Stepping off the jet, I breathed in the moist earthy smell from the rain. I had no idea just how much I missed Forks till now.
It just felt right here. I felt almost complete. However, he had ruined me. Ever since he had left me, I had never truly felt complete. Sure, Renesmee had healed most of the gaping hole in my chest but there was a space in my heart that no one but him could fill.
"Hey Bella, you okay? You like, just totally spaced out for a moment there," Heidi said, placing her hand on my shoulder, effectively pulling back from my memories.
"Yeah, totally, I'm fine, totally fine, no problem. I was just thinking about some lyrics forming in my head." I replied, trying to subtly shake off my daze. Unfortunately, luck was not on my side today.
"Seriously Bella, do you take me for an idiot? I may be an airhead sometimes but I am not that dumb!" Heidi chastised, wagging her finger at me playfully. When she saw my expression, she turned serious.
"You're still thinking about him, aren't you?" Without waiting for an answer, she charged on.
"Bella, the idiot left you. If he couldn't see how precious you are, then, meh, it's his loss.
"Listen, the guy left you. You can't spend your days moping around for him while he has fun with all his 'distractions'. All of us, even Renesmee, can see through the façade you put up everyday. You need to let it all out and show that son of a bitch what you're made of – "
"Yeah okay, okay," Jane interrupted "Just because he's an asshole doesn't mean that his mother is a bitch. Besides, you shouldn't insult the dead you know." She ended jokingly.
"Really?" Heidi challenged looking angry at being interrupted while she was in one of her infamous rants. "Then why do you keep calling Felix a stronzo?"
I decided now was as good a time as any to interrupt before it became a full blown cat fight with all the nails and hair pulling. You would think they would be more mature for their age. Well, vampire ones anyway.
"Guys, can you actually be more mature? We are in public you know," I said, causing them to look at me as if they forgot I was there.
"Fine," Jane and Heidi said together, not before levelling a glare at each other.
Noticing this, I sighed. They were best friends but damn, the amount of fights they had. Honest to God, if I was a human, I would have white hairs within a year of having to stand their mood swings.
We strode over to the luggage carousel and the boys collected our baggage while us girls walked out to the arrival hall.
My eyes swept over the crowd, looking for a certain russet skinned giant friend of mine.
"Hey, Bella, is he the one you're looking for?" Heidi asked, pointing towards Jacob.
I was about to reply when I saw where Jacob was staring. Directly at my daughter.
The way he looked…it was like he was a blind man seeing the sun for the first time.
No…Hell no…I am going to rip his fucking balls off if what I though had just happened had just happened.
"Jacob fucking Ephraim Black!" I yelled causing the people nearby to gape at me. "You better have a fucking good excuse for this!"
He only looked up to me when I finished yelling. The look on his face as he tore his eyes from Renesmee's was one of pure agony.
"Bella, yeah I got your cars. Can we talk about this after we get in the car?" Jacob asked uncomfortably.
I gave a tight nod, marching over to where Quil and Embry were.
Jane, Alec, Renesmee and Jacob slid into my Bugatti Veyron as Heidi and Felix got into Felix's Lamborghini while Demetri got into the Audi r8 with Quil and Embry.
As soon as I got situated on the driver's seat, I slammed on the gas and sped off.
"I know what you said about imprinting and I'm sorry for over reacting just now. It's just hard for me, you know .Renesmee's still a child no matter how old she looks –" I said, only to be cut off by Renesmee's protest.
"What the hell, mom! I'm not a goddamned child anymore so stop treating me like one!" She yelled, ending with a dramatic foot stomp that totally contrasted her words.
"Yeah sure," I said in an exaggerated patronizing tone "You're not. Which totally explains why you stomped your foot." Causing all of us to chuckle.
"Anyway Jacob," I said, returning to the subject at hand "You can date my daughter, but I have some rules. Number 1: No sex until she's fully matured, which means one more year. Number 2: No blowjobs either. 3: No forcing her into anything. 4: Hurt her in any way and I will castrate you." I ended with a smile, causing Renesmee, Jane and Alec to snort in laughter.
"Castrating me seriously?" Jacob asked chuckling.
I gave him my perfected bitch brow that made even Aro cringe, daring him to contradict me in any way.
"Yeah okay," Jacob said shielding himself warily. I smiled turning away from him to look out at where we were now.
Unsurprisingly, my speeding two times over the speed limit had allowed us to reach Forks in half the time it usually took for normal people.
As soon as I reached our new house, I parked my car in the spacious driveway. Seconds later, Felix and Demitri's cars pulled in beside us.
We got out of the car. I took a deep breath in and steeled myself for the onslaught of memories each smell and glance brought back. This was my new life now, like it or not.
Author's note: Hi, this is my first fanfic and I'm below 15 years old. Also, I'm working without a beta so please don't kill me for the mistakes I make in the chapters. Thank you for all the support you have given me. However, I would like you to keep in mind that I may not be able to update regularly as I have my Prelims and PSLE to study for. Thanks again for bearing with me!xoxo