Eli was heading up to Clare's room. He slowly opened the door and turned to face the door, "What the hell are you doing here? Get out."
"Clare please, can we talk?"
She got up and tried pushing him but failed since she was so small.
"Get out Eli, I don't want to talk to you."
"Babe I love you, please." She started crying and yelling, "Eli, get out now. I don't want you here, You don't love me. Get out." She all yelled while still attempting to push him out.
She started hitting his chest overly upset and dramatically crying, "I hate you, you ruined my life. You hate me, you took everything from me and you don't even give a fuck." She yelled. She pushed him one last time, giving up and sat on her bed.
He sat next to her and tried to wipe her tears but she pushed his hand away, "Don't touch me."
"Clare, if you love me, you'll at least let me explain."
"I don't love you, I actually hate you." She spat
"No you don't. Clare, just listen." Eli didn't wait for her to respond but began speaking.
"Clare, you are the absolutely most amazing thing that ever happened to me. You don't understand how guilty I feel about last night. You were drunk when you said you wanted to and I was stupid to not stop myself. I'm so incredibly sorry for that. I respect your beliefs and I understand why it's such a big deal. You are my absolute everything and I'm so in love you. Will you please, please forgive me?"
She looked up at him, dried tears on her face, "How do I know you're telling the truth?" She asked.
"Because I wouldn't lie to the girl I'm in love with." His response caused Clare to blush. She leaned up to kiss him and they kissed for what seemed like forever.
"So am I forgiven?" He asked.
"Yes but that doesn't take away the fact I lost my virginity and my mom is gonna have to know."
"Oh god Please doesn't tell her, she's gonna murder me and might even break us up."
"She's gonna notice when I stop wearing the ring."
"Then don't stop." He said as if it was the easiest solution and she nodded.
"Was it good?" She shyly asked.
"What?"
"Last night." She mumbled
"Incredible. You were like 'oh yeah, Eli, rougher, deeper."
She giggled. "I did not."
"How would you know? You were drunk." He teased.
"Did I really though?"
"Yeah and you are the loudest moaner ever and you were like 'Eli, sexy tiger." They both laughed at his voice.
"You're so stupid." Clare hit him.
"Yea well…."
"So you're not about it anymore? You still regret it?" He asked changing the subject to something more serious.
"Yeah but I'm just happy it was with you." She weakly smiled
"Eli…"
"Hmm?"
"Did I go down on you?"
"You just want all the details huh?" She nodded in response.
"Basically you went down on me, I went down on you then we did it. And you were on top by the way."
"Really?" Her eyes widened.
"Yea, I quote 'Eli, I wanna fuck you so hard'."
She cringed at his cursing and even more that she has said that, "I think I should stop drinking. I'm such a freak." She admitted.
"Can't deny that." He responded.
"Uhm, did-did I swallow it?" She asked and he nodded.
"It's so weird I did all this and don't remember." He guilty and weakly smiled.
"We can relive it,"
"No Eli, you know I can't."
"But you broke your vow already so aren't you free to do whatever?"
"It's not like that, I'm just not ready."
"Okay, how about we relive it on top of the clothes?"
"Okay." She muttered.
"You pulled me down on top of you so do it." He directed. She giggled and pulled him on top of her.
"No Clare."
"Now lick my tongue." He ordered. She giggled and licked his tongue, getting caught up in a kiss but he pulled back, "We didn't do that."
She sighed and laid back.
"Clare, are you drunk?"
"Laugh and say 'mhhm." She did as he directed. Then licked his tongue again and began to rub her fingers down his stomach.
"How did you know you did that next?" Eli asked.
"I didn't, I just wanted to touch you."
"Okay, uhm can we stop before I get caught up." Eli said getting off of her.
"You were the one who said we should relive it."
"When I thought we were going on the way. Now that I know we aren't, I don't wanna get caught up."
"I get it; you don't wanna do anything with me unless we have sex." She said obviously hurt.
"That's not it at all. I just don't wanna do it knowing I'm not gonna be able to stop, I'm just looking out for you. I already screwed up once."
She nodded, "Okay."
"You should probably call Adam and Fi soon, they were worried when you told me to get kiss your ass." He advised.
"Yea, sorry about that."
"No need, I'd be happy to oblige to the offer."
"Eli…" She screeched.
"What? It's true."
She playfully rolled her eyes, "You're so horny all the time."
"It's kinda hard not be when I'm with you, near you, think about you."
She blushed, "You get horny even when you're not with me?" He nodded.
"Then what do you do?"
"Most of the time I just jerk off."
She blinked, "Wow uh way to be blunt. Do you moan my name when you do that?"
"What's with the random interest in sex?"
"I don't have one, I'm just curious."
"Yes Clare, I do moan your name."
She blushed, "That's cute."
"You don't do that to yourself? Like finger yourself?" Eli asked.
"Ew Eli, why the hell would I do that?"
"Because you're a hormonal teenager and can't control it."
"I'm not hormonal and considering you're not a virgin, it's harder for you not to do that."
"You're not a virgin either." He defended.
"Can you stop bringing that up? It never happened."
He held up his hands up in defense, "It's forgotten."
"Thank you." She responded.
Crappy how it ended I know. Dirty sex tomorrow if you guys review this! NO REVIEWS, NO NEW STORY