I walked around the mansion to where my Ciel's office window was and saw shadows wandering around. I knew it was them. I found a ladder still leading its way up to the window, probably Finny left it there. Climbing up, I stopped a few legs away and listened to them talking. They both sounded really upset. I turned my body so that I was facing away from the estate and sat on the leg of the ladder.
"Are you sure it was wise to leave Claude?" I heard Sebastian ask Ciel. He was pissed off about it. From the sound of it, Ciel was probably sitting at his desk.
"Alois wasn't there." He said with disgust.
"My lord, I could've killed him right there." Sebastian replied grimly.
"Alois is the person I want to kill, not Claude; once Alois is out of the way, you can do whatever the hell you want to Claude." It was as simple as that for Ciel to say that.
"Understood." Sebastian said. With my guess, he probably bowed to Ciel.
"By the way Sebastian, what Claude said earlier, about you liking Aurora," Ciel asked. My eyes went wide, Sebastian never said anything to him yet? "Was that true?" He asked him and my heart started fluttering like a hummingbird.
"My lord, do you really want to know the truth?" Sebastian asked and there was a silence I didn't like but I waited impatiently. "Yes, it was much more than that. I loved her and I knew she had feelings for me." He said.
"So you two were involved behind my back?" Ciel asked with a slightly upset tone.
"While she thought you were dead, she and I had a more…intimate relationship." Sebastian said and I could hear the hint of amusement in his voice.
"So…you stole her innocence?" Ciel sounded more and more upset. How could he guess something so fast? I mean he was right on point and all. There was another long pause but then I heard a smack. Did Ciel slap Sebastian? "One you should know better as to do something like that behind my back, especially because she's my younger sister! She doesn't need to be innocence ridden by a demon. You knew I was still alive and yet you purposely took advantage of the situation with my sister. Second, you should've never touched her in the first place! You know damned well that she's much more fragile than me but considering you're a demon, you've tainted her." He finished.
"She was happy with me-" Sebastian started but Ciel interrupted.
"I don't give a damn! Being with a demon would give a lot of trouble to her! I know what's best for her and won't have you…" Ciel trailed off slowly. "Soiling her…" I heard him sigh in sadness.
"My lord?" Sebastian said with concern.
"It doesn't matter anymore…" Ciel sniffled. "She's gone." Another sigh.
"I know." Sebastian responded.
"You don't seem too upset about it," Ciel asked him. I wish I could see their faces and not get caught. Sebastian will definitely find me.
"If it is your wish then I will not be." My eyes closed, hell bent on not letting the tears fall.
"Are you upset about it? He asked. "Be honest with me."
"I am, in a matter of speaking, upset, if you would like to call it that." He said.
"Raging as much as I am?" Ciel said.
"Perhaps a bit more than that." Sebastian said with distaste in his voice. He sounded just like Claude.
"Leave me." That sounded like a harsh order coming from Ciel.
"Understood." His footsteps turned to the door but then they stopped. "Young master, there is something I would like to tell you also." He said.
"What?" Ciel asked.
"At the Trancy estate, there seemed to be someone watching us." My eyes bulged out. He saw me or sensed me at least! My heart started beating hard.
"I sensed someone too but it could only be the other servants there." I heard Ciel say.
"No, I sensed someone else there other than the servants; another demon." I looked down, hoping they hadn't found out about me.
"Is that so? Are you certain about that?" Ciel asked; I heard hear amusement in his voice.
"Yes, perhaps you would like me search the estate when Trancy is away?" I could hear a smile in his voice. Maybe I should tell Claude about this.
"Do as you please but let me know as soon as you find something useful." Ciel said.
"Yes, my lord." Sebastian replied. I jumped off the ladder and ran away from the estate, not caring about the hood that flew off my head and onto my back. I stopped at a far tree, looking back but not actually wanting to. They both sensed me, that shouldn't be surprising but having said that, I should have been more careful than to get close enough to hear them. If they found me at the estate, it would've caused uproar and something bloody would definitely break out. It pained me to see them again as much as it did to think of us. I really did love the both of them so much…
"But now that I know…" I turned away and walked forward again, holding my heart carefully like it was out of my chest. "I'll continue to hide from you."
