Adam hears the door opening again and he looks up from his plate. It's jigsaw. "enjoying it, Adam ?" the frustration is even bigger now because he's accually enjoying it a lot. "NO, I'm not!" he says as angry as possible. "well, it looks like you're enjoying it." now Adam shuts up. He doesn't know anything to say. Jigsaw looks around in the room and than takes a chair that is standing against the wall. He puts the chair right in front of the bars of Adam's cell and looks inside, he seems to be searching for something but Adam doesn't know for what. "you don't have a chair, Adam ? wait I'll get you one.". he stands up and goes outside the door again. "well, Adam!" there's the stupid head voice again. "what?" he says to it, angrily. "this is your chance to proof that you're not a pussy. He's going to open that door again and you know it. and you can't say it's unexpected this time. So, are you going to do it?" Adam feels his muscles tighten. "yes of course I am!" his body is prepared for the attack. And there he is again, Jigsaw enters the room and walks fastly to the door of Adam's cell. "Adam, I warn you don't dare to try anything! I'm in control and I'll always be in controle. Do you understand ?" Adam nods but he won't listen to him, this time. He won't. the door opens and Adam jumps up. He pushes jigsaw outside the cell. And he's laying on the ground, now. He did it. he probably hesistated to run a bit too long because just when he's going to start running he feels a strong arm around his neck. He can't breath anymore. Jigsaw takes a needle out of his pocket and fastly puts it in Adam's neck. " I told you, Adam. I told you I'm always in controle. And do you know why ? because I'm always prepared." He pulls the needle out of Adam's neck and let him fall on the ground. Adam can just feel jigsaw dragging him back into the cell before he falls asleep.
He opens his eyes again. A few minutes go by before he remembers where he is and why his arms and legs are bound to bars of a prison cell. He looks up, stil a little sleepy and sees jigsaw sitting on the other side of the bars, watching him. "ok, you're awake. Now tell me why you so badly want to look like a tough guy, Adam?". Adam pretenst like he doesn't knows what he's talking about and looks at the ground. "don't do that, Adam. I could see in your eyes that you already remember and by the way that drug doesn't cause amnesia. Just tell me!" Adam is stil silent. He can't tell jigsaw about his head voice. He can't! it's his biggest secret. He woulnd't even tell it to Lawrence, so why would he tell it to him. "Adam, listen to me. I'm not planning to free your arms and legs ever again if you don't tell me right now. And I don't think I'll be in the mood to make food for you if you're not honest with me. This could be so easy for me, just letting you die down here." Now, Adam has to look up. He doesn't know what to say to this. " I can't tell you." Adam is disgusted when he feels tears dripping down his face. "why not?" jigsaw asks. "damn it, can't I have any secrets? " he wants to wipe the tears away, so he can pretent they where never there, like always. but than he remembers that his hands are bound and stops trying. "not if it are secrets that ruin your life. I'm trying to help you but you don't seem te get that." He tries to look in Adam's eyes but Adam turns his gaze to the ground again. " if you really want to help me than let me go." Jigsaw sighs deeply, he's becoming angry, Adam can hear it. "Adam I'm getting tired of you, you know that?" another sigh and than he gets up. "one last chance Adam. You tell me now and I'll free your arms and legs. And we'll forget about this if you don't , I'll go out of that door and never come back again, do you understand ? what is it going to be? " Adam looks at him more scared than ever. He doesn't know what to do. Jigsaw starts walking to the door. "no, no, please don't leave me." He cries out. He doesn't notice that his face if covered with tears by now. "than talk to me. Last chance, Adam." Adam pulls on the chains around his writs and ankles but there is no movement. "okay, okay… I'll tell you, please come back." Jigsaw turns around. "promise?" Adam nods voilently. "yes. I promise. Come back." Jigsaw walks back to the chair, slowly. and sits down on it with a big sigh. "well? Tell me!" Adam stars at the ground and closes his eyes tightly. "I will, but please give me some time this is scary as hell" jigsaw nods. "well, Adam. I understand that it's scary but you have to tell me eventually so why wait? Just get it over with." Adam nods and sighs deeply. "okay" another big sigh, it seems to be coming from the depth of his hart. " I have this… voice in my head, you see. This stupid voice that tells me that I'm a pussy and stuff." Jigsaw nods understandingly. "Everyone has a voice in his head Adam. Including me. But you don't have to listen to it. and well, you are a pussy but what's wrong with that?"
