Obsessed

By: TracyCook

Disclaimer: I own nothing. These characters belong to the creator of Sonny with a Chance.

Couple: Sonny/Tawni

Rating: M

Authors Note: A little late of an addition, but I hope y'all still like it all the same. Thank you sooo much for all of the reviews! There will be sex between the two as the M promises; it just may take a bit longer. I'm a sucker for taking my time to get to it, and then putting it in it a lot! :p

Chapter 7

Apologies and Kisses

The first place that Sonny had assumed to look was her and Tawni's dressing room, and as she sped down the hallway to the door she quickly realized it was the right choice. The door was locked. Running over she checked her door to the room and it too appeared to be locked. 'That's rude… then again that's Tawni.' She thought with a soft smile.

Her smile quickly fell as she heard a soft sound from behind the door. Someone was crying, it did not sound like the usual over exaggerated sobs that the blonde was known for, but it was definitely her.

This sound broke Sonny's heart. Maybe she had been a little too harsh on her co-star; she had never wanted to hurt her. It was not in the brunette's nature to hurt anyone. One time back home there had been a bully in school who stole her lunch every day, so Sonny had found out what kind of lunch the girl preferred and brought that for her instead.

Knocking softly on the door elicited a loud "Go away!" from the other side.

"Tawni, it's me." Sonny whispered softly, but loud enough for the blonde to hear.

"Go away!"

This did not seem to be working. Sonny sighed to herself as she knocked on the door again and prayed that maybe if she turned it around on herself and stroked her co-star's ego a bit she'd at least get into the door. "I'm here to apologize."

She could hear stirring inside of their dressing room and her smile returned to her face, only with less force than usual. Her plan may have just worked.

Tawni opened the door looking ridiculously un-Tawni like. She had the curls of her hair all tangled up in a mess as if she had been running her fingers through them, her makeup stained her cheeks undoubtedly from crying, and her beautiful, usually cold blue eyes were puffy as well.

Sonny was about to start her apology, but Tawni interrupted her. "Please don't apologize Sonny."

The blonde knew that this was her fault. She had been pushing Sonny away intentionally, trying to shove the boy in her face, trying her hardest to hate her since day one, and all that the beautiful girl had done was try to please her. She tried to bring herself to say these words but her conditioned pride would not allow her to do so. Instead she opened the door wider and allowed the confused girl into the dressing room.

Neither of them said anything as they made their way toward the sofa in the room. For once Tawni sat down on the large pink eye-sore leaving room for someone to sit down beside her, which Sonny gladly did.

The air was heavy with emotions and minds were heavy with unanswered questions and confusion. Yet, no one would speak. Neither girl knew what to say or how to start the overdue conversation they were about to have.

"This couch is really comfy." Sonny finally opted to say awkwardly. It was her first time sitting on it after all and it was comfortable.

Tawni laughed, which calmed the brunette's nerves. She was happy to see her laughing again. "Yeah… It is really comfy isn't it?" The blonde asked in her high pitched voice before her smile disappeared and was filled with worry as she blurted out. "Sonny I'm sorry!"

"What was that?" Sonny questioned with wide eyes. Her smile was growing across her face that had not been what she was expecting.

"Pleeease don't make me say it again!" Tawni whined furrowing her brows and staring into brown eyes with desperate blue. This was not something that she ever wanted to repeat.

The brunette laughed as her smile widened even more, Tawni Hart the girl who had probably never apologized to anyone in her entire lifetime had just apologized to her. Reaching over to her she wrapped her up in a hug.

The hug was so quick that it shocked the blonde whose arms were now trapped against her own body being held there by those same thin, soft arms that had started all of this confusion. Her breath was caught in her throat as that sweet scent filled her nostrils causing her to feel faint and her body to tingle.

"Sonny…" She mumbled causing the brunette to pull away and look at her with those large brown eyes. Glancing down Tawni caught sight of her lips and her heart sped.

Sonny was confused by Tawni's reaction to her hug. It was not the usual look of disgust that she saw on her blonde friend's face when she pulled away from her. This time behind those blue eyes was something that looked eerily like compassion and a bit like desire, and they continued to dart down to her own lips. 'Oh god… why is she looking at me like that? I don't know that I can resist a look like that.'

"Sonny." Tawni mumbled once more even less audibly then before. It caused the brunette to shiver and her heart to race the way that her name sounded off of the blonde's perfect pink and chocolate-y lips.

Finding her strength Sonny pulled away a bit moving away from the hug so that her hands were simply resting on the other girl's arms and looked at the diva with confused eyes and a raised brow. "What is it?"

"Sonny you are my first real friend and… if you want to date Chad I will support it… I was just—" she paused unable to choke out the honest word that she knew she needed to say. Closing her eyes she hesitantly forced the word over her lips "jealous."

Brown eyes widened even more so, which caused Tawni to look away embarrassed. She could sense the shock radiating off of her friend and it made her feel as though she herself were weak for admitting such a thing, for feeling such a thing in the first place.

Sonny continued to stare at the blonde for a few minutes, studying the blush that now painted those beautiful cheeks. 'She's so cute when she is blushing… I wonder what she means by 'jealous', like friend jealous? Probably friend jealous Sonny…' "What do you mean… you were jealous?"

"I don't know Sonny! All of this is so new to me! Caring about anything besides me, getting jealous, wanting to see someone else happy, FEELING THINGS! It is sooo annoying! I don't know how normal people do this all the time!"

"You care about me?" Sonny asked her voice heightening as excitement rushed through her, and shined on her face and in her eyes. She could feel her heart beat quickening and a blush heating up her face. 'She really cares about me! Oh god! I actually got her to care about me!'

"Are you even listening? I just told you that!" She whined and pulled away from the brunette burying her head in her hands and whining out in that obnoxious fake sounding way she did.

To Sonny it was cute, though at this point anything that Tawni did would be cute. It was only more confusing though as she thought over the words. She was happy that the blonde had admitted that she cared about her, but, why had she said she were jealous? If she cared about her wouldn't she want her to be happy? 'Not that Chad would necessarily make me happy… but he could.'

Reaching out the brunette moved blonde hair from Tawni's face trying to see her clearly; the diva quickly buried her eyes. "There is no reason to be embarrassed because you care about me… I think it's really sweet." She said gently smiling.

"That's the problem Sonny." She sniffled sitting up a little and wiping her blue eyes. "I am Tawni Hart, I don't do anything sweet besides eat sweets."

"Change isn't always a bad thing Tawn." The brunette stated as she softly ran her thin fingers through blonde locks, tracing the soft skin that the hair outlined.

Tawni felt her tears subsiding as those soft and southing fingers traced her face. They were so gentle it was almost as if they were not there at all. She was enjoying the touching; such a simple gesture caused her heart to race even faster. 'This girl must be a witch or something… I mean seriously I've never reacted this way to anyone… it feels so good.' She could feel her eyes drifting shut and slumber taking over her. 'I could just fall asleep right here…'

"Tawn?" Sonny whispered a bit louder than she had been speaking before, hoping to keep the blonde awake. It worked, and she giggled a bit as she watched blue eyes flutter open.

"Hmm." Tawni hummed in question.

Swallowing before she spoke the brunette asked "why were you jealous?"

Now those blue eyes had completely snapped open and she had sat up, Sonny quickly regretted the question. She wanted to pull back and tell her that she did not have to say anything; they could forget she ever asked, but she stayed quiet and watched instead.

Tawni began going through an inner battle as her mind fought against her heart. At least she assumed it was her heart, it was so rarely used she had assumed it were a myth. She did not say anything though, did not get angry, just sat there staring forward a blush across her face. 'Why had I gotten jealous? Oh yeah, because he stole my friend right?'

Reaching up Sonny placed a gentle hand on the blonde's shoulder shocked to feel her shake a bit under her touch. 'Hmm… why'd she do that?'

Deciding to admit the reason that she thought she was jealous Tawni closed her eyes and spoke softly. "Well, Sonny. I guess it is because I felt as if your smile belonged to me, your happiness belonged to me." Pausing she looked down at her hands, feeling slight encouragement as Sonny ran her thumb along her shoulder she continued "I have never made someone smile like I make you smile, happy like I make you, for whatever reason." She laughed a bit knowing she had been terribly mean to the brunette.

"I guess, I felt as if you were mine and no one else should have you, that is ridiculous though, I mean you deserve to be happy with whoever makes you happy. I am just a friend, you deserve more." Smiling a bit she finally glanced over at Sonny who appeared to have tears in her eyes and that large goofy 'yet cute' smile on her face.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" The blonde laughed. "This shouldn't make you happy. It's just me being selfish and possessive as always." She scolded herself.

"It's a little bit different." Sonny said her voice rising unavoidably as her heart raced excitedly. She could not control it, the woman that she had always idolized and recently began liking a bit more than a friend wanted her all to herself.

"How Sonny? It's no different than me not wanting to share my favorite lip gloss."

"Okay, it is way different then that Tawni!" She started to laugh, it was impossible not to laugh at such a cute and naïve statement. "We will have to work on your value on people…" Sonny realized that her words caused the sad face to return to the blonde and she smiled reassuringly. "It is different because I kind of like knowing you want to keep me to yourself."

Blue eyes widened "Wait what? Why?"

Now it was her turn to blush a little, but she did not look away as difficult as it was to continue staring into those eyes. "Tawni I never cared to watch Mackenzie Falls back home, I watched So Random and I watched it for one reason, which was to see you. You have always been my idol, while others obsessed on him I obsessed on you. I have posters all over my room of you." Pausing she laughed and added "Okay that sounded more like a crazed fan than anything else."

"A little." Tawni said before giggling her face had turned a darker shade of red after all of the compliments. "Lucky for you I love crazed fans." 'She had posters up of me…?'

Sonny herself laughed, she loved the sight of the blonde giggling and smiling. It was something that only multiplied her beauty. "You should smile more often." She stated before really realizing what she had said.

"Umm." The blonde started but stopped, she did not know what to say to that. She was now blushing even more. "I'll work on it?"

"Good! You look so beautiful when you smile." Sonny said her own face filling with a blush as she smiled nervously. 'Oh god! I never know when to shut up! Now I am even meddling into my own secrets.'

Tawni looked away at this compliment. It was not uncommon for someone to call her beautiful, but when Sonny said it her heart sped up. She wanted to smile more if only to hear her call her that every single day. 'I need to control myself… Wow. This is ridiculous.' "Thanks."

Deciding to be honest herself instead of causing the Diva to be the only one she moved her hand from the beautiful girl's shoulder and placed her fingers against her chin moving her face so that she could look at her in the eyes while she admitted her feelings. "Would it make you feel better if I told you I was jealous of Josh?"

Blue eyes widened and Tawni smiled deviously as she responded in a natural self-centered manner. "Well, it would if that was not so common; people get jealous of people who date me all the time Sonny." Her voice was teasing and deep down it really did mean a lot to her.

"I don't doubt it." The brunette replied, as her deep brown eyes made their way down to Tawni's lips and she moved in a bit closer to her.

The blonde was growing a bit uncomfortable under her gaze, her heart was racing, body was tingling, and her palms were sweating as Sonny drew closer to her lips. She did not move in nor did she pull away. She wanted to ask what the beautiful girl was doing but she did not have a voice suddenly.

Sonny wanted to pull away; she knew that this was inappropriate. She had only just gotten Tawni to admit that they were friends and she cared. The last thing that the brunette wanted to do was ruin that but she was being pulled closer to her friend like a magnet.

As Sonny's lips pressed against her own Tawni blushed brightly and took in a breath, but did not respond. She had not been expecting it. 'She is kissing me! Oh my god! Her lips taste so good and feel so soft and I'm not kissing back! Kiss back Tawni!'

The brunette could not feel any response from the other girl and her insecurieties were getting the best of her. 'Oh no she hates me!' Quickly she moved to pull away but felt something stop her head. It did not take long to put together that what had stopped her had been a certain blonde diva's manicured hand on the back of her neck. The skin contact made her shiver as she moved back into the kiss and she moaned out when she felt lips moving against her own. 'Such sweet lips.'

Tawni kissed her back now hesitantly. She had not kissed all that many people. At least not in the way that she was currently kissing Sonny, but as she heard the other girl moan she felt a heat between her legs and her confidence grew. It had never felt like this to kiss anyone before. Slowly she stuck out her wet tongue running it along the brunettes soft bottom lip eliciting another moan only this time deep in her own throat as Sonny's tongue reached out and touched her own.

For a few minutes that seemed to stretch to hours the two girl's tongues danced around each other and they explored the depths of each other's mouths. Enjoying each and every taste, grunt, moan, and shiver that they could cause. Both of them felt as if they were in heaven.

'She kisses so much better than any guy… wow if I thought I was straight before this kiss I am definitely not now… too bad I have a date with Chad and not her—WAIT! A DATE! I have a boyfriend! She has a boyfriend! This is so wrong!' Being someone who felt guilty when the vending machine gave her an extra candy bar, this was definitely something that was weighing on her conscience. This was wrong on so many levels, yet it felt so good to her.

Hoping that Tawni would not hate her she pulled away from the kiss, face and body flushed and heated as she tried to catch her breath.

Tawni was doing the same as she gasped for air, a goofy smile on her lips that Sonny had never seen in her lifetime. She loved it. 'She looks so hot with her lips all swollen, gasping for breath and her eyes glazed over… god.' Lust was not something that the brunette felt very often but she could feel it now.

A very cute and awkward smile formed across her face as she backed away from Tawni who was now climbing toward her wanting more. "Tawn. Tawn… don't hate me." She said laughing as she stood to her feet placing her hands by her sides and shuffling her feet.

"Why would I hate you?" Tawni asked, her voice oddly husky as she stood to her feet. It was unnatural; usually her voice was so high-pitched.

"Uhmm… well, funny thing is." She said laughing to herself.

"What is so funny Sonny?" The blonde asked, her eyes now returning to their natural cold blue and her voice now back to normal as well. Normal and angry that is.

"Uh, well you see—" She started as her entire body fidgeted under angry eyes. 'She could definitely kill someone with that glare… gosh.' Sonny laughed some more as her voice heightened awkwardly "It is wrong Tawni because we both have boyfriends, I shouldn't have kissed you like that. I mean it was a mistake. I got caught up in the moment, but we can still be friends right? Because I am very happy that—" When she realized that she was rambling the brunette stopped herself and looked away.

Tawni let out a laugh "ha!" Causing the brunette to jump just a bit. "Ha!" Another laugh, before the solitary laugh turned into a fit of laughter.

"Well it doesn't matter anyway Sonny. Do you think I actually kissed you because I wanted too? Pshh!" She laughed and turned on her heels, her voice seething with agitation and annoyance. "I only kissed you back to uh—" She thought for a moment before injecting "to be nice! But I guess that my kindness was misplaced." Tawni wore a look of rejection as she said these words that almost killed the other girl.

She watched as Tawni walked out of the room not looking back once as she slammed the door leaving Sonny to stare in disbelief as she sat down on the sofa.

'Just to be nice…?' Sonny wondered to herself as she leaned back in the pink sofa, her body enveloped in its warmth and the scent of Tawni. It was addictive. 'That was not a 'just to be nice kiss.' She wanted me just as bad as…' Swallowing hard she finished her thought 'I wanted her.'

"ahhh!" She let out a frusterated sound as she dug her fingers into her hair and placed her face in her palms. She had wanted the blonde so badly, and she had seen the desire behind those blue eyes, the need, the want. Tawni had wanted more and that thought turned her on to no end, which in turn infuriated her. "Why do I have to ruin everything with this stupid conscience and big mouth of mine?" She mumbled crossing her arms.

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Authors Note: Okay y'all! I added another chapter! I hope that you all like it, they finally kissed! Hehe of course it did not go perfectly, and there will be many more chapters of drama before they finally have sex, sorry! But hopefully this will hold y'all over!

I did promise a chapter last night if I got many reviews, and I am sorry it is late, but I hope that the length will make up for it. So far in this story it is my longest chapter! Please review and I promise to get another chapter up tonight or tomorrow! I have finals next week but I will totally make time for my Sonny Tawni fans!

I wish there were more for this couple! But I am contributing and I thank my reviewers sooo much! You all are amazing!

-Tracy Cook