Chapter 2:

I didn't want to open my eyes. I didn't want to face the truth. And then after I woke from my blurry dream I heard some voices.
"My poor child, oh Charlie what will we do?"
"It's alright Renee we will face this together"
It was my parents. I didn't want to face them. Not now, not ever, I was dead that was it.

The next day I went out of the hospital, Alice my best friend and Edward's sister came to help me along with my parents. I didn't speak at all. They were all worried, but what should I do? My voice was trapped in me; I refused to look at the pain in their eyes. I was hearing their whispers which were saying always something like "She will be fine" No I wouldn't be fine.
Alice took me to her place. Why here? I wanted to go home, to go to our home.
"Alice?"I whispered.
"Yes sweetie" she looked at me with hope in her eyes. It was the first word I said since she saw me.
"Why did we come here and not go home" my voice was so low.
"Bella, your house has burned down, they should rebuilt it, I am really sorry «she hugged me.
Oh yes it was burned. Then all the accident pictures came in my mind. I was sleeping and then I heard Edward shouting" Bella fire c'mon, we need to get out of here!!" He grabbed my hand."We can't leave from the door; we need to use the window "he said. I was terrified "window? Alright Edward, just wait I need to pick up the ring you gave me"
"No time now love, follow me «he said with his velvet voice. I followed him. We reached the window, he pushed me first, so gentle so caring. I got out, and I noticed the whole house was burning. I saw our neighbors running and shouting. Edward followed me.
"Run love run, the house is going to explode."I started running and then I heard a huge explosion, and I flew through the airfor a second, then fell on the ground, and lost all my senses, along with the most important person in my life.
Tears started running down my face. Alice looked at me with fear; she hugged me again, "what is wrong Bella?"
"Edward…" I whispered and I cried again.
"Let's get you in your room" she lead me to my new room. I hated my new room, I wanted MY room. With his smell, with all the memories with him in it. I reached the bed and layed down.
"I will leave you alone for a while hun,so you can rest,if you need anything I will be in the living room"
"Thank you Alice" my voice was so weak, but I had to thank her. I could see the pain that was surrounding her too. He was her brother after all. In the memory of him, I cried again. It was so easy to cry now. I wasn't numb, I left the pain swallow me, and I was drowning in it. I didn't care about anything I just wanted to grieve.
Some hours passed, my eyes were still teary; I was cuddled in the same position as I was hours ago. I decided to never get up. Then I suddenly shivered and felt warm wind coming from a spot of my new room, I turned around and I saw something that I couldn't believe it was possible. Edward Cullen was standing right there in my new room.