Chapter 24

Okay so I wrote this a while ago, I hope you enjoy and remember REVIEW

I CANT DO THIS, I shouted, I turned the car on and drove on, played the radio loud enough so I couldn't hear myself think. It would off been better if I never did any of this in the first place, I hate myself Just as much as Paul will when he wakes up. I cried and sang the whole way home.

1 month later*

I slipped out of bed; I could see my breath disappear into the cold air, 6AM time for work. I was lucky, I had an awesome job, just what I aimed for: A writer for a top magazine, writing inspirational things. I have received a couple letters of fans saying how they look forward to reading the next article of mine.

I drove straight to work turning my radio on loud, as always these days to stop myself thinking about..NO Lauren stop it turn it louder. It was pointless just voices going on and on about last night's programmes.

I arrived in the office everyone was buzzing, I sat at my desk.

"Morning Lauren" said Liza, my co-worker and good friend.

"Morning Lisa how was your date last night?" I asked Lisa has been dating for a while now, looking for something serious to settle down with and have kids, I'm not so sure I want them, I'd rather just focus on my career right now.

"Awful, he came on way to strong..." she went on but I stopped listening, I suddenly felt puke travel up to my mouth.

I ran to the loose and threw up, I haven't even eaten anything today!

30 minutes later*

My stomach was just about settling down now maybe 10 more minutes then I'll carry on back to work, if they'll let me.

I reached for my phone, I went to contacts, and scrolled, Paul's name came out I stared at it. I just couldn't face deleting his number after all these years, it was like deleting if from my life, even if the number is probably invalid.

Paul P.O.V

I can't believe she left me. Who does she think she is? I want to hate her, but I can't, Was this her plan the entire time? Turn up, make love leave. Yep well done Lauren you did. Leaving me broken hearted. Waking up reaching my hand over, hoping to feel her hair but space. Sometimes I wondered f it even happened, I haven't told anyone, they'd get mad, and Jared would probably be annoyed that I didn't tell him, since they were good friends, maybe it's best not to tell anyone. It's not going to benefit anyone anyway. Maybe something happened maybe she went downstairs or something and she was kidnapped or eaten by vampires or got lost somewhere, oh my god she could be dying right now and heres me trying to convince myself to hate her! I ran out the door phased, and ran through the forest, after a phew minutes I gave up I couldn't smell her, or hear her, and I would of felt any pain from the imprint if it was still there. I returned to the house. Her Car! Of course her car would tell, I ran to the driveway, it was empty well I was right before she's gone, every trace of Lauren gone. Now I have to start all over again, I fell back in love with her last night and now I have to try to "Move on" again. I can't believe I let her in, I trusted her. She's not the Lauren I knew.