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Everything became blurry but I was still in reality. He hasn't stopped hurting me and I became more helpless with every hit he planted on me. He's hit every part of my body so far and I just became numb has he hit harder and harder. I knew he was drunk and probably even blacked out and just continued. Ten minutes probably passed but it seemed like hours have passed by.

"Jake please stop." I begged in a whisper. "You're going to kill me."

He didn't answer which only meant he was blacked out and in the zone. I began to cry thinking about Ashley and how she was going to be here and have a big surprise lying on the kitchen floor. I look down at the stone floor and see blood everywhere. My blood. It seems so unreal, like my own brother beating the shit out of me. But shit happens, and now it's happening to me. I thought about all happy times with my love and I closed my eyes. I thought about Riley and how much I missed her too. You really don't realize how much you love these people till you think it's too late to tell them. I looked up at the monster who was destroying me and his eyes looked far from anything reality. He lifted his fist up to connect to it to my face for the fifth time in a row and before he swung down I heard Riley calling my name from the front door, she's oblivious to what's happening, and I look up at Jake and he lands the punch to my face. He clearly didn't hear her.

I heard her footsteps go upstairs along with Alyssa's. I heard her call my name again but I can't answer, I physically can't answer.

"Maybe she left for dinner with Ashley already, I'll text her." Said Riley to Alyssa. I heard them come back downstairs.

"I'm so thirsty." Lyss said.

"I'll get you a drink baby, what do you want?" Riley said coming closer. Before my sister could speak I heard a loud pitch screech. Jake stopped hitting me and was pushed to the floor. He got up quickly and began to run. Riley kneeled next to me, blood everywhere. She went to get up and go after Jake but I grabbed her hand and looked at her. She began to cry and looked back at Alyssa who was frozen.

"Call 911 and then call Ashley and your dad now! Alyssa now!" She screamed at her. I think Alyssa snapped out of her shocked state and ran to get the phone because Riley was looking at me now. Riley grabbed my neck and put her forhead with mine. She will filled with my blood already.

"I can't lose you Spence. I lost all my family before, I can't lose my family again." She said crying.

"You'll never lose me Ri, I'll be in your heart forever." I answered in a whisper.

"No Spence you're going to be here in person. I'm not going to lose my fucking bestfriend, I love you way too much." She said now in hysterics.

Ashley then came running in and fell to her knees. She grabbed my hand and began to cry. "Where is that bastard?" She asked looking at Riley.

"He ran off." She said. "I'm going after him."

That made me wake up. "No Riley. I will hate your forever." I said choking on my own blood. I spit a lot of it out, my gums on fire and the inside of my cheeks cut open. I looked down around my body and I saw bruises and blood everywhere. I was losing a lot of blood, I felt it. I saw a broken glass, his, that he must have smashed and cut me open a few times.

I looked at Ashley and smiled. I grabbed her hand while Riley had my other hand. "I love you Ashley, don't' ever forget me. You too Ri." And my eyes closed.

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