I got the inspiration to keep writing because my alpha{ Thats what a beta's owner person is] She is awesome and I was thinking about quiting before but helping her out helped me out. I L O V E her to death. If you Dimitri lovers don't like this story read hers she really knows who is going to be with Rose. I only own the sexy strigoi and the penutbuter. OK HERES THE STORY!
Three weeks later
I am sitting here waiting for the doc to call, at 5 in the morning! What I cant sleep.
I have been thinking about people who have been acting strange. Ive told them that I was pregnant and now Lissa and everyone is avoiding me.
I haven't even told Dimitri and he has been avoiding me too and canceling all of are practices.
Damn I am all ways doing something wrong. I fell so alone.
The only time I'm happy is when I'm dreaming about a sexy silver eyed strigoi. I dream about him doing things to me. Great now I'm wet. My phone went off.
another world inside of me that you may never see
There's secrets in this life that I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness there's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away, maybe I'm just blind
Maybe I'm just blind
So hold me when I'm here, right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone
Everything I am and everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I'll never let you down even if I could
I'd give up everything if only for your good
So hold me when I'm here, right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared you won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone, love me when I'm gone
When your education x-ray cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my friends
And roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone
So hold me when I'm here, right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone
Everything I am and everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I'll never let you down even if I could
I'd give up everything if only for your good
So hold me when I'm here, right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared, you won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Maybe I'm just blind
So hold me when I'm here, right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone
Everything I am and everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I'll never let you down even if I could
I'd give up everything if only for your good
So hold me when I'm here, right me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared, you won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone, whoa
Love me when I'm gone, when I'm gone
When I'm gone, when I'm gone
I picked up on the last verse. God I love that song.
Hello doc
rose I got the test results and your pregnant
shit ok what do I do know
well I ivies you to tell the father and be put on bed rest.
ok doc I will
Rose don't lie to me I know you will not go on bed rest
You know me too well. fine I promises but I sometimes break those I have a reputation
Rose...
Fine doc I will but I'm not happy about it By
I ended the call . Holy shit I'm pregnant. Ok I'm pregnant and panicking. I have to find Dimitri. Well I can wait for him in are cabin and maybe he will find me there.
I ran to the cabin and opened the doer to find something that will break me hart. Dimitri, Lissa, and Tasha having a three way.
I screamed with tears falling down my cheek and ran in to the wood. I found the biggest tree and climbed on it. It wasn't in tel I saw my guitar that I realized this is the tree I use to hide out in. Know won knows It is there. Not even Her.{AKA LISSA}
looked around and I saw I was on top of a pick net blanket and my penutbuter and spoon where the branch is connected to the tree so I moved them and sat where they where and I picked up the guitar and started to sing
I leave the gas on
Walk the alleys in the dark
Sleep with candles burning
I leave the door unlocked
I'm weaving a rope and
Running all the red lights
Did I get your attention
'Cause I'm sending
All the signs that
The clock is ticking
And I'll be giving
My two weeks
Pick your favorite
Shade of black
You'd best
Prepare a speech
Say something funny
Say something sweet
But don't say
That you loved me
[Chorus:]
'cause I'm still breathing
But we've been
Dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're going down for sure
Already lost our grip
Best abandon ship
Maybe I was too pale
Maybe I was too fat
Maybe you had better
Better luck in the sack
No formal education
And I swore way too much
But I swear
You didn't fucking care
'Cause we were in love
So as I write this letter
And shed my last tear
It's all for the better
That we end this here
Let's close this chapter
Say one last prayer
But don't say
That you loved me
[Chorus]
I'm still breathing
But we've been
Dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're going down for sure
Already lost a grip
Best abandon ship
At the end I was crying. Something I don't do. I just ... am tired so I went to sleep in my fluffy neon colored nightgown with a red snuggy. Then it started to snow.
Do you like it. By the way my Alpha's story is called PROMISE RING!