Thanks for the reviews,they were all sweet. And Kaylie98,the grammar is probably because I didn't check anything. I had to get off for a few minutes so I quickly made it a story. So now next chapter!(:

THREE MONTHS:

Things happen. Things change. Things rearrange themselves. I had to learn all this the hard way,and get dumped agian. Torn tattered heart,sobbing,you get it? I gave my heart to that feeding-of-love,loves-to-make-people-sob Seville agian! Don't I ever learn? Hasn't my heart been through enough? Yet here I sit agian,apon my bed in tears and sorrow,feeling the same fury of distasteful dispise that got me through this. Except this time,it hurt even more! He wasn't even dating another girl,he just broke up with me! He told me I wasn't good enough.

I raised my head to look in my pink sequin rimmed mirror. To others,they might see a beautiful auburn girl crying her eyes out. But to me,I saw this hair raising beast with an auburn mess of locks sobbing her horrible blue eyes out. Sure,others might think I think i'm all that. They might imagine me,put in this horrible position,telling myself he didn't deserve me and that I thought he was wrong and that I was this amazing chipette that could always be good enough.

But I'll never think that.

Never.

Ever.

I mean,look at me! My auburn hair,dripping wet with salt-filled tears, that somehow got from my tears to my locks. My droopy eyelids,that seem to make me look like bloody mary in pink wardrobe. My pupils,that were so bloodshot someone could have made me out to be a zombie. I was never good enough. "Why did you kid youself,Brittany? Alvin is a popular goddess and you are a ugly chipette,with auburn strings and beady eyes that make people hate you,"I thought to myself.

And unlike usual times,Eleanor and Jeanette are out. With their BOYFRIENDS! Who just out of the ordinary have to be Alvin's brothers! I know they didn't know he dumped me,since it happened recently,but it still gave me rage and fury. And to add a cherry on top,I needed them! They are the reason I am what I am!

And Mrs Miller.

She's is out playing a bingo marathon with some creeps at the bingo club down the street.

You know what?

I have had enough of lifes foolish games.

I give up,completely.

Now maybe Alvin will know how I feel,losing someone who he loved.

Oh yeah,he hates me. My bad.

You know what I'm going to do?

Revenge.

Its raining what it seems to be bullets,and my heart being the grass that it goes through.

But I didn't care for a nano minute. Because i'm about to do what I have wanted to do for a long time.

I stood on the sidewalk,waiting for a vehicle.

A blue honda was coming like a flash of lightening.

I ran out in front of it,with no regrets.

Then,black out.

Nothing.

And I regreted what I did totally.