Ignorance is Bliss Chapter 5, a glee fanfic

AN: I'm currently going through major Glee withdrawals. Only 8 more days. I can survive this. Since I'm missing Glee so much I want to write fluff very badly. But, I decided this story needed angst more than fluff. So there you go. If I can't find a way to fit anymore fluff into this story, I'll most likely write an uber fluffy one shot. Sorry to ramble but I thought you guys should know. Another thing, I upped the rating to M. I feel so risqué. Also, I'm sorry if this story is a little rushed in places, I was trying to fit everything I wanted in her and it got a little rushed. (I got kinda lazy in places that I didn't feel like going into). Anyway, for those of you who were waiting for angst, today is your lucky day!

Warning: Angst and "Fun times" ;) ;) Ahead

Disclaimer: Sadly, I don't own Glee.

Kurt woke up to an empty bed. He groped around at the sheets, looking for any trace of the warm body he fell asleep with. Kurt smiled at the memory of the night before. He and Blaine had kissed for quite a while until they fell asleep wrapped up in each other. It was a Saturday morning so Blaine wouldn't have gone to class. They were both staying at Dalton for the weekend so he wouldn't have left to see his parents either. Kurt got up out of the warm bed and staggered to the bathroom. When he got there he saw a note taped to the mirror. It was written in the familiar scrawl that Kurt had come to love. Kurt-, the letter read. I know you're probably looking for me this morning, seeing as how we fell asleep last night. ;) Don't worry about me; I've just gone to get breakfast with a friend. I'll be back around 11:30 and we can do something together. Love you, beautiful :) I miss you already.
Xoxoxo, Blaine
Kurt smiled at the note and wandered back into his room to check the time. It was only 9:30. Kurt didn't want to wait around the room for two hours before Blaine got back. He pulled out his phone and sent a quick out to Rachel and Mercedes.
Hey girls! Blaine's out and I feel like I haven't seen you in forever! Meet me at the coffee shop in 30 min? -K (9:30)
Sure thing, Kurt! -R (9:34)
Hell to the yes! We needed to hang! -M (9:36)
The replies came in quickly and Kurt smiled to himself. He couldn't wait to see his girlfriends again.

Blaine and Josh were seated in a booth across from each other in the local IHOP. Blaine starred at Josh and asked, "Why did you call me here, Josh? I was supposed to spend the day with Kurt." Josh glared at Blaine, disappointed. You'd think Blaine would realize by now that every time he says Kurt's name it breaks my heart... Josh looked at Blaine incredulously. He was shocked how stupid Blaine could be sometimes. "I called you here to talk about what we're doing. I know we've tried to talk about this before but you always blow me off! I'm tired of it, I need to know what we're doing" Josh looked hopeful and Blaine felt sick. He sighed for what seemed like the millionth time in the past week.
"Josh, why do you keep pestering me about this? I told you I didn't know!" Blaine shot at Josh, who looked at Blaine, wounded.
"Exactly, Blaine! It's time for you to make up your damn mind about what you want! As much as I hate to say this, it's true. I don't want to stop fooling around with you because I really, really care about you. And if sneaking around with you is the only way I can do it... fine. But I need you to acknowledge that we're going to be together... just not in the typical way. I also need you to stop treating me like trash. I know you care about me, Blaine, or you wouldn't be here right now."

Blaine nodded. "I know what you mean and I'm really going to try. I don't know what it is about you, Josh, but you've got me hypnotized whenever we kiss. That's why we always end up being thisclose to getting caught. It's because I get so mesmerized that I never want to stop." Josh blushed but was absolutely beaming.

"You're mesmerized by me, eh?" Josh teased with a smile that could've put Jesse St. James' show face to shame. Just then Blaine's phone buzzed with a text from Kurt. Blaine tapped the screen and smiled widely as he read the text. Blaine- Meeting M & S at the coffee shop then going shopping. Won't be back for a while, I'll text you when I'm on my way back so we can make plans. XOXOXOX -K (10:10)

"Remember how I was talking about that whole 'I'm enthralled with you' thing? Well, other man, would you like to go test out that theory? Kurt went shopping with his girl friends and won't be back for a good three hours, knowing Kurt and the way he and his girls can shop" Josh nodded enthusiastically and practically threw his money on the table. His heart was in his throat and his stomach was doing constant flips. Blaine is mesmerized by me. And he wants to go spend hours with me, making out... and maybe more. I can't believe this is real. Blaine slung his arm around Josh's shoulders and led him to his car where he opened Josh's door, in true gentlemanly fashion. Before he let Josh get into the car he kissed him with passion, sliding his tongue into his warm mouth. He made Josh's knees go weak as he ran his tongue along the back of Josh's teeth before he finally licked Josh's lips and pulled away. "That was just a warm up", Blaine whispered seductively into Josh's ear. He nipped at his earlobe then pulled away and walked around to the other side of the car without another word. Josh was breathing heavily and slunk into his seat. He thought to himself, fuck, this is real.

Blaine led Josh to his room and quickly opened the door. He couldn't wait to get his hands on Josh and Josh felt the same way. As soon as the door clicked shut Blaine turned to Josh and pushed him against the door. He kissed Josh hungrily, running his tongue all over Josh's mouth. He didn't leave one inch of his mouth unexplored. Josh responded with just as much enthusiasm. He tore away from Blaine's mouth, kissing a line across his jaw. This triggered a moan from Blaine who pulled them to the bed. Blaine unbuttoned Josh's shirt quickly, tossing it somewhere across the room. He ran his hands all over Josh's smooth chest. He was so turned on right now, "Josh, I want you so much" Blaine said with a moan as Josh licked Blaine's firm stomach. "Mm Blaine, you taste so good. I want you, too"

The boys crashed their lips together once again, nothing but passion radiating between them. Blaine pushed the blond boy back so he was lying down and Blaine was straddling Josh. They kissed with so much urgency; Blaine knew his lips would be swollen later. Blaine snaked a hand down to the button on Josh's pants undoing it swiftly and pulling the fabric off the boy beneath him. Josh moaned louder than ever before as Blaine palmed his bulge through his boxers. It felt sogood. Josh desperately undid Blaine's pants and flung them across the room. He felt Blaine's hardness pressing against his own through their boxers. Both boys moaned deeply and Josh palmed Blaine, matching the rhythm Blaine was using on him. "Josh! Fuck that feels amazing!" Blaine cried.

Blaine pulled Josh's hand away and ground his hips into the brown eyed boy that was underneath him. Josh yelped and thrust back. The boys bucked, thrust, and ground their hips to the same rhythm, moaning and mewling together at the pleasure. "Blaine!" Josh called out as one thrust felt especially good. The boys upped the tempo of the thrusts and also the intensity.

They were both on the brink of the ultimate pleasure when they heard the door open and a quick intake of breath. The boys jumped away from each other like they were on fire.

"Kurt!" Blaine exclaimed, grabbing his pants and pulling them on.

The brunette stood motionlessly in the doorway, watching as Blaine threw on a shirt,
"Kurt! Please listen to me! I can explain!" Kurt, finally gaining his senses dropped his things onto the floor and sprinted down the hallway. He didn't know exactly when the tears started, but he knew that by the time he reached Wes and David's room, they were pouring down his face. He knocked on their door, needing somewhere, anywhere to go that wasn't near Blaine or Josh. David opened the door and gasped when he saw the state that Kurt was in. Kurt ran into the room and closed the door. He collapsed into a heap on the floor.

"Kurt, what the hell happened to you?" David asked, concerned.

Kurt was sobbing so hard now that he could hardly choke the words out. "B-b-Blaine...c-ch-cheated...on me...w-with... Josh..." he was so out of sorts and could hardly get any oxygen into his lungs.

Wes and David exchanged looks of utter shock. "Wes, go talk to Blaine. I'll stay here and comfort Kurt." David said quickly to Wes.

David looked sadly at Kurt. He was sobbing so hard that his whole body was shaking, His eyes were red and puffy with tears poring out of them, unrelentingly. He gasped for air in-between sobs and the sight made David's heart break. Kurt was his friend and he couldn't stand to see him curled up in the fetal position on the floor, heartbreaking sobs shaking his petite figure. He picked up Kurt's phone and dialed Finn. Finn picked up on the third ring.

"Hello? Kurt?" Finn asked.
"Hi Finn, this is David. I'm Kurt's friend. Could you come to Dalton and see Kurt? He's going through something horrible. Oh and bring Mercedes and Rachel."
"What? What's going on?" Finn responded.

"Blaine cheated on Kurt" David answered.

"Oh shit. I'll be right there"

Wes walked into Blaine's room to find Blaine laying facedown on his bed, crying. "Blaine? Are you okay?" Wes called as he walked to Blaine's bed and put a hand on his shoulder.

"No", Blaine answered, his voice filled with despair. "I'm an asshole. I cheated on Kurt! The only boy I've ever loved! How could I do this to him! He'll never take me back! I hate myself!" Blaine was shouting by the time he finished his rant.

"Not to be an ass, but that was a really messed up thing you did to Kurt. Like that was fucked up." Wes told Blaine. "I think you need to give him space before you talk to him. But here's an idea; sing to Kurt. Let him know how you feel through song."

Finn, Rachel, and Mercedes arrived at Dalton and knocked on David's door. David opened it and motioned for the heartbreak rescue group to come inside. They saw Kurt curled up into a ball on David's bed. He had stopped crying but his body still shook every now and then with his labored breathing that happens when someone sobs like Kurt had. Finn picked Kurt up and carried him out to the car. Mercedes and Rachel followed dutifully, patting his head as they walked along. As they left the room, Finn called out to David. "Hey, man, thanks for taking care of Kurt. He really needed it"

When they got back to Finn's car Mercedes and Rachel sat in the backseat with Kurt. Kurt clung to the girls, hoping that the tighter he held on, the less his heart would hurt.

Finn drove to Mercedes' house and helped get Kurt situated for their impromptu sleepover. Mercedes and Rachel stayed with Kurt for the whole night. They wiped his eyes when he cried, held his hand as he wept, and held him close whenever possible. It hurt them both to see their best friend so broken, and they did everything they could to help make him whole again.

After a whole weekend in Lima, Kurt reluctantly returned to Dalton on Tuesday. He, Mercedes, and Rachel had all taken the day off from school on Monday in attempts to cheer Kurt up.

Warblers practice rolled around and the solo performances continued. Kurt looked absolutely dreadful. His usually crisp uniform was wrinkled and rumpled. His eyes were red and puffy from so much crying. The dark bags under his eyes were a sign he hadn't been sleeping very well. That was true; Kurt couldn't even close his eyes with out seeing the image that shattered his heart into a million pieces. There was only one person who could put Kurt's heart back together again, but Kurt didn't ever want to see that person again. It was like a fog was surrounding Kurt. He was physically in the room but he hardly heard anything that anyone said. He vaguely remembered Wes asking for anyone who wanted to sing a solo. As Kurt saw Blaine make his way up to the front of the room, his fog slowly lifted. His focus sharpened on Blaine. And it broke his heart.

Blaine looked just as bad as Kurt. His skin was dull and his tie was tied wrong. He grabbed his guitar and sat on a stool in the front of the room. "This song is for you, Kurt. I love you more than anything else in this messed up universe. I screwed up so, so badly and I'm sorrier than anyone has ever been. I miss you so much that it hurts. Everything hurts without you. I need you in my life to be happy. You're my everything, honestly. I have no idea what I'll do if I lose you." Blaine strummed the guitar and began singing gently,

I was missing you
You were miles away
He was close to me
I let him stay
Then I closed my eyes
He almost felt the same
But when the morning broke
I cried out your name

If I'd only known
It would break us
I'd have done anything just to save us

Tears started streaming down Blaine's face as he looked at the boy he loved's face. Kurt looked absolutely, one-hundred percent heartbroken. Blaine couldn't even bear the fact that he cause so much pain in someone he loved.

'Cause you're all I have
When the world comes down on me
You're the one I love
And I'm begging you to see
You're all, you're all, you're all I have
You are, you are the one I love
You are, you are, you're all I have

You've forgiven me
But it doesn't change
The guilt I feel when you mention his name
No more innocence
How to trust again
Wanna believe that you won't do the same

Kurt was crying now, silent tears falling off of his cheeks and onto his blazer. He held them in for as long as he could. Giving up he let the familiar tears fall.

And every time we fight
We're gettin' closer
I slowly die inside
I'm scared it's over

Your love for me was always there
Maybe too much for me to care
Now that I know I messed it up
I'd give my all to take it back

Blaine walked over to Kurt, looked him directly in the eyes and said, "I love you, Kurt. More than words can describe. I hate myself for hurting you" Blaine leaned in and kissed Kurt chastely on the lips, Kurt pulled away like he had been burned. "I'm sorry, Kurt, I shouldn't have done that..." Blaine walked sadly to his seat.

Kurt walked to the front of the room, put a CD in the music system, and walked to the stool where Blaine had been sitting a few minutes earlier and sat down. He waited for his cue to sing as the melancholy melody rang throughout the room.

Guess mine is not the first heart broken,
my eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know,
there's just no gettin' over you
Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around
and wait for you
But baby can't you see, there's nothin' else
for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide,
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,
hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you
My head is saying "fool, forget him",
my heart is saying "don't let go"
Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide,
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,
hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you

Throughout the whole song, Kurt looked at Blaine with a pained look on his face. Tears were streaming down his face as he finished the song. "Thank you" Kurt said and walked out of the room, not even bothering to hide his broken heart.

When Kurt was outside of the choir room he sank to the ground, his sadness once again taking over. Blaine walked out of the room and saw Kurt. His heart broke at the sight and he started crying too. He sat next to Kurt and looked intently at him. "Kurt, I know what I did was absolutely demented. I'm such a horrid person for hurting you like this. But I do love you, Kurt. I love you more than anyone could ever know. And I've said this so many times, I just miss you so much. There's no doubt that I want you back. I'll have to oblige with what ever you say though, Kurt." Blaine looked at Kurt and saw the troubled look on the small boys face.

"Blaine... I loved you so much. But you cheated on me. And now I'm so, so hurt and broken. You're the only one who can fix me..."
"So let me fix you, Kurt! What can I do to make this right?" Blaine asked hopefully.

"Nothing, Blaine... You can't fix this right now... maybe not ever. I... Can't be around you right now... It hurts too much... I'll let you know if I change my mind but for now, can you just let me nurse my broken heart alone?" Kurt shook his head sadly and walked with his head down to his dorm room. Blaine's face fell. He got up and went back to the choir room where he promptly collapsed into Wes' arms, tears falling from his eyes.

AN: This chapter was so sad to write. I did enjoy writing vulnerable!Kurt, though. I had a really tough time writing Blaine's character, so bear with me. The songs used in this chapter are "All I Have" by The Veronicas and "Hopelessly Devoted to You" from Grease. I don't know about you guys, but I've always wanted Kurt to sing "Hopelessly Devoted to You". He being the drama queen makes me think the song suits him well. Should Kurt take Blaine back? And what about Josh? What should happen to him in all of this? If you have any opinions let me know! Just to let you know, reviews make my life! I could be having a totally bad day and getting a review makes it a billion times better. You guys have been so good about reviewing, thank you! Klisses and Klainebows!