I thought about this for weeks. I mean, seriously. It was now September, and I was spending the night at the Cullen's house…again.
I swear. I spent more time there than I did my own house.
Yet, I couldn't figure out their deepest, darkest secret.
Odd.
Edward sat down on
the couch beside me. "Still can't figure it out?"
I shook my head. "I just can't think of anything that's
possible…" my voice trailed off.
"What?" he asked
curiously.
I was speechless.
Oh my gosh. I was so stupid!
It was right in front of me!
"Can I talk to you?" I asked
quickly.
Edward grinned.
"Sure. We'll go for a walk."
We walked outside, and I
don't ever remember feeling this way.
What if he thought I
was crazy?
I was nervous, scared, excited, eager, and lots of
other emotions that I can't figure out.
Edward walked slightly behind me, but yet beside me.
"I know what you are," I said slowly when we got into the woods. "Your skin is pale white and ice cold. You never go out in the sunlight."
His face was right
beside mine. "Say it out-loud. Say it."
I couldn't say
hardly anything. Just one word. "Vampire." I looked at him.
His face was odd. He looked thoughtful and excited. "Are you
afraid?"
I shook my head. "No."
He grinned. "Well,
you should be."
"Well, I'm not," I said happily.
"I'm happy. Am I right?"
He sighed. "Yes. You are."
"A ha!" I exclaimed. "I told you I would figure it out."
He laughed. "Yes Bella. You did."
"Are you mad?" I
asked nervously.
He shook his head. "Why would I be mad?"
"I don't know," I said honestly.
He smiled. "Bella,
I don't get you."
"What do you mean?" I asked softly.
"Well," he started. "You're blood. First of all, it's
tempting. I've never smelt human blood that smells that good."
"Really?" I asked happily. "Thanks…I think."
He
shook his head. "Normally, people wouldn't say thanks. They would
freak out."
"This just can't be real," I whispered.
"This kinda stuff just doesn't exist."
"It does in my
world," he said before shrugging. "Bella, you have to understand
something. Humans don't know about most of the stuff that's
living among them.
"As I was saying,"
he went on. "I can't read your mind."
I just stared at
him.
"I can read
minds," he informed me. "No one but me can. Alice can see the
future. Jasper can feel and alter emotions."
I looked at him.
"What about everyone else?"
"They're just normal
vampires," Edward admitted. "But, don't get me wrong, I am in
no way better than any of them."
I smiled. "So, you mean to
tell me, you can't read my mind?"
He shook his head. "And
that's what bothers me."
I grinned. "So, I'm like the
only person you've ever come across that that's happened with?"
"Yes," he admitted. "Bella, look, I don't think you
seriously understand this."
"What?" I asked curiously.
"We're
vampires," he said firmly. "We don't eat, or sleep. We just
drink blood. We don't have to take showers like humans do. We just
drink blood."
"Human blood?" I asked softly.
He sighed. "My
family, we're different from others of our kind. We don't drink
human blood. All the others of our kind, they do. Our diet consists
of animals."
"So, you actually care," I said softly.
Edward nodded. "Thanks to Carlisle."
"Are you really
only seventeen?" I asked softly.
He shook his head. "Carlisle
is three hundred ninety-seven."
I gaped at him.
"Wow,"
I whispered.
"This is a lot,"
he said softly. "But Bella. You out of all people deserve to know."
He looked up. "Another thing about vampires is we have amazing
hearing and sense of smell. Come on. They're about to come looking
for us."
I nodded and followed him.
It all made sense now.
We walked up to the
house, and Edward cautiously walked me inside.
"So," Alice
said softly. "Now you know."
"Yeah," I whispered.
"Do you want to go home?" Rosalie asked. "It's been fun
having you here."
"She's not scared," Edward informed
them.
Alice squealed. "That's awesome!" she ran up to me and hugged me.
I shivered. "Yeah."
"Alice," Edward said slowly. "You're forgetting she's
only human."
Alice let me go. "Sorry."
I smiled. "It's okay."
