Chapter 8

"I don't remember forms or faces now, but I know the girl was beautiful. I know she was; for in the bright moonlight nights, when I start from my sleep, and all is quiet about me, I see, standing still and motionless in one corner of this cell, a slight and wasted figure with long black hair, which streaming down her back, stirs with no earthly wind, and eyes that fix their gaze on me, and never wink or close. . . ." Charles Dickens

"Are you cold?" He asked me in his velvet voice.

"No, I am fine" I hugged him even more. Flying in the sky with him should be the bonus of him becoming an angel. I didn't even care where we were going. I just wanted to be with him. I wasn't thinking of anything I was just listening to his heart beat and breathe.

"Here we are" he whispered to me.

I didn't understand. Where were we? I mean we were still flying. I turned my face to where he was looking. And then I saw it. Something so beautiful, so magical, a full moon. It was so big, not the moon we usually saw. And then I realized of course we were closer to it.

"Don't look down yet" he told me. Then he made a move with his hand and he made a cloud underneath us. "Let's sit" he said to me. And we sat. The cloud was so soft. I looked down, the earth was far away. I almost got dizzy, so I decided to look at his face.

"What do you think?" he asked me with my favourite crooked smile drawn on his face.

"This is all so…unbelievable.. I mean it's all so weird"

"Let's call it one of my angel bonuses" he giggled. Oh yes now he had another bonus. I giggled with him.

"Don't be afraid love, the cloud is steady and we can stay here as long as you like, gazing at the moon" he told me. I wasn't sure to what I should look at him or the moon. Both were so magical, so beautiful. It felt as if I lived in a dream, in a fairy tale. I went closer to him and hugged him. Everything was so peaceful and beautiful.

"What are you thinking?" he asked me.

"I am not thinking. I am just enjoying this. I am trying to keep every memory. The feeling of you here, the moon in front of us everything." He kissed my forehead.

"I wish we could stay here forever" I whispered.

"Forever is not enough" he whispered back. I saw a tear running down his face. But that wasn't looking like an ordinary tear. It was liquid at first and then it looked like….a diamond.

"Edward "I touched his cheek and held the tear in my hand" this is… a diamond?"

"Yes it is."

"Oh" another bonus..? I thought and giggled.

"What is it?" he giggled with me.

"You are full of surprises." I smiled" So when angels cry they make diamonds? Can I keep it?"

"I don't think this is possible love" he pointed at my hand.

The diamond became liquid again.

"Oh" I frowned. Edward laughed and kissed my nose.

"I wanted to keep it as a memory of you "I sighed.

"You already have a diamond to remember me" he pointed at my engagement ring.

"Oh yes I do" I smiled at looked at my ring.

"Rosalie is getting married in 3 days" I said.

"Yes I know" he smiled happily. "I'll be there of course, even if she won't see me" he winked at me. "Give some happiness to Alice, go shopping with her or something" he giggled.

"Yeah, she already asked me to. I guess I may give her the pleasure" I smiled.

"That would be great love" he hugged me.

"I promise I will go, if you come with us, please" I said with pleaded voice. "Please"

"Oh…shopping with girls…" he smiled. "Alright, if you want me there, I will be there. "He smiled at me.

"Thank you!" I hugged him, and kissed his cheek.

"Anything to make you happy"

"Stay with me here forever, I don't care if you are invisible to the others... I just want you here. Please don't ever go" I almost cried. Why did I have to ruin this perfect moment?

"I can't." he said with a serious voice. "My goal is to keep living, even if I am not around here"

"This can't be done" I said angrily. "Life without you Edward is not life. And do you think that while you do all these things with me, it will make me live without you" I was so mad, what was he thinking?

His face suddenly was sad.

"They were right, this is a bad idea. I just wasn't ready to let us go. But you are right I should probably show you what life is about and not by spending these moments together"

"What?" I was shocked. What he was talking about? I was now crying.

"Why do you cry, love?" he hugged me tight.

"Because you don't get my point silly! If you leave me now, I will not live. I don't want you to go; I want you to stay forever!" I was screaming now. If the cloud wasn't so steady I would fall down.

"Bella no, stop that" He grabbed me and held me closely to his chest. "Shh love, please relax"

"Let's make a deal Edward. You will go only when I can let you go." Which was never.

"Yes that's my goal" he whispered. Stupid goal I thought, and one of those he would never ever achieve.

A memory suddenly slipped in my mind.

"I am not going Edward. I am not into going to the prom and I can't dance. Let's stay home and cuddle." I kissed him and took off his shirt.

"Oh c'mon Bella, you can dance. Don't be such a baby. And put that blouse on again"

"Nope, if you want it come and get it" I laid on my bed and put the blouse underneath me.

"You want to play huh?" he jumped on the bed and got up on the top of me. He started kissing me; I was starting breathing fast, forgetting everything and everyone.

"HA I got it" he said and put the blouse back on.

"You are such a turn off sometimes" I giggled and took my blouse off.

"Ok what are you doing now?" he asked.

"Well I am so hot. I need to take all my clothes out" I smiled. I started unzipping my jeans.

"All right you won" he started kissing me and undressing me. We made love all night.

When the sunlight started coming through my window he touched my belly, and whispered

"Would you come to the prom with me?" his hand starting getting down and stopped in a sensitive place.

" Well if you put it that way" my cheeks starting getting warm "ok, but remember I can't dance"

"My goal is to make you" he told me and then my whole body had goose bumps.

When the memory faded away Edward asked me

"Do you want to dance?"

"With no music?" I asked. My cheeks felt hot. That memory was too perfect.

"We'll make the music" he stood up and grabbed my hand.

He started singing our favourite song, I leaned my head to his chest and we continued blissfully to this small but perfect moment of our night.