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I do not own Fairy Tail.

It belongs to Mashima-sama. I'm just a fan trying to make a story about my OTP!

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A/N: Gosh! Chapter 499 is out and I'm so sad. It actually happened. Juvia died and it caused chaos in the fandom and some are saying Juvia will return because Mashima is just trolling again but my instinct telling something else and I am praying that this bad feeling of mine about Juvia's death is nothing but a product of my dark imagination. I don't want my favourite character to permanently die. I am praying to God to give Mashima some great idea on how he is going to bring back my Juvia.

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"G-Gray-sama, don't ever be sad. Juvia is living inside you, so I'm not sad because my life belongs to you. F-forgive me but please don't forget about the girl chased by the rain who saw the clear blue skies for the first time because of you."

"Juviaaa!" That loud voice calling out to the water mage was heard around the battle field and as the blizzard that surrounded them settled down people saw Gray Fullbuster cradling the limp body of Juvia Lockser close to him as tears started to flow. He was calling her name like a prayer but there was no response from the blue haired mage. "You can't do this to me, Juvia. Don't do this me. Please no. Don't do this, don't die on me now. Not ever," he sobbed as tears fell from his eyes down to his cheeks and unto Juvia's dirty and bloody face. "I promise, from now I'll take your feelings more seriously so please just open your eyes. I'm begging you Juvia. Wake up! wake up and look at me like you always do." Still no response from the water mage and Gray's cries were followed by silence that broke when the chain connecting them shattered indicating that at last one of them departed from the living world.

Juvia's heart stopped. He could no longer hear it.

Gray's cries of pain and agony broke through the battle field and as his emotions took over his will another snow storm started alongside the creeping black marks on his skin, almost completely consuming him. His eyes that were no longer icy cobalt but red with rage were only focused on the motionless woman in his arms. He was silently asking her to wake up and smile again and promise that she's not going anywhere and leave him like a screwed up mess. He was whispering all sorts of promises in her ear but she remained unmoving like still water with no wind or anything to move it.

Memories of them together and having some crazy kind of fun played in his mind. Times that he only admitted to himself to be memorable and ones he cherished the most. The first time they met as enemies fighting for what they believed in. His first impression of her as a bipolar crazy teenager and what he thought of her after he learned that never before after he defeated her she ever saw the clear blue skies and felt the warmth of the sun. It's all engraved in his memories as clear as water that she represents. Clearly unpredictable, that's what she was. One moment she was calm and then the next she was like an ocean in a raging storm creating deadly tornados. He likes that about her and secretly enjoyed it when he was the cause of her outburst whenever she was jealous of anyone or declaring that she was only his.

All those times she was stalking and running after him. All her efforts and kind gesture that slowly made a crack in his high wall of ice built around his heart. She was so unrelenting that his only choice was to give in. She changed his life drastically and made it so full of joy that imagining a life without her was maddening.

All her sacrifices for him, the pain she endured for him. Its all clear to him and the time they spent together after the guild disbandment were like movie playing in his head. Those times they trained together and she started to develop the same stripping habit he has that frustrate the hell out of him. The times they stayed together like a couple starting a new home in that tiny hut they shared. Times where he would hunt food and she would prepare it for them. All the 'Welcome Home' greetings every time he entered their small home, it's all in his head and remembering them as he looked at her pale face and unmoving body twisted his heart in knots.

Looking back at those memories kills him inside over and over again. There were things he still wanted to do with her. He still wanted to ask for her forgiveness for leaving her without a word when he infiltrated the Avatar. They haven't talk about that since their return to the guild but she already forgave him though it still bothered him. He wanted to make it up to her and take her out on a proper date after the war. Didn't he promise to give her an answer when everything was settled? He wanted to tell her that he feels the same way as her, maybe what he feels for her ain't as strong as what she has for him but he do loves her. She was the saviour of his stone cold heart. He had taken her for granted for so long but now that he's ready she's gone.

How was he supposed to live a life without a cheerful person greeting and calling him Gray-sama every single day? He was just pretending not to like it but the truth was he loved it and he hates it when someone else became a 'sama' too in her eyes. For him that was his sole right to be the greatest in her eyes though he didn't like showing it.

Who else would give him crazy gifts that he secretly enjoyed and treasured? Those gifts were his most treasured possession and he would eliminate anyone who tried to touch it. Those are his and no one else's. Juvia made those for him that's why those were important to him.

Who would accuse every single female that approached him as a love rival? Though Juvia no longer gets jealous that much, seeing her possessive side from time to time reassured him that he was still the one and only in her heart.

Who would make him panic and horrified every time she took off her clothes like he always does? Sure he hated it when she do that in public but when they were the only one together Gray wasn't complaining if Juvia stripped bare but even though he only admitted it to himself he didn't like it when other men got a chance to took a glimpse of what supposed to his alone.

Who else would make him unintentionally jealous all the time a man claimed to like her? He's aware that Juvia was an attractive woman. She still is even covered in blood and dirt in his arms and he never liked it when potential 'love rival' comes her way especially Lyon. But he would rather lose her to another man than lose her to death where he would not be able to see her anymore.

Where would he get the warmth she brought in his life without her? Where else could he find the kind of happiness he shared with her? How would he be able to survive a life without a crazy bipolar Juvia Lockser that he loves in it? Juvia could be everything and anything but he loves her for everything that she was and without her his life would be colder than the ice that he wields.

All those questions and thoughts only brought him more pain and the memories just made him regret all the times he took her for granted. He's blaming himself but his rage was directed to the one who stole his chance to show Juvia how much he truly cares. Invel Yura ruined his chance to make it all up to her and for that he's going to kill him.

"I will avenge you, Juvia," he said trough gritted teeth as rage that he never knew before fogged his mind, his arms tight around her limp body. "That bastard can hide in hell but I'll hunt him down. His very life won't be enough payment for yours. I will kill all of them!"

Strong icy gust of wind whirled around the area as Gray gave in to madness and rage screaming inside of him. The devil within him straggling to came out and goes berserk. There's nothing coherent inside him aside from Juvia lying dead in his arms and the pain left in his heart. There's nothing else he wanted to do but rip out the life out of Invel's body and let his blood flow in his hands. He wants darkness, I'll show him hell!

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Disappointment was written all over Invel's eyes as he walked down the path his comrade took awhile ago with E.N.D. He had expected that his plan would work and that he would be able to awaken the darkness in Gray but he miscalculated the strength of the bond between the two mages he choose to made as his puppet. Now he must take all important matters in his own hands. He must eliminate Etherious Natsu Dragneel for Zeref to be the one to kill Acnologia and rule the world according to his will. Such fools, he muttered to himself as he continued on his way but strange enough he felt a chill ran down his spine.

It was so surreal because he's the purest of ice mages and there's no way he could be bothered by cold. What could be the meaning of that?

His question was answered when he looked back and found a dark figure emitting a very dark aura and strong killing intent towards him. When he looked closely he was shocked to found Gray Fullbuster glaring at him with those angry red eyes of him. The viciousness surrounding him was what causing his chill but he masked himself. "I see you're still alive and now you finally given up to your darkness, why don't you just join the dark side where you belong?"

"Shut the fuck up," Gray seethed. "I am not here to join your legion. I am her to put an end to your life and when I'm done when you I'll go after your troops. You will all see the darkness that you seek!" with an amazing speed Gray attacked Invel and the winter general was just barely able to counter it.

Due to the force of the attack, Invel was thrown away but even before he hits the ground Gray was upon him again and punched him down to the earth using only his brute force. There was madness in eyes and demonic grin on his face. "This is what you want, right? Then fight me. Show me how strong you are that you caused the most important woman in my life to take her own life!"

"It was her own decision as well as yours when you drove that sword to your body but I'll humour you since you seemed to just lose your girlfriend," Invel taunted which was a wrong move because it only added to the anger Gray was feeling.

"Damn you!"

The two ice mages started yet another fight that caused another blizzard but unlike before it was more terrifying. Invel was powerful, that much was obvious but the strength and power Gray was showing was coming from something deep in him. His power emerged from great hunger to kill. There's nothing he could think of but to end Invel's life in the most painful way his mind could conjure. He wanted to turn him into a bloody pulp. The coldness within him craved for warmth of blood to spill.

Every blow, every attack was meant to kill. There's no reservation, no more reason. Gray's putting his pain and anger in every powerful spell he was using. The fury and ache mixing together at the center of his being releasing massive ice creation that contained vicious, powerful dark magic. "Ice Devil's Rage!" snow storm came out of his mouth and ward off Invel's defences thus giving him a chance to corner him.

"That's it Devil Slayer. Show me the true nature of your dark self. Let go of the power that will kill E.N.D," Invel sneered maliciously. "I must give you credit. You truly are powerful to be able to equal my winter. Use that power. Lose yourself to the evil within you!"

"I intend to do just that and I'm going to use this power to end you! Ice Devil's Restrain!" from under the icy ground chains made of crystalline ice emerged. It moved and snaked around Invel's body and when he tried to break free it just twisted tighter choking the life out of him. "You will now see what kind of devil I am," Gray said gravely. "I told you, I care not about my darkness. That if it's a means I have to use to protect my family I would use it without thinking. Now I will use it to avenge what you did to the sunshine that always wards off my darkness. I will show you what I am like without Juvia's bright smile that always chases away my demons. I will kill you for taking her away from me! Ice Devil's Fist!"

With ice covered fists that were as hard as iron Gray started punching Invel who was still struggling to free himself to no avail. The tables had turn. It was his time to feel what it was like to be helpless. It's just the beginning of his hell. Gray would break him little by little literally and he would start with that spiteful smug face of his.

Every drop of blood he drew from him was like an aphrodisiac to him and he craved for more. More blood from the bastard who made it to top on his list of people to kill in just a matter of an hour. The fresh stain of red liquid on his knuckles fed his desire for more violence and destruction. He was aware that bit by bit he was losing his senses but he could care less. He will avenge Juvia and find a way to ease the twisting pain in his heart even if it means killing anyone that comes his way. He would surrender his soul to darkness because he has nowhere else to go but there.

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*YoseiNoAme crying on the corner with her heart broken*

I know a war without death is senseless and plainly stupid but why of all characters it has to be my baby Juvia? I know I'm not the only one asking that question and I'm praying for miracle! Mashima needs to do something about that! I won't mind if he has to send a real fairy or even create a god to the story just to resurrect my Juvia I just simply needs her alive!

We GrUvia shippers do hope and wish that it's just one of Mashima's epic trolls and his habit of killing characters and getting them back is the only ray of hope I can see as of now. I don't want to believe my damn instinct so I'm going to put some happy ending with this fanfiction on the next chapter. Just let me know what you think of this, if it's too sad, forgive me. I can't be happy right now and I truly want to kill Invel alongside with my evil Friend who is partying because of what happened to my baby.

Yours Truly,

Stressed YoseiNoAme