Soo you have probably guessed Victoria is still alive and out to kill bella. Oh and Bella is human and Renesmee does not exist.

Chapter 8

Things had gone pretty fast for me. One minute I was normal girl staying with a friend hanging out. Then turns out I've been hanging out with wolves and then I'm imprinted with one and now he and they have gone. And I'm alone again. Well Emily is still here and things are caring on like normal I still have school tomorrow.

I sat up in my bed with my lamp on outside was black and cold, I wonder what Paul was doing right now? I sighed and grabbed my new book that Emily bought and gave me today as a cheering up present. The book was called Eclipse by Stephanie Meyer (Author's note, haha see what I did there? Pretty cool lol) I really loved her books and was dying to buy the next one so Emily's plan worked it has cheered me up a little.

I red for the next hour then I got tired and fell asleep thinking about Paul.

I woke up expecting to hear my very annoying alarm telling me get up and go to school then I remembered I didn't set it.

"Ugh"

I got out of bed and suddenly got really cold if only Paul was here. I sighed.

I quickly got changed and went downstairs.

"Morning" said Emily she seemed cheerful- that makes one of us.

"Morning" I said miserably, Emily didn't acknowledge that and carried on talking.

"So I'll take you to school today..." I tuned out after that and just ate my toast that I quickly made, I think I over did it on the butter it was sogy and tasted gross so I threw it away while she wasn't looking.

"I'm ready" I said pretending to be happy I stood by the door.

"Oh your quick I'll just put my coat on"

*****Now at school and it's break time********

I shoved all my books in my locker and quickly banged it shut turned around and leaned on it.

I was completely missing Jared at the moment it was weird and lonely not having him in my lessons.

I didn't know what to do at break times without any off them around and come to think of it I hadn't really met much friends other then them.

"Hi" I heard someone say a male someone.

I looked at him, It was that "Hot" guy I liked- Notice I said liked! It seemed so much has happened since I was at detention with him last week I totally don't fancy him anymore now I've got my Paul, he probably never like liked me anyway.

"Hi it's Tom right?" I asked.

"Yeah, we met at detention" he seemed like a nice guy.

"Yeah and then I escaped did he notice?" I asked making convosation .

"Yeah he asked I covered for you, he thought you were in the bathroom"

"Oh thankyou!" I replied fake laughing- how could I laugh when Paul has gone? I missed him loads and it's only been a day.

Then this really really pretty girl came up to him wearing a low cut v-neck top and a mini skirt.

"Hi Tooooom" she said very obviously flirting with him, did she not notice I was right here??

"Hi Cindy" he replied not seeming that pleased to see this girl who I guess what called "cindy".

"Do you wanna come round tonight and we can plaaaaaay" she said in full on flirty mode.

He seemed pretty embarrassed, I guess he was one of those popular football player every-one-wanted-to-date kinda guy.

"I'm home alone tonight and.." she started licking and kissing but more licking his face.

"Okay I'm gonna go now" I hsaid quietly and started leaving.

I can't believe what just happened! That girl is so slutty and eww.

"Wait" called Tom running up to me. The girl was behind him looked desperate for his attention again.

"I'll see you around" it sounded more like a demand.

"Sure" I said I couldn't get away faster I was happy when the bell went for class.

Then I remembered somthing, I had history (that wasn't the thing I remembered) the thing was that Tom was in my class for that one.

I sat down in class now that Jared wasn't here there was a space next to me.

Tom was the last to enter, and to my horribly bad luck he sat next to me.

"Hi again!" he said pleased.

"Hi" I replied not pleased.

"Listen about earlier, Cindy is not my girlfriend, she 's just"
"Just what?" I said angry.

"Just my ex"

"Does she know that?" I asked.

I don't know why I was so angry at him it wasn't like I liked him I was in a bad mood anyway I should cut him some slack.

"Yes now"

"Don't worry about it date whoever and do whatever I fine" I said changing my tone.

"Okay" he said surprised.

The teacher started going on about the civil war and then asked us to do some worksheet on it.

So what you up to tonight then" he asked.

"I don't know homework probably"

"Want to go see a movie? Not a date just a friendly hang out thing?"

I giggled.

"Yes I'd love to go on a friendly hang out thing"

"Cool ill meet you at the theatre at 7?"

"Sure"

I didn't know why I said yes but I guess it was something to get my mind of Paul and I woudn't be alone.

The bell rang and we were off.

I went to the canteen and bought my tray of food I turned around and had no idea where to sit.

I looked at the table where I sat last week it was filled with girls, ugh.

I looked around and saw a almost empty table it had a girl and a guy on it they looked nice maybe I should sit there, I started walking towards it and then the girl and guy started doing full on kissing. I emmediantly walked away.

I was at my lowest in the corner, when Tom came up to me.

"Hey do you wanna sit with us?" he asked interacting the table nearest.

I looked at the table there were 3 girls and 2 guys on it the girls didn't look slutty an the guys looked ok. I thought.

"Ok" I said, where else was I supposed to sit?

I sat on the seat next to him and this girl.

"Lauren this is.." he started introducing all of them to me.

The 3 girls names were – Alice, Taylor and Grace the boys were- Alex and Charlie.

"Hi" I said a little too shy.

They all seemed to talk amongst themselves, asked a random question to me every now and then still now I didn't look friendess.

"Lauren's coming tonight" said Tom, he heard my name mentioned and instantly started listing to the conversation.

They all laughed then the girl-Alice I think said "Your such a player! The first girl you meet and your already after her!" they all burst out laughing. Now I so regret saying yes to seeing him tonight.

"It's not a date or anything" I said making sure I was heard.

I couldn't think about "Dating" anyone else but my Paul ever, and I'm making sure everyone knew that.

"Oh well Toms been telling us that.." she began saying, but I interrupted.

"Tom is wrong" I quickly said.

"Babe" said Tom wrapping his arm around me as if I was his girlfriend.

I'm sure I told him or he told me that this outing was not a date.

I moved away from him.

"I'm not your babe" I said getting annoyed.

All his friends looked quite entertained by this.

"Oh come on" he said putting on an act. Tom was nothing like this when I meet him a week ago.

"You said quote" saying the quote part more to his friends then to me. "You'd love to go on a date with me remember?"

I can't believe that huge lie just came out of his mouth.

"I never said that and you know it" I said getting out of my seat and grabbing my tray.

"Okay see you later!" he called as I left.

I heard his friends laughing at what just happened as I left the canteen.

I didn't hate his friends for laughing, they didn't know what was really going on in my opinion.

I didn't hate Tom although he was acting like a complete... Jerk.

This whole episode made me miss Paul a whole lot more.

I missed him so much when I got home I graved a pen and some paper and just wrote what I felt.

Paul, you light up my world

When you're gone everything goes dark

My life seems black and empty,

I need you in my life make things right.

I need you because I love you

I re read what I had written and decided it was totally cheesy so I tore it up and threw it in the bin. Then I regretted doing that so I re-wrote it and put it in a draw in my room.

I rushed downstairs plonked myself on the sofa and turned on the TV. I flicked through and coudn't find anything decent.

In the end I ended up watching "The Ellen Degeneres Show" I wasn't really a fan of talk shows but this I had to make an exception.

About half an hour later Emily burst through the door with her arms filled with bags.

I rushed up to help her; the bags were filled with groceries.

I helped her put them all away whilst I told her about the horrible day I had. Aka Tom and said how much I missed Paul.

"I know I've miss Sam too but he will be back soon and in the meantime you should give Tom a chance"

What I can't believe she was saying that after how I told her how he acted!

"Well I'm not gonna go out with him" I mutterd.

"No I didn't mean it like that I meant take advantage of the situation – make friends!"

I thought about this for a while, she did have a point. Then I remembered something.

I didn't call off the "outing" with Tom tonight.