Chapter 23
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I woke up, forgetting where I was, but as soon as I saw the desk, the duvet covers it all came back. I did it I finally saw Paul, in fact not only did I see Paul, we did it. I can't believe what happened last night, I can't believe he let me back in to his home, his life. I remembered him talking about the imprint, about how "They said it would go away" or something like that. Is this true? Are we not imprinted anymore? Is Paul lying in bed next to me right now? I looked over I was entirely sure, there was just duvet in my face, I reached my leg over, deciding no one was there but then I flinched something hot touched my toe, well I touched it. OMG Paul was right next to me! I froze keeping still, I didn't know what do to. I wanted to get out of bed and run away, but I couldn't do that obviously, I laid still, barley breathing. I looked at the time, 8AM. Okay well Paul won't be up for another 4 hours if he's anything like he was years ago. So I had time to think my next move.
2 Hours later*
Okay Lauren get out of bed slowly does it, slooowly *Getting out of bed at the same time* my feet touched the ground, okay I'm out of bed, now just creep out the door, I had almost left the room when crunch, some sweet wrapper was on the floor, I froze waited for any movement from Paul, Nothing, I continued downstairs and as soon I was down the stairs I ran to my car, grabbing my jumper and bag as I left. I sat in the car, and drove out the drive way my heart pounding it's safe to say I was in the middle of a major freak out. I was 2 miles down the road when I managed to calm down, freak out was over. I pulled up. Sat in silence. I shouted at myself, why was a running away! I can't just leave after last night! I cant run away I have to face this! But... but I'm scared. It took a while to admit that I was scared, last night was the easy part but now I have to talk to him about everything and I don't know if I'm ready for that but if I leave now I'm scared if I'll never come back. I put my head on the wheel, and cried. This was a big mistake I can't do this, I wasn't ready. If I leave now, maybe I won't ever have to explain myself but if I come back and he finds out that I was going to leave what would he say? What would I say? He'd hate me, he'd hate me both ways, but maybe its better to not find out. What shall I do?
Thats chapter 23! Please PLEASE review they mean I lot! And read the next chapter (which will be up soon) to find out if she returns!
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