Literally,guys. I don't know if by the time this will be posted there will be more reviews,but before I did this,they were all for first chapter...this time atleast 3 reviews till I update,otay?


I was lifted and carried into the ambulance,or as I say,the"dead people"truck. I knew I made an unforgiveable mistake. I,Brittany Miller,am in the DEAD PEOPLE truck. What hurt the most is nobody knew. Either way,only my sisters would care. I mean,I have protected them from harm since I was a baby! Why was I so stupid? The bellowing thunder was rumbling the truck,or was that the grainy rock road? Either way,I felt my self bouncing with it. I felt broken,everywhere. I don't know if I'm dead and i'm a ghoul or ghost or whatever,but I know I can feel everything. So hopefully i'm not a ghost. I hope this showed Alvin how much him and that idiotic red hat meant to this sparkle and pink spotlight loving girl. Its just,there is so many things I wanted to do! Atleast tell Jeanette,and Ellie I loved them! What if they take the blame? Because,what if,Alvin told them he dumped me,or Simon or Theo whatever,and they thought it was because they weren't there like that always have been? My stomach turned and tassled just at the thought. I don't want THEM doing what I did! I might never know how their first dates went. I never asked,I've always been thinking about my problems. What about theirs? Alvin needed to break up with me. I'm a jerk.

I never told the guy I love that I did this for him. But Alvin Stinkin Seville knew I have had feelings forever. He just HAD to dump me? Maybe doing it softer?

Who am I kidding,I DESERVED TO BE DUMPED!

No you don't,your Brittany Miller! You popular,cunning,and self absorbed. Your just so cool you make guys cry.

I groaned. My head was killing me. I don't know if it was because I got hit by a car,or because I have an Angel Brittany and Devil Britt in my head.

I clunched my head as if I was trying to juice it. Something about being ran over gives that affect,i'm guessing.

I wonder if my friends and family will come and see me.

Wait,you have don't have friends.

Yes,I do!

Yeah,they are minions that do your hair and makeup.

We have became close!

I felt like telling my head to stop overthinking. I always do that in these situations.

I can't get this irritating image out of my head.

It was me and Alvin,holding hands,walking on the beach in the sunset.

My polka a dot turquoise bikini sparkling,his flowered swim shorts glowing.

It was our last date. We live in California,so romantic stuff like that happen.

Its typical.

I don't know if he felt it,but my heart was in the clouds.

I already described how it felt,but i'll say it agian.

I feel like he wishes I were dead. Actually,alot of people probably do.

I think they got their wish.

Why did he have to get my heart,rip it,try to tape it back,only to have vain attempt?

The red siren truck came to a halt. It obvouisly was at the hospital because I could hear men coming and rushing to get me out.

If i'm still alive,I am SO putting hand sanitizer on when I get home from all these rushing sweaty hands touching my body.


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