I woke up and Paul was gone.

I let out a sigh.

I hoped her was there.

I felt a lot better, I felt more awake and energized.

I got out of bed at 9 am.

I was latterly starving, since I hadn't eaten anything yesterday.

I went downstairs and head 2 pieces of toast and waffles that Emil made me.

It reminded me when Mom used to make me Pancakes every Sunday.

They were always delicious.

"You feeling better today then?" asked Emily as she washed the syrup of her hands (The syrup I drowned my waffles in!)

"Yeah way better" I grinned eating a massive bite of my waffle.

"Emily, what do they actually do? Sam and Paul and that?"

"Protect us – Forks" she answered simply.

Protect us?

From what?

I looked at her confused.

"From the Vampires" she said, as if she knew what I was going to ask.

The word "Vampires" sent chills down my spine.

"Vampires?"

"Not all of them a good as the Cullen's Lauren"

"What do you mean?" I ate the last of my waffles.

"What to vampire drink? Blood"

"Human blood (I murmured to myself) but then how come there not chasing the Cullens?"

"The Cullen's a different, they drink animal blood they aren't a threat, although if they could they defiantly would" Emily laughed.

I shrugged, then went upstairs to get changed.

I had a shower and washed my hair after I put on my skinny jeans, a floral top and cardi,

By the time I was done it was 11am and my foot was throbbing, I sighed Paul must of done something.

In an attempt to forget the pain I watched some TV.

During the day I was really bored.

I wondered what Paul was doing?

Whatever he was doing I'm sure it wasn't boring.

I need to make some friends, Alex has gone to visit her cousins, that was the deal if she could come her she had to at some point visit her cousins.

I wish I could drive.

I suddenly got up and left the house.

I walked to the main road.

A cold breeze made me shiver.

But I didn't care.

I was absolutely freezing.

I wanted to be cold.

I suddenly felt sad and alone.

I let myself feel cold as a punishment to myself.

I started to walk down the deserted road.

I looked up at the clouds letting the cold breeze run past my neck and through my hair.

I just stubbed my foot on rock.

I instantly moved my foot and waited for the pain.

It came like a wave moves through the sea only faster, much faster.

"Ow Ow Ow" I said grabbing my foot and hoping around.

Well I guess now I'm getting my own back on Paul.

Eventually I had to let go off my foot, otherwise people would think I was weird since a car just drive by and there was an kid in the back looking at me weird.

I walked until my feet ached and until I reached the little town.

I found a couple of dollars in my back pocket so I bought a bar of chocolate.

I walked round town as I ate it.

My eyes lit up when I saw Tom.

I still liked Tom I was happy to see his eye had healed.

Tom seemed pleased to see me, he was with 3 other girls I recognized them from the lunch that time but I couldn't remember their names.

I walked over to him.

"Hi Lauren" said Tom nervously.

"I haven't seen you in ages!" I beamed.

"Lauren!" said one the girls.

I smiled at whoever it was.

"I remember you!" she said.

"Me too" I faked a smile as I completely didn't.

"Are you here alone?" asked Tom.

I nodded.

He seemed happy then.

"Do you wanna hang out with us?" asked Tom.

"Yeah" I smiled.

So for the rest of the day, I messed about with Tom and his two friends.

We made fun of people's ugly clothes.

We bought some of that popping candy and just acted like kids.

It was fun.

I forgot about Emily and the time.

I walked home, and by the time I got through the door Emily was pretty angry it was 9pm after all.

"Lauren!" she said running over and hugging me.

She sounded happy and relieved but then it wore of and she was angry.

"Where have you been?! Why didn't you tell me?!" she said shaking me, "Ive been worried sick!"

"Relax Em, shes ok now" said Sam opening a beer can and walking off.

Emily rolled her eyes and Sam, then continued to be mad.

"I'm sorry, I was in a weird mood" I said.

"Ugh, you could try calling me next time yeah? I was about to call the cops" she said calming down.

"Yeah" I replied.

She sighed then pulled me in for hug, it was weird I was so used to Pauls big hugs that when Emily hugged me it was different but not in a bad way.

I didn't have much trouble falling asleep that night.

Alex was back tomorrow anyway.