Obsessed

By: TracyCook

Disclaimer: I own nothing. These characters belong to the creator of Sonny with a Chance.

Couple: Sonny/Tawni

Rating: M

Chapter 4

Why Do You Hate Me?

Sonny had assumed that things would change now around the studio for some reason. She had thought that because she and Tawni had had such an amazing night, at least in her eyes, that the blonde would treat her a bit better around the work place.

If anything she had gotten worse. Once a slave driver, now a dictator. Honestly it was starting to wear and tear on the beautiful brunette. All she wanted was to get back to how they were that night. Making the other woman giggle and smile as before, and feeling like she could actually call her a friend.

Her cast members all continued to question her loyalty to the obnoxious self-centered blonde. Even Chad was curious as to why she allowed the other to treat her so badly. Anytime they asked for an explanation she could not find one.

Sighing to herself she walked into the dressing room after another skit full of yelling and screaming by Tawni about how unfit she is for the job. Pointing out each and every one of Sonny's flaws. Heading to her side of the room she decided not to worry so much about closing her curtain for a change after all she was only changing her shirt.

Pulling the fabric up over her head revealed her well-toned abdomen and her nice cleavage which was concealed behind a black bra with cows on it.

Unbeknownst to the brunette, a certain young blonde celebrity had made her way into the room. Now Tawni was staring at the other, blue eyes wide as they wandered over her body. 'Oh god… I should not be enjoying this site as much as I am… I am not into women… I mean, she has breasts… god… and a…' Her mind continued to ponder this as she unintentionally bit her bottom lip looking her over.

When Tawni realized that Sonny was completely clothed she blushed at how long she had stared and became furious with herself. Why was she acting this way? It made her decide then and there that she needed to find a boyfriend to get her mind off of these things.

Now that Sonny's beautiful body was covered Tawni decided to make herself known to her. "Ahem" She coughed obnoxiously as she made her way into the room, demanding attention.

The brunette jumped as she heard the high-pitched voice that she was used to hearing at this point. She was relieved that her co-star had not entered the room at an earlier time due to the embarrassment it would have caused her knowing she had seen her half naked. The thought alone caused her body to heat up.

"Oh, hey Tawny." Sonny said finally, giving her a discouraged wave. It had almost been a month of this game they had been playing and the bubbly brunette was starting to think it was futile.

Tawny was tempted to break her ice demeanor to ask the other woman if she was alright. 'She seems so sad lately… It's probably my fault… Not that I care… gah!' Inside of her head was a constant battle lately.

Sonny kept her head down as she sat down in her chair looking at her feet. She could not seem to smile today and it was impossible for anyone who knew her to ignore.

Reluctantly Tawny made her way over to the brunette barely touching her back in an awkward manner she asked "Are you alright?" Knowing that she would regret it later.

Brown eyes glanced up confused. "You care?"

"Pshh. I wouldn't go that far." Tawny's natural reaction was to disagree with caring for anyone at all. When she saw the hurt swimming in those brown eyes she could not help but sigh and smile just a bit. "Okay, maybe I care, just a little tiny bit."

A smile grew across Sonny's face at this admittance and she could not help but let out a soft sound of excitement. Yet, she held it in. She just knew that it was probably not all too often that the blonde admitted such things to anyone let alone herself. It made the brunette feel special all over again despite all of the painful remarks the blonde had said the last week and a half.

The awkward silence grew between the two causing Tawny to shift her position and clench her hand behind Sonny's back uncertain what to do with it now. Finally she asked. "So, what's got miss sunshine looking so cloudy?"

Sonny raised an eyebrow at the obvious play on her name, but this time it was almost a cute comment. Swallowing she thought over what she should say and how and finally decided she should just come out with the question that had been on her mind. Taking in a deep breath she said quickly "Why do you hate me?"

"What was that?" Tawni asked hoping it was not what it sounded like.

"Um." Sonny started before pausing again to calm her nerves. "I said, why do you hate me?"

This time her words were slower and clearer. Sonny cringed back a bit, as Tawni pulled her hand away slowly. It looked like she was hurt but it was very hard to tell when it came to the blonde. She often made no sense to Sonny.

"I… Um." She did not know what to say, and honestly this was the first time she had reevaluated the situation. Why did she hate Sonny? Because she stole her job? Because she did not want to get close to her? Did she hate her at all?

"Sorry." Sonny said after she realized how uncomfortable it made the blonde. She did not want to upset her.

"No, Sonny don't apologize." Sighing the blonde bit her bottom lip. Now she had Sonny's full attention on her again waiting expectantly for an explanation. "I do not hate you. I am just mad."

"Mad why?" The brunette questioned, brown eyes wide and confused.

"Well, at first I was mad at you for stealing my job. Then, I guess I got kind of close to you and I got mad at myself. I don't do friends Sonny, never have and never will. I am independent and amazing and I do not need anyone else. Yet, something about you draws me to you and you honestly just won't give up… So I guess…"

"You pushed me away?" Sonny stood to her feet moving closer to Tawni who took a step back away from her feeling uncomfortable being so close to anyone.

Tawni sighed and shrugged her shoulders "Yeah, I guess. This does not change anything though Sonny, I do not want a friend. I do not need a friend." Tawni stated matter-of-factly.

Sonny made her way even closer a mischievous and almost scary smile on her face as she did so, it only seemed to keep growing and spreading like some kind of disease. She was moving closer to her in a creepy manner, okay; perhaps it was cute but still very creepy.

"What are you doing?" Tawni questioned with scared eyes.

As she was suddenly lunged at, the blonde screamed out loudly as she was hugged tightly against the brunette and pushed onto the couch. Sonny was far too happy of a person she concluded. Just her saying that she did not hate her got such a reaction. She wondered what Sonny would do if she said that they were friends.

Sonny was still holding onto her and now she was noticing just how close the two of them were. She could smell the uniqueness of the brunette hair that was under her chin, could feel the skin of her forehead against her lips, she could almost taste it. Sonny's hot breath was rushing against the skin of her neck causing her body to tense with random sensations and her cheeks to fill with an intense blush.

There was something else she was enjoying a bit too much and that was those breasts she had been complaining about earlier that were pressed against her own. It made her question everything she had once knew. Why did she enjoy the way that felt to such an extent? Why did she not want Sonny to let go.

"Sonny… Sonny I can't breathe." Tawni muttered out of the hug.

Sonny herself was also caught up in the hug; she was too excited to actually enjoy all of the little details all that she knew was that she liked the closeness between the two of them. That she enjoyed the sweet scent of Tawni and how soft and warm she felt against her. Also that she was happy, which she certainly was. The woman who had given her hell for the last month did not hate her. She did not like her either, but still, Sonny could work on that.

"Seriously Sonny you are crushing me, jeeze! Just because I say that I don't hate you doesn't mean I like you! Get off…" She muttered a bit quieter than she should have if she really wanted to enforce it.

The brunette squeezed onto her hardly causing the blonde to groan out in annoyance at Sonny who then got off of her. Sitting on the couch beside her now she looked over and caught blue eyes with brown. "So, you really don't hate me?"

"No, but I don't like you either."

Sonny's smile grew even wider if that was possible as she leant into the blonde and said "I will change that!" Before laying her head on the other girl's shoulder. She enjoyed the way that it felt being close to Tawni even if she did not completely understand it.

"What do we have here?" Came Zora's voice from the vents above the dressing room. Popping her head out she raised an eyebrow. "Is "The Tawni Hart" actually showing signs of humanity?"

Tawni felt embarrassed by showing her sensitive side. So she nudged Sonny off of her shoulder and stood to her feat groaning out in frustration. "God you people are so annoying." She stated heading out of the room.

Honestly the blonde needed to get away from it all to think over what she had done. As she paced down the hallway she let out little grunts of annoyance as she realized how weak she was being and how she was letting Sonny way to close to her heart. Sighing she realized that it was probably futile. It would be near impossible to deny Sonny her care for much longer with how she had been feeling. 'Hell, I even enjoyed that hug! Maybe too much for a straight woman!'

The word 'straight' seemed to stick in her head and she smiled to herself. Figuring out what would solve her problem. If she had a boyfriend then she could spend more time with him and less with Sonny and maybe just maybe the brunette would find someone else to give her attention too as well.

Despite the disgust that this thought brought to her she assumed it was much more healthy than how she had felt lately and headed out to put her plan into action.

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Authors Note: Hello all! I could not wait to type more on this fic because to me it is super cute! So I added another chapter for y'all. Should be a lot of interesting drama from here on out before admitted feelings. Will be fun! :p Hope that everyone reviews, I would love it if y'all did! And again I encourage people to try this couple out. Could be a nice change of pace, plus I am just selfish and love them.

-Tracy Cook