AN: I apologize profusely for not updating this sooner! I really don't have any excuse other than I didn't know what to write. Also, I know that in the last chapter I had the boys arrange a time to discuss what happened in the lock-in, but can we pretend that didn't happen? I have other plans. Hope you enjoy this chapter and hope that it makes up for the long wait!
"Kurt! Kurt, wait up!" Josh jogged down the hall trying to catch up with Kurt. "Seriously, Kurt! What the hell!" Josh was yelling now. Kurt spun around and stalked towards Josh. He grabbed his arm and pulled him to the side of the hallway so they weren't in anyone else's way.
Kurt's eyes were like daggers as he stared at Josh. "What do you want?" He said briskly.
Josh averted his eyes from Kurt icy glare and spoke softly. "I want to know what I did wrong. Ever since the lock-in you've been avoiding me!"
Kurt could feel his cheeks heat up at the thought of that night a week ago.
"I am not talking about that now, Josh. Leave me alone." Kurt spat the words out and practically sprinted away from Josh, leaving a confused and hurt boy in his wake.
XxXxX
"And then he just ran off without another word!" Josh sighed and flopped onto his bed, burying his head into his pillows. "Why do I always fall in love with the wrong guys?" Josh's words were muffled by the pillow but Lucas was able to understand him well enough.
"Tell me about it…" Lucas mumbled under his breath.
Josh's head sprang up and he shot Lucas a glare "Whoa, whoa. What did you say? How would you know how I feel? You aren't even gay!"
The words hit Lucas hard and he turned to Josh so they were face to face. "You aren't me! You don't know how I feel! I told you at the lock-in that I thought I was bisexual; doesn't that mean anything to you? It's not fun being attracted to both guys and girls. I've been confused for months and Blaine here isn't making things any easier!" Lucas realized what he had just said and he clamped a hand over his mouth.
"Look, man. I'm sorry. I get it. I was conflicted before I came out too, it's all going to be alright; you just gotta give it some time." Lucas' words registered with Josh a moment later. "Wait. You said Blaine wasn't making life any easier. Oh my god! You like Blaine! After last week! You're in love with him! I don't know how I didn't see it before!"
Lucas buried his face in his hands, flushing bright red. "I tried to keep it a secret because I know Blaine's with Kurt. And after what happened with you-"
"Don't speak of it", Josh mumbled and continued listening to Lucas.
"I just thought it would be better if my damned feelings didn't get in the way. Last week at the lock-in… that was amazing. I don't think I'll ever forget it, even though that sounds really tacky. I just need to get over him…" Lucas said hopelessly.
"I know how you feel… I need to get over Kurt too. He's never going to be with me. I'm pretty sure he hates me after the way he acted…"
Lucas put a hand on Josh's shoulder and gave him a knowing look. "Look at us, in love with two boys who are in a relationship with each other…" Lucas trailed off and looked out the window.
An idea started to form in Josh's mind and he smiled. "Hey, Lucas, I think I know a way for us to get over Kurt and Blaine… But only if you're willing of course."
XxXxX
"Blaine, we need to talk"
The words registered in Blaine's mind and terrible thoughts flooded his head. What if he wants to break up? What if he never really forgave me for cheating on him? What if he's been cheating on me? What if he doesn't love me anymore? What if he never loved me at all? What if he's hurt? What if he's dying? What if-
Blaine's worries were cut off by Kurt's voice.
"It's about the, uh, lock-in. And, uh, what, uh, h-happened." Kurt stuttered as he forced the words out. I was obvious that this situation made his extremely uncomfortable. His face was beet red and he was fidgeting with his hands. Blaine looked up at his boyfriend with worried eyes.
"Kurt, it's okay! Let's talk about it" He opened his arms and Kurt sat on Blaine's lap.
"Well, I, um, I haven't talked to Josh or Lucas since it happened and it's really bothering me. Mostly b-because I r-really, um, enjoyed it. I might even want to do it again if the others were willing…" Kurt trailed off and buried his face into Blaine's shoulder. "Ohmygod, I'm so embarrassed. I can't believe I just said that. Don't hate me Blaine." Kurt was talking into Blaine's shirt so it was hard to understand what he was saying.
"Kurt, Kurt, Kurt. Calm down. I don't hate you! I could never hate you! I love you!" Blaine forced Kurt to look at him so he could see the pure love and compassion in his eyes. "Why are you acting so worked up about this whole thing? Is it really bothering you that we did it? But you said you enj-"
"I know what I said, Blaine." Kurt cut Blaine off. "And that's why I'm worked up about it. Because I liked it. Way more than I should have." Kurt failed to mention one other major issue that was bothering him.
Blaine started rubbing circles into Kurt's back and spoke in a soft, gentle voice. "What makes you think that it's a bad thing that you enjoyed it? I enjoyed it too. A lot. You know… I wouldn't be opposed to doing it again either… Maybe we should talk to Josh and Lucas, see what their opinions are."
Kurt nodded. "Alright, Blaine that sounds good. I'm sorry I got so worked up about this."
Blaine patted Kurt's knee and said "Don't apologize! You can talk to me about anything! You know that!" He kissed Kurt lightly on the cheek. "I love you"
"I love you too"
But there was one thing that Kurt couldn't talk to Blaine about…
XxXxX
"So what I was thinking was… If we had someone else in our lives other than Kurt and Blaine who could fulfill our need of a romantic relationship, getting over them would be a whole lot easier, right?" Josh spoke slowly, afraid to actually say what he was thinking.
"Right," Lucas replied. "But where are we going to find these two people?"
"Right here." Josh pointed to himself and then to Lucas. "I was thinking… we could help each other get over Kurt and Blaine. We don't have to announce anything to anyone, we could keep it a secret. But since we have a dorm room all to ourselves… It could work…"
Realization spread across Lucas' face and he blushed. "Well, I guess that could work. I'm in if you are."
Before Josh had a chance to respond Lucas had his mouth on Josh's and they were kissing heatedly.
A loud knock came from the door and the boys pulled away from each other like they were on fire.
"Josh? Lucas? It's Blaine and Kurt. Can we come in? We need to talk about something."
Lucas wiped his mouth and opened the door slowly, hoping his cheeks weren't as red as they felt.
"We need to talk about what happened at the lock-in" Blaine said as soon as they entered the dorm room."
The four boys sat in a circle on the floor, gazing warily at each other.
Blaine spoke first. "Kurt and I have already discussed this but we need to know how you guys felt about this… experience before we can decide anything. We, Kurt and I, liked it. A lot actually." Redness crept to Kurt's cheeks and he looked down. "We would definitely be open to doing it again, depending on how you guys felt about it. If you don't want to, that's perfectly fine. Kurt and I are totally okay with that."
Josh shot Lucas a knowing look and it was decided. If they had an opportunity to be in a foursome with the boys they loved, sure as hell they'd do it.
"That's fine with us" Josh said confidently.
Blaine responded with a cheery, "Great! Why don't we go get coffee to celebrate?"
"One more thing before we go… When are we going to do this?" Kurt responded in a small voice.
"Hmmm, good question." Blaine said. "I guess whenever. You two can come over to our room anytime and we can, uh, get on with it."
Lucas smiled at Blaine. "That sounds great to me. Same goes to you two. Just come over whenever…"
"Awesome! It's decided!" Blaine exclaimed. "Now let's go get coffee!"
Blaine walked out of the room conversing easily with Lucas and Kurt turned to follow when he felt someone grab his arm. He turned around to find Josh smiling over him with a firm grasp on his arm.
"Oh, it's you." Kurt said coldly. "What do you want?"
"I want to know why you've been treating me like the plague since the lock-in.
Kurt huffed and pulled his arm away from Josh. "Oh if you must know… It's because I think I have feelings starting to develop for you, okay? Happy now? I know I love Blaine and I would never ever leave him or cheat on him, but I like you. Maybe that's one of the reasons I liked that… thing we did. Because I can be close to you without doing anything wrong."
Kurt sighed and turned on his heel, ready to catch up with Blaine.
"Oh, and if you ever think about telling anyone what I just told you, I will personally ruin your life. You got that?"
A very confused Josh nodded and watched as Kurt skipped off and held hands with his boyfriend.
What just happened?
AN: Once again, I'm so so sorry for making you wait so long for this chapter. The ending is a little rushed because I just wanted to finish the chapter and publish it, so I'm sorry for that. Reviews are the things that make me want to write new chapters ASAP! So, please review, I love your feedback!
Xoxo –Autumn (:
