tbplrbear1- Thank you for that lovely post! Made my night. I will try to post ASAP for you and your friend :) Because of it I decided to write right now and post it up tonight!

Do you see what happens when I get lovely posts :) I get happy and then write!

Darkness. I'm staring at the back of my eyelids, a pounding in my head. I hear the faint whisper of the tv and I feel a body next to me. I groan and open my eyes a little only to shut them quickly because of the light.

"Baby you okay?" Ashley asked, pulling my hair away from my face.

I opened my eyes just a little and looked at my beautiful angel. "Mm baby, we aren't in Cali yet? What happened?"

"Spence we're in your room at your dad's house. You were so passed out that you never made a sound. You're lucky your dad isn't home yet, he probably would have killed you." She said giving me a smile.

I think back at why I was drinking and remembered everything. I got so fed up with it all that I just couldn't take it anymore. My bestfriend and girlfriend were keeping a secret from me. Just several days ago Riley was screaming at Ashley's face because of Jake and now they have a secret against me. I heard footsteps and someone come in my room, it was Riley. Perfect timing.

"Aw is my Spencie o.." She was cut off by me.

"Why didn't you ever tell me." I stood up now not realizing I was having a major hangover. I feel sick but it passes over quickly.

"Wh-what are you talking about Spence?" Said Riley now looking at Ashley.

"Sex Riley. Why didn't you tell me that we had sex?" I asked.

Riley looked at me with confusion and guilt in her eyes. "Spence, I-I couldn't tell you and risk losing you as my bestfriend. Sex sometimes changes the way someone looks at someone else and I know what we did was a mistake and that it just had to be shrugged off and not mentioned again. Can we not talk about this right now…its awkward." She said staring at Ashley now.

I understood what she was saying. I'm sure Ashley didn't like this conversation, I'd hate to know about her sex life too. So I looked at Ashley.

"You lied to my face and told me you wouldn't keep a secret from me. It just makes me angry that both of you would keep a secret from me. I thought you guys were honest with me. Riley you're like a sister to me, I understand that this situation is totally fucked up but we would have made it through and Ashley," I said looking at her, "I know I did a lot of things wrong this past few years but all I ask for is honesty in our relationship. It's important to me." I looked at both of them. They nodded in agreement.

"I'll talk to you later okay Spence?" Riley asked me kissing my cheek and hugging me.

"Yeah I'd like that. Now get your crazy ass out of here."

Riley left and Ashley came up to me. Before she could say anything I put my finger to her lips and stopped her. "We're okay, we're inlove and it was one mistake. I don't want you to apologize to me, I understand that you were just helping Riley out and it was a tough situation for you. I trust you no matter what. I Love you and that's all that matters to me." I said kissing her. I grabbed her hips and brought her closer to me. She pouted and whined.

"Why are you pouting at me boo?" I said kissing her bottom lip.

"You're leaving to finish your semester in three days and I'm going to miss you." She said with a sad face.

"Ugh I know but I have three more weeks left of classes and then we have the whole summer to spend together, plus the rest of our lives!" I said giving her a positive view. To be honest I totally forgot that classes started up again in soon.

"Yeah but then we have school again in the fall and it will be so hard." She said upset. I grabbed her chin and looked deep in her eyes.

"Ash, we can get through this. Let's just worry about the present and worry about the future when it becomes the present. I know it will be hard but I know we will be perfectly fine. The semesters go by quick and we need to concentrate on our studies. I will talk to you every day and even come here for the weekend and you can do the same. I promise this will work out. I will even look at grad schools in Cali."

She looked and me with the biggest smile on her face. She looked so beautiful right now and I couldn't help but give her a big smile back. "I Love you Spencer Carlin, you know that?"

I pretended to think about it. "Eh I think I know that." She smacked me on the arm.

After Ashley and I relaxed for a little and snuggled I took a shower and grabbed some Advil and a bottle of water. Ashley was passed out on my bed so I went to grab my sketch pad and was about to head downstairs when my phone buzzed. I check it.

?- Hey stranger, how's ur cut?

I was guessing this was Aria so I texted her back.

Spence- It's healing well, thanks for asking :)

Aria- I'm glad to here! Ready for classes soon?

Spence- pls don't remind me!

We texted each other for over an hour when Riley came up to me and sat next to me.

"Who are you texting?"

"That girl I met at the beach, she's actually pretty cool." I answered.

"Spence." Riley said with a warning.

"Riley it's not like that at all. I would never do that to Ashley."

"I'm not warning you about Ashley! You better not disown me for some other bitch! That's like disowning your sister and I will find you if you leave me."

"Oh trust me Riley, even if I wanted to, I don't think I could ever get rid of you." I looked at her now and she was sitting Indian style on the couch. I could tell she just came back from a run because she was in a tank and shorts plus dripping sweat. "Ew, take a shower."

"Ew your face dirty bitch! I'm cleaner than you! Plus most girls think I'm sexy when I'm sweating." She said. "Look at my boobs…did they shrink! Fuck I need a mirror." She ran to the mirror near the dining room table and gasped. "Spence look! Did they shrink?" She then lifted up her shirt. I am so used to this.

"Honestly no, and put your shirt down whore, I really don't want to see those no offense." I said laughing at her.

She came back on the couch and laid her head on my lap. "Spence, are we okay?" She seemed more serious now and it actually scared me. Riley being serious barely happened unless she was working on her film work for school. I could tell our friendship meant the world to her like it did to me.

"Yes Ri of course. Just because we had sex doesn't mean everything is all weird now. Honestly I'm not surprised, it was bound to happen. Plus now I truly know I love you as my bestfriend and that seeing your boobs don't turn me on." I said with a grin.

"My boobs even turn on old straight ladies, so don't even lie! I mean me looking at my own boobs turns me on." Riley said now looking at her own boobs.

"What would I do without you Ri?" I rolled my eyes at her.

"You would probably die a painful horrible death of loneliness and heartache because I wasn't around." She said with a serious face. Once again I don't think she was kidding.

"You ready for classes to start soon?" I then felt a smack on my head.

"God damnit Spence! Do you have to mention school right now? Dirty bitch!" She then attacked me and we were in a full out wrestle mode. Five minutes into a full wrestling match Ashley and Alyssa joined us and we tag teamed. I honestly was having the time of my life, I could never lose these girls. They all meant something different to me and all had a place in my heart.

What will happen while everyone is back in school? Will Aria get in the way of Spencer's relationship? Reviews make me post! Oh and for the people who say they don't like Riley…she is exactly like me and a little of Spencer too, I tend to put my traits in my characters so Spencer and Riley are like me put together. not exactly the same but 90 percent. Its not offensive though! :)