A/n: Disclaimer I do not own the clique.
Peace, love, and Halo.
I know what you are thinking, why should I bother reading Haloxoxo's stories anymore because she ends up leaving them unfinished without an explanation or warning. I don't blame you because I deserve it because it has been a really long time. I'm sorry but take it or leave it. I missed fanfiction and my stories it just took me a long time to realize that I need FFnet because without these stories and my writing then I am simply not Haloxoxo. Sorry everyone for temporarily leaving FFnet.
Xoxo,
Haley.
MPOV:
I can't believe that I am actually doing this-I mean I know for sure by now that I have truly lost my mind. As I peer over the ledge and study the water crashing against the sharp rocks below all I can think right now is landing on the rocks and dying a tragic death. This is absurd I think to myself, I am gymnast and gymnasts defy gravity. I forgot about the fact that I am not a gymnast anymore and now my fear of heights is about to show if I don't jump.
NoPOV:
"Massie, don't be silly you don't have to do this." Dylan said trying to coach Massie off the ledge and have her safely climb back down into the river. Ever since her fight with her parents, Massie has been doing everything possible to break the rules or just be more of a bad ass than she was before.
"Dylan, but I have to do this." Massie said one hundred percent certain of her decision. Her parents would never approve of her jumping off a cliff into a river with a rapid current. This is her way of getting back at them for putting her through hell all of those of chasing a dream she never even wanted.
"Massie, please don't make me call Derrick and have him climb all the way up that cliff to pick you up and carry you safely down." Dylan said as she flipped out her iPhone 4 in white as a threat to Massie. Massie loves Derrick more than anything in the world and would never want to see him hurt. Massie would do anything for Derrick, but what Dylan doesn't know is that Massie has been hiding something from her.
His name was like a sharp knife penetrating into her every heart and soul; the thought of him made her drop to her knees. He was her Prince Charming but she was not his Cinderella by any means.
Flashback:
"Derrick this year has been so much and fun," Massie said as she cuddled up into his muscular arms. "I have you to thank for all of my dreams coming true and for you pulling out the real me. If it wasn't for I would have-well I might have not survived."
Derrick couldn't help the tears that fell from his eyes, why did she have to be so damn perfect all the time? She deserved so much more than he could ever offer to her. She was wrong; she did and doesn't need him because she is strong enough to take care of herself.
"Massie, listen you are an amazing girl and I love you but…" Derrick couldn't choke out the last few words.
"But what Derrick?"
"Massie, I don't think we should be together anymore." He finally breathed out as he removed his arms from her.
"Why don't you want me anymore?" Massie asked feeling worthless. She fought her tears back from falling.
"Massie, we just drifted apart and a lot has changed in my life." Derrick said honestly because she wasn't there when he needed her to be there. "My parents are getting a divorce and I am moving to California with my dad, Massie."
"Why didn't you tell me this?"
"I tried but you were just too damn busy for me." Derrick shouted at her furious. He has held his anger in for too long. "You know what Massie, you haven't changed at all. You are still the same old stuck up bitch you were before and I am sick of dating someone like you."
Derrick couldn't even believe his own words that just came out of his very own mouth. He didn't want to make her cry but he did. He has never seen her…this fragile and it broke his heart to see her like this.
"Massie, I'm sorry-I didn't mean it."
"Have a good life in California." And with that said Massie walked away from Derrick Harrington. He didn't know half of the damage he would end up causing Massie.
End of Flashback:
Massie took a deep breath and jumped off the cliff plunging into the frigid waters. She broke the surface and swam over to Dylan, who was in disbelief that Massie had really gone through with it.
"Okay, Massie even I have to ask you this, what the hell were you thinking?" Dylan blurted out as she threw Massie a towel.
"Easy Dylan, I wasn't thinking for once in my life I was just living not thinking about the consequences afterwards."
"Well I hope you don't keep this philosophy about everything, but hey at least now you can have bragging rights over the boys." Dylan said as she started her journey back up the hill to her car.
"About that listen, don't tell anyone this but I kind of having been hanging out with-"before Massie could finish Dylan interrupted her.
"Please don't say Kemp because if it is then I am not talking to you, M."
"No it's not him."
"Then who is it?" Dylan asked curious as they climbed into her car and began their hour journey back to Westchester.
"His name is Landon Crane a total HART but the only problem is that he goes to public school-yuck." Massie confessed her new crush to her long time best friend but she forgot that Dylan still doesn't know about Derrick. Kristen is the only person Massie told involuntarily about Derrick breaking up with her.
"Wait Massie, you have a boyfriend that loves you. You should not be involving yourself with another boy." Dylan warned Massie to not fight fire with fire.
"A boyfriend that loved me but who has decided to move away and practically call me worthless to my face." Massie said tears forming in her eyes but she pushed them back because she refuses to cry over the same guy more than once.
"Derrick broke up with you Massie? I am so sorry, I didn't know." Dylan was telling the truth, her mom and her went to Italy to save their relationship. Dylan missed the second half of the school year.
"Yes he did, he said that I never changed and that I still am the same old stuck bitch I have always been," Massie paused as she stared out the window not helping herself but to wonder where he is and how is he doing without her. "He said all I cared about is myself and that I will never change."
"So that is the reason behind all you're scary stunts, you want to become a new you so you can prove him wrong."
"I guess it is and it helps forgetting about everything we were."
"You know Massie; if you want change in the world then you have to start with changing yourself." Dylan said giving Massie a very good life lesson.
Summer is a time for people to change who they are and it is a time for people to move on from their past. However for Massie Rose Block summer is all about forgetting about a boy named Derrick Luke Harrington.
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