I'm not feeling the love! Lol I do wish I had more reviews :( Here is another update. I will be posting slowly since I'm not getting reviews and it slows me down. Hope you guys like it!

The next morning was awkward. Well for me it was. I kept having dreams about Riley and I having sex and my mind hasn't stopped buzzing about it since I found out lastnight. I was so mad at her that she didn't tell me and that she kept this from me. But at the sametime I really wish I didn't know. It's not like I like her in that way but I mean I take sex seriously and wow I did it with the girl I loved as my bestfriend.

"Hello earth to Spence!" Said Riley smacking my in the arm. "Your all spaced out and shit, I'm starting to think you actually are crazy."

She completely caught me off guard and all I could do was give her a brief smile and go to my room. I heard her talking to Riley when Ashley came into my room behind me.

"Baby you okay?" She asked holding my hips and coming close to me. I look into her eyes and realize she too is keeping this secret from me. She looks at me like she doesn't even have a secret to tell. This makes me question if she is completely honest with me.

"Yeah I'm fine, just a little upset with what happened with dinner." I lied. I was pissed about that but this situation really won it out.

"I know hun, and I am here for you no matter what okay?" She kissed me softly on the lips and I forgot everything. My mind went blank and I kissed back. I sat on my chair and she straddled me, not breaking the kiss. My hands began to roam up her tank top when we were interrupted by her phone.

She kissed me once more and jumped off of me. She checked her phone and smiled.

"The plane is ready for us." She stated. I was happy that her and I were going to be alone because I really didn't want to be around my bestfriend and my sister. Way too awkward for me.

She then opened my bedroom door and yelled out to Alyssa. "Lyss tell Riley the plane is waiting for us!"

"Wait what? They are coming on the plane with us?" I asked having my thoughts shut down.

"Yeah I think we all deserve a nice private plane ride together, don't you think?" She asked. She came up to me and kissed me.

"Oh most definitely, I can't wait! Will there be alcohol?" I asked.

"Yeah the fridge is stocked up." Ashley answered.

"Okay good."

We grabbed all our things and headed off to Ashley's dad's jet. Riley and Alyssa were so excited and Ashley just stood by my side comforting me. I hated lying to her and having her think I was so upset with what happened at the dinner, but she was keeping this huge secret from me and I was eavesdropping to know what it was. We sat in the plane and I went straight for the fridge that was supposedly stocked. I opened and was relieved to find vodka and Mike's Hard Lemonade. I got both and sat next to Ashley.

Riley was dancing all over the place while Lyss rolled her eyes at her retarded girlfriend.

"Don't you think it's a little too early for drinking?" Ashley asked. She put her hand on my and she seemed concerned.

"It's never too early." I then took a shot.

I looked at Alyssa and she came up to me. "You okay baby sis?" I asked.

"I'm holding up, trying not to think about that bitch we so call mom. I can't believe what she did to you and I…especially you, how's your arm and face?" I knew it would upset her for awhile and I meant to talk to her when we got back to California. Right now wasn't the time.

"Don't you worry about me. Have fun for now and we will talk about it later." She kissed my cheek and walked off to be with Riley.

I snuggled up to Ashley and my bottles while we watched a movie. I miss everything about her, I want to be alone with her so bad. I touch her face and she looks at me with a smile. Our noses touch and then I kiss her.

"Stop drinking and just talk to me baby."

She pulled the bottle away from me and I held her neck. I kissed her lightly on her soft lips.

"You are so beautiful Ash."

Ash smiled and kissed me. "You're the most beautiful girl in the world, and I'm lucky to call you mine." She said.

"Ash?"

"Yeah Spence?"

I looked into her eyes and studied her face. "Would you ever keep anything from me?" I made sure to see any facial changes, as an art student I've studied facial expressions and key changes. Her eyes narrowed a little, and she licked her lips.

"No baby, I wouldn't…why do you ask?" She said looking at Riley. I caught on right away and pushed my anger aside.

"Just wondering." I grabbed my bottle and drank.

After two hours into the ride I was pretty drunk. Riley came up to me and sat on my lap.

"Hey sexy you look pretty drunk!"

I looked at Ashley and she laughed with Alyssa. It didn't seem to faze her which meant she really trusted Riley and my friendship.

"Yes I am Ri, why are you going to take advantage of me?" I said. They thought it was funny but I didn't mean it as a joke. When I'm drunk I just say things and a lot of the times I don't mean the things I say.

"I just might," she winked at me. "Should I take my clothes off?" She joked.

I looked in her eyes and just stared at her. I thought really hard about that night and then just like that I remembered. Well I think I remember, I don't think my mind is tricking me. And just like that I remember every little detail of our little sex night.

"Spence where the fuck are we?"

She was so funny and I couldn't stop laughing. "At our apartment dumbass." I tripped and fell onto the floor.

"Oh shit you fell! I will be your knight in shining armor and save you Spencer!" She said jumping on me.

We lay on the floor laughing hysterically at the ceiling and Riley making muffin jokes. She then looked at me and I stopped laughing and stared back at her.

"Have you ever thought about you and I being together?" She asked.

"Uh I think I thought about it for a little but knew I loved you like a bestfriend…why muffin?" I said with a giggle.

"Someone told us we were cute together today and I told them we were bestfriends and they laughed at me. Bitches laughing at me, ha!"

"I can't see that happening can you?" I said propping herself up with her arm. I got up and led her into my room and we lie in bed.

"Hm, no but isn't it weird that we never tried anything on eachother? I mean two hot lesbians living together, I know we kissed on the lips before but that was friendly." Riley said still looking at me.

"So you think we should kiss not in a friendly way and see if we like it?"

"Do you want to?" She asked. I looked at her and realized we were really close to eachother. Next thing I know I grab her shirt and pull her closer to me kissing her. We begin to kiss with such hunger and lust. I take her shirt off and the rest of her clothes in record time. I then straddle her and kiss her neck, sliding my hands down her body and between her legs.

"Hello you dirty bitch! I'm trying to take advantage of you and you just stare into space?" Riley said interrupting my thoughts.

I flew back and she fell off of me. "What the fuck Spence? Are you okay?" She said getting up.

I look at Ashley and she looks at me concerned. "Spence baby are you okay?"

I remember everything and I don't know what to do. And then I black out.

Please tell me what you think! And I know this Riley and Spence thing is crazy but don't worry! Spashley Forever!