on," he said, "everyone is waiting outside."
"I can't,"
Jessie shook her head. "Not like this. I can't look at them."
"You can
go out the back way," said Sekhmet, pointing to the open space on the far
wall next to the spears.
Ryo nodded.
"Thank you." He helped Jessie stand up and they left the armory.
"Where are
they?" Twyla asked when the two Warlords emerged.
"Ryo took
Jessie back to her room," Sekhmet told them, "she's a little calmer now."
"I'll talk
to her," said Joana.
"Maybe it's
best if you wait," said Kayura. "Until after this is over with."
Joana looked
distraught. "But-"
"Go home,"
said the Ancient firmly.
"Come on,
Joana," Cye gently took her arm and headed for the Gate.
Cale sighed,
watching them leave. "This little truce of ours isn't holding up very well,"
he said.
"We have
to try," Kayura said, "for all of our sakes."
The Warlords
had attached a large sheet of cloth to cover the hole in Jessie's door
until they would fix it in the morning. Jessie was lying on the mat in
her room, curled on her left side. Ryo had left to get an extra bedding
set.
What
is wrong with me? Jessie thought. How could I enjoy that?
Because
you are like Talpa.
Shut
up! I'm not listening to you!
That,
child, you have no choice, the strange voice from before said. I am here,
and there is nothing you can do about it.
Jessie shut
her eyes tight. Go away. Go away! GO AWAY! She focused on the voice to
leave, burying deep inside until she no longer felt its haunting presence.
She relaxed, letting out a quiet sigh.
"Jessie."
She gasped
and sat up; Sage was by the door. What is he doing here?! Jessie's mind
screamed. "Leave," she turned away, "don't look at me."
"I am, Jessie,"
Sage walked over to her and knelt. "And do you know what I see?"
"A cold-hearted
bitch that doesn't deserve to live," Jessie said, tears threatening to
fall.
"No," Sage
gently tucked his fingers under her chin, turning her face to look at him.
"Someone I care for deeply that I want to help, and it's driving me crazy
because I don't know what to do."
Jessie started
to cry and Sage pulled her close, running his hand over her hair and whispering
words of comfort. Soon, Jessie fell asleep, exhausted from crying, with
Sage holding her safely in his arms.
"Are you
going to stand there all night or what?" Sage asked.
"Not really,"
Ryo walked over to them, carrying a bedding set under his right arm. He
placed it on the floor, and then helped Sage lay Jessie on her mat.
"This is
driving me crazy," said Sage.
"It's driving
everyone crazy," Ryo said. "I'm staying here tonight. You better go back
to the mansion."
"I don't
want to leave her."
"Sage, if
anything happens and I need help, you'll be the first person I'll call."
"You swear?"
Sage looked at him.
"Ronin Honor,"
vowed Ryo.
Sage nodded;
he reached out to Jessie's face and stroked her cheek. Then he stood and
walked out, pausing to look at Jessie one more time, and closed the door.
Rowen looked
at the clock. "Five more minute," he said, "then we go back to find out
why they stayed behind."
"We can
guess why Sage stayed behind," said Casey.
"Just drop
it, Casey, will you?" Gwen said. "Yes, they like each other. We know already!"
"Sheesh,
calm down," Casey said and backed away.
A Gate opened
in the living room and Sage walked in. He nodded his thanks to Kayura as
the Gate closed and disappeared. "Sorry I'm late," said Sage.
"No problem,"
Cye said.
"How's Jessie?"
Joana asked.
"Whatever
happened in that dream," Sage looked at everyone, "it really has her head
messed up. It's like it has her believing that she shouldn't continue to
live and that suicide is the only option."
"Oh man,"
said Kento, and remembered what Casey had said before in the Dynasty. "Casey,
didn't you say something about Jessie trying to kill herself before?"
The other
Ronins and Mia looked at the girls. "Boy, am I tired," Twyla said. "Good
night."
"Freeze!"
Sage yelled as the Americans quickly bolted to the stairs and stopped.
"Jessie tried killing herself?"
The four
turned around and glanced at each other, seeing who would be the one to
explain. "We were in junior high," Joana finally spoke, "Jessie was thirteen
and… she almost jumped off the roof of her house."
"Whoa…"
said Rowen as he, the other Ronins, and Mia looked at them with shocked
faces.
"Who stopped
her?" Mia asked.
"Her grandfather,"
Joana continued, "he's from her mother's side. He died five days before
her fifteenth birthday. Jessie was a wreak for two weeks - she didn't even
want to hear the words 'Happy Birthday'."
I can
understand that, Mia thought.
"The way
she talks about him," Twyla said, "she loves her grandfather more than
her parents or her brother."
"They were
that close?" Cye asked.
Joana nodded.
"He was the only person in her family that she loved the most."
Silence
hung in the air. "When is Ryo coming home?" Mia finally asked.
"He's staying
in the Dynasty tonight," said Sage. "If Jessie sees anything like she did
before, at least he'll be there to calm her down."
"Let's go
back to sleep," Rowen said, "we'll think more clearly in the morning."
Sage was
still wide-awake as his three roomies slept. Sage's mind kept going back
to Jessie. If the Warlords had arrived at the armory one second later…
The Halo
Ronin shuddered at the thought. He turned on his side, facing the wall,
trying to fall back to sleep like everyone else in the house, but his anxiety
was getting the better of him. Quietly, Sage got out of bed and left the
room. He walked down the hall a short distance to Ryo and Jessie's room,
and went inside. As Sage moved closer to Jessie's bed, he noticed a lump
- the lump turned out to be a person.
"Joana."
Sage gently shook the sleeping girl.
"Hmm… wha…?"
Joana blinked. "Sage?"
"What are
you doing here?"
"Sleeping.
Actually I was a few moments ago."
"Go back
to your room."
Joana sat
up and glared at the blonde. "I was here first, buddy, and you've practically
slept in Jessie's bed all week."
"Joana,"
Sage looked at her, "let's not get into an argument about this."
"Fine. Leave."
"You leave."
"She's my
sis."
"You two
aren't related."
"So we adopted
each other."
"Joana,"
Sage sighed, "I understand you're worried about her, but-"
"I am beyond
worried!" Joana informed him. "My nerves are shot and staying in here is
helping me stay calm!"
"Keep your
voice down, please," said Sage. "All right, you can stay here tonight."
He walked over to Ryo's bed, took the pillow, and switched it with Jessie's.
"If I could give you Cye's pillow," Sage grinned, "I would. Good night."
Joana watched
him leave the room. Shaking her head, she settled back down and fell asleep.
_____________________________________________
May 16, 2001
Domo arigato
for patiently waiting so long and to everyone who helped me. Especially
Christine A. Cooney, who sent me an actual pic of the mural from her YST
art book.
More wonderful
news: I'm graduating on May 31, 2001 with an Associates Degree in General
Studies. Hopefully I'll decide soon what to take for my major.
Coming Soon: Part Twenty-one
(I have yet to think of a title) - Let's just say that the Warlords weren't
the only ones who were controlled by Talpa.