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PrideFest/parade is in NYC on Sunday :) so excited and I will be there obviously!

Lastnight was a great and fabulous night. The four of us stayed in the den the whole night playing games and watching movies. I don't think I've ever laughed so hard at Riley in my life but she was extra hilarious. At one point she lifts up her shirt to argue that her boobs got smaller, trips over a pillow on the floor and wipes out on the coffee table, I actually peed myself and had to change. I'm so glad our relationship hasn't changed; it just seems to get stronger. I feel so much closer to my sister, Ashley and Riley. We eventually passed out all over the place in the den.

I woke up to birds chirping. Ashley was snuggling next to me and I saw Alyssa sleeping with her legs off of the couch. Riley wasn't anywhere to be seen though…oh god where the fuck did she end up passing out? I hope it was the toilet again. I go upstairs and see her getting changed.

"You going for a run?" I asked knowing her so well.

"Yeah babe you wanna come?" She asked tying her sneakers. I smiled at her and decided I'd leave the girls sleeping and go run with my bestfriend.

"Yeah I'll be quick, just give me a sec." I ran to my room and threw on shorts and a wifebeater. I put my sneakers on and met her outside. I then see Jake get out of his car and walk straight into the house. He looked like he just got into a fight.

"What the fuck is up his ass?" Riley said giving him a dirty look.

"Who the fuck knows or cares." I answered staring at him walking inside.

We started to run and got into a good pace. We always ran together in Manhattan, but spring break messed us up. We didn't speak for the first 10 minutes but I finally spoke up.

"I'm really glad you're my bestfriend Ri."

She glanced at me while running and smiled. "You're family to me Spence, don't ever forget that."

I smiled at her and we ran for over an hour and half. We were a block away from my house when she started to sprint.

"Last one there has to massage the winner for an hour!" She screamed back. I began to sprint and caught up right next to her. We were making so much noise down the street that Ashley and Alyssa must have heard and came outside to see us two hauling has down the street. Both of us played sports most of our lives and we worked out everyday together so we were in shape and tied at the moment. I got all my energy ready to push even harder and when I was a house away I began to pump my legs even harder. She began to run after me and next thing I know she beat me. Bitch.

"You cheated bitch!" I yelled at her, I was so out of breath.

"Psh! You wish, your just pissed because I'm in better shape." She smacked me on the ass.

"That's why your boobs are shrinking." I said with a smirk and she stopped dead in her tracks. I smiled and went up to Ashley.

"Goodmorning beautiful." I said kissing her.

"Goodmorning my sweaty girlfriend. How was your run?" I was about to answer her when I heard Riley complain to Lyss about her boobs.

"Are you sure Lyss? Because I really think they did, fuck! They did!" She said looking at them.

"Ri, they really didn't baby I would honestly tell you. You're going crazy."

Ashley and I decided we would go out to dinner together on a little date since I was leaving for school tomorrow night. I went to go get ready and she went home to shower and change. I went downstairs to grab a bottle of water when I saw Jake sitting in the kitchen drinking something clear. I passed by him and smelled the intense alcohol. He was drinking straight vodka. I just mind my own business and grab my bottle when he spoke.

"So I heard you destroyed dinner with mom." He said taking a gulp from his cup.

"You're drunk Jake and its none of your business okay?" I answered.

He stood up from his seat and finished his whole glass. I had a feeling he's been drinking a lot lately. "Drunk or not, you fucking ruin everything you know that? You and now your little gay club. You know what I said about you being the perfect child? You're the destructive child…I wouldn't even be surprised if mom and dad split up because of you." He said to me, venom in his voice. That was all it took for me to really hurt him with my words.

"In the end of the day Jake, mom chose me to live with her and now dad wants me. I'm the child they all want, you're the child they shove at eachother and beg to take away. Have fun at bootcamp asshole." I laughed and began to walk away when I was shoved to the floor. I turn around to get up and I feel a foot keep me down.

"You fucking bitch. You make me so angry that I actually want to kill you sometimes, like I do right now. You come here destroy my life and now I'm drinking everyday because of you. Your destroying me!"

"You're a piss of shit and need serious help. Get off of me now Jake before I call dad and you go to jail." I said anger in my voice. He's shoved me before so I wasn't really scared. He then slapped me across my face, the same side my mother slapped me. Now was I was scared, and panicking.

"Who's the piss of shit now? Who's below me right now…You are. Right now I own you, I'm the man of the house you got that?" He screamed at my face.

I began to panic in my head, things were going a hundred miles an hour, and I actually thought he might snap. "Jake your really wasted and you don't want to truly hurt me. The alcohol is making you crazy okay?"

"Didn't you ever hear its alcohol that makes the truth come out." He slapped me again, this time harder. "I'm going to make you pay for everything. I'm going to make your life a living hell right now. For all picked me up and threw me against the fridge, making all the magnets and photos drop onto the floor. He punched me in the stomach and right then and there I knew this was the day he would snap.

Jake grabbed my hair and gripped it. I screamed in pain. He dragged me towards the counter and I tried to fight back…bad idea. It made him more angry and he punched my stomach again. I dropped to my knees and began to feel my stomach numb up. He then slammed my head against the dishwasher next to me. I dropped to the floor and feel my head pounding from the head contact. I just wish someone was here to stop him, because I really couldn't. I remembered Riley went to get ice cream with Lyss and Ashley wasn't going to be here for another hour. I would probably be dead by then.

"Jake stop please. I'm sorry I'll leave and never bother you again okay?" With that he punched my face. I was on all fours now, spitting blood on my dad's nice stone floors. I looked up at him and smiled.

"This doesn't make anything better. Does this make you feel like a man now?" Why did I say that? I have no idea, but it wasn't a good idea at all. I see his knuckles come in contact with my head. I was seriously going to die today.

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