Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight which is sad for me, but I do own the whip Bella uses on Carlisle.

A/N: So here's the outtake of Halloween from Carlisle's POV. I hope you all enjoy getting into his head as much as I enjoyed putting him in this awkward situation.

Chapter 21 Outtake: Just Go With It

***CPOV***

This whole night has been awkward and uncomfortable so far. I really could kill Alice for the costumes she chose, or lack thereof in my case. Although I do like what she chose for Esme…she looks absolutely delicious in that corset. I've never felt so exposed…I don't care if this party is BDSM themed, jeans and a leather collar do not count as a costume. I'll have to remember to make sure Alice isn't in charge of costumes again next year because I'd rather deal with her complaining then wear something like this again.

I feel nervous walking into the club again. Maybe it's because I know what I'm walking into, but as soon as I see the way the club was decorated to look like some sort of sex dungeon, I start to worry about just what Bella was going to be doing on stage tonight. Some of the costumes other people are wearing don't help much either…I try to be open minded and understanding, but there are some things that are just wrong that no one should ever see. Like the 450 pound sweaty man walking around the club in nothing but tight leather shorts…this is definitely one of those moments where I wish it were possible to bleach my brain.

After we reach our seats, I look around to see where Edward has chosen to sit. We all felt it would be too risky for him to sit with us since we weren't sure if Bella had intended to leave a ticket for him or not. I see he isn't too far from us, and feel better knowing he's close in case he loses control and we need to intervene.

As the announcer's voice starts to come over the sound system I see the fog starting to creep along the stage floor, and realize that Bella will be performing soon. Before I know it, the lights dim, the music starts and I see Bella come out on stage. She's more covered up than the last time we saw her here, but not by much, and I don't know how long she'll be staying like that.

I watch as Bella, now wearing something that I would hesitate to even consider lingerie, dances and does tricks on the pole, and then moves down to the audience and starts dancing for the men sitting in the audience.

Before I even realize what's happening, Bella is sitting in my lap and wiggling her ass against me, then she's facing me and has a whip wrapped around me like it's a leash and is dragging me back on stage with her. I don't know what her plan is…she didn't mention anything about bringing me on stage , and I kind of wish she would have given me a heads up about this...as it is now, all Bella offers me is a whispered "Just go with it." Now I really want to kill Alice because of this costume. Being half naked on stage in a strip club was not in my plans for Halloween.

Bella basically drags me up the stairs, and I hear all the other men in the audience cheering me on, obviously wishing they were in my place. Lord only knows how long Emmett is going to remind me of this whole thing…that boy is probably never going to let me live it down.

This whole situation gets even more awkward as Bella pushes me against the pole and runs her hands up and down my body, and I do mean my whole body…I think she actually just groped me. Now, all I can think about is how badly I just want to be back in my seat next to Esme…this whole thing is so wrong. Why couldn't she have chosen Jasper or Emmett for this?

Before I can even think about how this whole experience couldn't get any worse, Bella spins around so her ass is against my crotch and she is swaying her hips back and forth. Then she turns around again so that she's face to face with me, and wraps one of her legs around my hip as she grinds against me. All I can think about is how ready Edward probably is to kill me.

Bella grabs ahold of the whip that is still around my neck, and leads me back to the stairs that lead to the audience. I can't get back to my seat fast enough and I glare at the rest of my family as I sit. I can only imagine what they are planning on saying, and my thoughts are confirmed when Emmett mutters "Damn Carlisle, you never told me you knew how to work the pole…I bet you put on a good show for Esme huh?"

I let out a low growl as I look at the rest of my family and say "Not another word about this out of any of you unless you want me to ship you off to Volterra for the next three decades." No one says anything but I can tell they are struggling to keep quiet and to not laugh. I know at some point there are going to be more jokes about this, but for now I just hope they let it go.

Finally Bella walks off the stage and we all try to regain our composure from what happened during her performance, God knows I'm still flustered and embarrassed, and the jealous glares from other men in the audience aren't helping. Edward heads off towards the back of the club, I guess he's going to try talking to Bella. I hope it goes well, I know they both still love each other, there is just a lot of hurt and pain that they both are feeling that's keeping them from seeing just how much they care about each other.

I'm not sure exactly what happens next, but Alice starts talking about how Edward shouldn't go in the back, but she stops Emmett and Jasper from getting him saying that it's already too late to stop him. Alice tells us we need to be home for when Edward gets there, so we leave right away for the house. On the way, Alice explains what she saw and how Edward isn't going to handle it well. I sigh, thinking how unfair it all is, that Bella and Edward just never seem to catch a break, no matter how much they deserve it. The rest of the drive home is quiet…my worries over being teased for being brought up on stage with Bella the furthest thing from my mind.

A/N: So I hope you liked what Carlisle had to say. Don't forget to review so I can know what you all thought. Be sure to add this story to your alerts as this is where I will add the other outtakes from this story that I plan on writing. Thanks for reading!