Hey guys! An update! YAY he he... no? I'm so sorry for the late update but I had serious writers block! I was like stuck in writing this chapter up that's why it may seem a little bad maybe crappy? I don't know but I know that I really need to thank Polly for helping me! Thanks so much, without you, I wouldn't have gotten it out! Anywho, you guys are amazing! Absolutely awesome and amazing and so so generous! 70 Reviews? I mean wow!
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RPOV
I was sitting on the ground, near a tree stump. I, apparently, was writing something. I looked at the paper.
You know we only hurt ourselves
When we don't communicate
I looked at the paper strangely. What the hell was I writing? Is this a song? I noticed that I was in a black Blossom wrap top that had long sleeves with blue cotton jeans. I was wearing Marciano Caprice shoes that were in a cream color. A diamond nazar, or as most people call it, the evil eye, hung around my neck. It most definitely did not scream Rose Hathaway. It was very motherly and mature compared to what I normally wore. Then, all of a sudden, the scenery changed and I was standing in front of a house. At first I thought it was one of Adrian's dreams but I noticed that I stayed in my same clothes. Normally, Adrian would've changed my clothes into something more… revealing. I hesitantly stepped inside the house. It had that warm, safe feeling. I was still unsure of the house, so I called out the one name that, even though I hated him now, I still felt safer around him. I then thought to myself. How the hell can I hate the guy I love? I walked towards a hallway and into the backyard. Seeing no one, I felt unsafe.
"Dimitri?" I called out. No answer. Just then, I stepped out into the freshly mowed lawn and there he was with a little girl around him.
"Mommy!" The little girl yelled. Was she talking to me? Dimitri set her down and she immediately ran towards me. I picked her up and propped her on my hip. She was beautiful, a mini version of Alex, but different.
"Mama, can you believe daddy? He forgot my name," she complained. I laughed and leaned towards her ear.
"And what is your name cutie?" I whispered sweetly. I looked back into her honey brown eyes and saw fake anger in them.
"I am Rosalina Dimitria Belikov!" she exclaimed. I smiled and heard someone laugh. The sound was like music towards my ears, deep and gentle. I looked and remembered Dimitri here. I just stared at him, finally looking and remembering. I walked, slowly, up towards him, with Rosa on me. I stood in front of him, drinking him all in. His silky brown hair that I loved to run my fingers through, his height that was so unnatural but suited him perfectly, his pink, soft lips that I loved to kiss and his sculpted body. You could just see his abs showing through the tight fitting jersey.
"Roza," he breathed out, interrupting me from looking at him. I finally dragged my eyes up to his bottomless dark ones that I could just drown in.
"Dimitri," I breathed out a breath that I didn't even know I was holding. I stared him in his eyes and saw love. I was pretty sure that mine mirrored the same. My eyes lingered on his soft, pink lips. I was tempted to kiss them. It seemed like he was thinking the same thing as he pulled me into a kiss in one fluid motion. It was one of those sweet yet passionate first kiss which left you begging for more. Just as it was about to get all hot, we heard Rosa.
"Eww!" she exclaimed. We broke away, unfortunately, and looked at her. Her tiny hands were covering her eyes. Dimitri looked at me and smiled and I gave him one back. Then, he started fading along with Rosa. I reached my hand but I felt nothing but thin air. The scenery changed again and I was outside a three story house. I looked down at myself to see that I'm in the same exact clothes but what catches my eye and makes me take a double look, is my left hand. There on my ring finger, was a beautiful diamond ring. It was gorgeous. It was a 3 stoned diamond ring in sterling sliver. It was absolutely stunning as it shined through the suns rays, causing different colors to illuminate. I wondered who I was married to. After studying the ring, I cautiously walked inside the house. The aroma of chocolate doughnuts filled the house, making my mouth water in anticipation. Then a little girl ran into me, hugging my leg while another ran in and grabbed the other leg.
"Mommy! You're home!" they yelled. Just then, another came walking in, sleepily, with a teddy bear in her hand.
"Mama," she called, rubbing her eyes. I knelt down and hugged them all. They were mine and were all beautiful. I noticed that they looked alike but had differences in them. Triplets, I figured.
"Hi," I greeted them.
"How old are you guys?" I asked. They pulled back, looked at me and held out three fingers.
"Three? Wow, you guys are big!" I exclaimed and they nodded. Just then, I heard the most beautiful voice ever.
"Roza, you're home!" Dimitri spoke. I looked up and saw him in an apron that was covered in flour. I laughed at his sight. The girls had already run off to do something. I stood.
"Wow, well don't you look hot." I teased. He grinned and pulled me to him.
"Hot like doughnuts," he teased back.
"Hot oh I'm so hot!" I said dramatically and Dimitri rolled his eyes.
"Yes you are Roza. So hot. Hot like the burning sun." He growled in my ear. That was so cheesy but I didn't care. I pulled his face towards mine and gave him a kiss. He didn't hesitate in kissing back. It started getting hot and heavy when he snaked his hand in my hair while another was wrapped around my waist, and when I laced mine through his. I noticed that it felt different. I pulled back from the kiss and looked at him.
"You cut your hair?" I asked him.
"Well since you and the kids insisted, I had to go." He explained. I looked at him and the hair somehow made him look… sexier. I smiled and whispered seductively in his ear.
"You know… it looks hot on you and makes me want to jump you," I purred. He growled and pulled me closer. I was practically pushed against his body that I felt him get hard. His hands lingered by my butt and he squeezed it. I let out a small moan in his ear.
"You're a bad girl Roza," Dimitri spoke, nibbling on my ear.
"Dad! I think it's done!" someone called. I pulled away from him.
"And you say I can't control myself, comrade..." I told him. He looked confused. As I walked passed him, I patted his now huge bulge. I felt his eyes glued on me so I shook my hips a little for him. I heard him groan and I smiled. I walked in the kitchen and saw a girl about ten or twelve sitting on the counter, flipping through a magazine. Her hair had some flour in it. She looked up when she heard me.
"Mom! Hey," she greeted smiling. I smiled back.
"Hey, what's done?" I asked coming closer to the oven.
"Dad and I were making some doughnuts and- oh no! Mom, step away from the oven!" she practically yelled, but a bit soft. I stopped and looked at her.
"Why?" I asked confused.
"One house fire is enough, we don't want another." She said, still trying to get me to move. Before I could speak Dimitri came in.
"Rosa, you said it was fi- Rose! Step away from the oven." He spoke, his eyes going wide. I rolled my eyes. Ooh so that was Rosa. She was beautiful. Her hair ended midway in soft curls, cascading down her back.
"Whatever doughnut daddy," I teased him. He rolled his eyes and went to the oven. I moved and jumped up on the counter next to Rosa.
"Mom, when are Alex and Alek coming home?" Rosa asked. I shrugged.
"I don't know," I then felt my ass vibrate. I felt my back pocket and took out a phone and wow was it some phone. It was an iPhone that was blinged out.
One new message
Is what it said. I shrugged and opened it. It was from, apparently, Fire boy.
We're comingggggg!
Was all it said… they're coming? What? As if on cue, they doorbell rang.
"I'll get it," I told them, hopping off the counter.
"Better than being in the kitchen," I heard Rosa mumble.
"Heard that!" I yelled.
"It was meant for you too!" she yelled back. I rolled my eyes and opened the door.
"Surprise!" they all yelled. I jumped back, surprised from the outburst.
"Hey guys!" I greeted them all as they walked in. This is too real to be a dream! I thought silently. Everyone was here. Alek, Alex, Lissa, Christian, Eddie, Mia, Adrian and… SYDNEY?
"Sydney!" I exclaimed. She laughed.
"Hi evil creature," she joked as I rolled my eyes.
"What are you guys doing here?" I asked.
"Movie night, duh." Lissa said and they all went into the living room. I smiled.
"Adrian!" I exclaimed.
"Hello to you too little Dhampir." He greeted, giving me a hug.
"Ivashkov you better get your hands off my wife," Dimitri said, coming into the room with the doughnuts. Wife. I smiled inwardly, I loved how that sounded. Adrian stepped back, hands in the air.
"Ooh doughnuts!" I exclaimed, taking a chocolate glazed one with chocolate sprinkles. I moaned as I took a bite in it. It was like heaven; soft, creamy and tasty.
"I got someone else," Adrian said. I turned to look at him, disbelief on my face.
"Don't look so shocked Rose." He said, rolling his eyes.
"So, who is this unfortunate girl?" I joked, licking some chocolate off my fingers.
"Ha-ha, funny. It's Sydney." He said. That stopped me. Wow, Adrian and Sydney. Never thought I'd see the day.
"Sydney? As in the person who thinks I'm an evil creature of the night?" I asked him, humor lacing my words.
"I'm right here you know!" Sydney exclaimed. We ignored her.
"Jealous?" Adrian asked me.
"Yeah, sure, I'm jealous." I said sarcastically.
"Rose, is this true? You're jealous of Sydney?" Dimitri asked. I looked at him, thinking he was serious but his eyes gave him away. I was always able to read him. Humor was masked beneath his mask.
"Yes," I said in a dreamy voice, hugging Adrian. I think Adrian fell for it because he became tense.
"The truth is Dimitri," I looked at him, he was shocked as well. Did he really think that I would leave him? Yeah right.
"I love Adrian," I said. The room was dead silent. Dimitri looked hurt, Adrian looked confused and Sydney looked angry. A heavy silence grew. "As a brother." I finished, pecking Adrian on the cheek. They all let out a sigh of relief. I rolled my eyes and walked up to Dimitri.
"Do you really think I'll leave you?" I whispered. When he didn't answer I continued.
"Comrade, I love you and only you with all my heart and soul." I told him. He smiled and gave me a kiss.
"I love you too Roza." He said, making me smile. I laced my fingers through his and we walked into the room where everyone was.
"So what are we watching?" I asked.
"Titanic," Lissa said. All the guys groaned. It was only Liss, Christian, Sydney, Adrian, Dimitri and I. Where were Alek and Alex? I have no idea.
"Where are Alek and Alex?" I asked Dimitri.
"They're looking after the kids." He said and I nodded. The lights came off as the movie started. I laid my head on Dimitri's shoulder and he kissed my head. I ended up falling asleep and this time when I awoke, it was pitch black. I looked down and I was in a white flawless dress.
"Hello?" I called out. No answer. It was eerily silent and I was starting to get freaked out. All of the sudden, the scenery changed, yet again. All these changes were getting me frustrated. This time, I was in a graveyard. It was misty and had a lot of fog. I then saw what I'd never seen for the past 17 years of my life. Ghosts. They were all there… lots of them. People I didn't know and people I knew, but barely. I saw Lissa's parents, Andre, some guardians who died; strigoi's who were saved by getting killed then that one face that always brought me guilt. Mason. But there was something different about him. His ghost kept flickering, like someone switching a light on and off.
"Mase?" I called but it was like he couldn't hear me. His soul kept appearing different place. I started exploring the place in search of him. I saw different souls that had the same expression as most. Sadness or shock. There was this one little boy that caught me off guard though. His face was twisted up as his nose looked broken and one of his eyes was gone. I shuddered at how it looked. I froze when he saw me and walked-or floated? - Towards me. His hands reached out to grasp me but his hand just went right through me. My eyes grew wide when I really looked at myself. I looked at my hand and pushed my other hand through… I was really dead. My hand went right through. The boy then opened his mouth but nothing came out. Huh strange. Shouldn't I be able to hear him? I mean because I'm dead as well.
"Rose!" I heard someone shout. I turned and saw Andre uh floating towards me.
"Andre, hey!" I exclaimed.
"Hey Rose, long time no see." He joked and I rolled my eyes. Wait? Do I have eyes? Yes you idiot! My smile faltered into a frown and Andre noticed immediately.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"How come you could talk but not the little boy?" I asked him. This time, he frowned.
"Everyone can talk here." He stated. I shook my head.
"No the little boy couldn't." I said. He looked confused.
"What little boy Rose?" he asked. I turned and he was right. The little boy I saw was gone. Vanished. My frowned deepened. Was he in my imagination?
"Come on, who are you looking for?" he asked.
"Mason." I said. He nodded and told me to follow him. I nodded and he pointed out parts of this "graveyard". It was definitely creeping me out how he was so calm about this. I guess this was it then. I was really dead. I'm dead when my kids needed me the most. Even though I'm not on good terms with Dimitri and Lissa… I miss them a lot. With my heart and soul, I miss them all and love them. Before I knew it we were by Mason but he wasn't flickering this time.
"Rose!" he exclaimed.
"Mase! I've missed you so much!" I cried.
"I've missed you too Rose." He said. Then for what felt like the thousandth time, the scenery changed but this time, I was with Mason and we weren't ghosts. We were people. I ran up and hugged him. We were in a plain field and I sat down on the warm grass, pulling Mason with me. The sun shone on our faces which felt amazing. I laid my head on his shoulder.
"I miss you so much Mase." I told him, some tears slipping out.
"I do too Rose." He told me.
"Am I really dead?" I asked him. I looked up to him and saw sadness in his eyes.
"You are Rose… but it isn't your time to die just yet. It's not meant to be." He told me.
"You weren't meant to die either!" I argued back.
"Rose, that was a risk I took." He tried to reason. I shook my head.
"No, it should've been me, not you." He sighed, knowing this argument wasn't going anywhere, and changed the scene yet again, much to my aggravation. This one was different and reminded me of a hospital… it was a hospital. I looked at Mason in confusion.
"Rose, they need you. Lissa, Adrian, your kids and even Dimitri. Something's bad has happened and you need to go back to help. If you don't then something would happen, badly. You have to go!" He pleaded with me. I looked into his blue eyes.
"Mase… I don't know how." I told him. I broke our gaze and looked at the scene in front. I gasped when I saw what or rather who was on the bed. It was me and I looked very pale. What shocked me the most was that Dimitri was there, grasping my hand, and crying openly. I looked at Mason and he just nodded.
"Rose. Roza please. You have to come back." Dimitri said. All of a sudden I could hear him. Dimitri looked awful. His eyes had bags underneath them and his deep brown eyes looked lost and dull, not the usual glint it had in it that warmed me up. His eyes were bloodshot from what I think was the crying.
"Roza please. I can't live without you. Roza." He cried.
"I love you." Only those three words were enough to break my heart. He loved me but why did he leave then? I then had to put my hands in front of my eyes shielding them from this now white bright light that I saw. I looked at Mason and he looked normal.
"Don't you see that?" I asked, squinting through my eyes.
"What?" he asked with a shrug.
"The white light." I told him and he shook his head.
"Rose, go to it. You have to. It's your way back." He said. I hesitated.
"Rose go," I heard a new voice. I looked and saw Lissa's mom, Rhea. (Thanks to vampirelover081 for telling me!) She was always kind and nice. Everyone loved her. To me, she was like a mother, always there for me when I needed her most. Something that my mother failed to do. Tears filled my vision.
"Au…nty," I called in a whisper. She smiled at me. Then all of a sudden, the whole Dragomir family appeared, Mason was still here.
"Go," they all said together. I smiled through my tears which were now falling freely. I turned to go when Andre stopped me.
"Rose wait! Tell… tell Lissa that we love her so much and we're so sorry." He said.
"It's not your fault." I told him. He gave me a sad look.
"Tell her that we love her so very much and that we are very proud of her." Eric said. I nodded and gave them all a hug. I then went and threw myself at Mason.
"I love you Mase." I told him. He hugged me back.
"I love you too Rose." He said. I turned to go, but not before giving them one last look, then I walked towards this white light. It sounded so cliché but hey it's what I saw. Every step forward that I took, the light seemed to get farther away. I was getting agitated that it kept moving. I started running. Not long before I started hearing Dimitri's voice again.
"Roza, I love you. I'm so sorry. I was so stupid to leave you. I love you, please come back!" I could hear how much pain was in his voice and that broke my heart even more.
I love you Those three words ran through my head.
"I love you too Dimitri." I whispered as I finally reached the light. Everything faded as I was being pulled back into my own body. I groaned inwardly. I felt like shit, absolute shit. I had a major migraine and my body felt sore. My eyes felt like they were glued down shut with some super glue. I noticed that someone else's hand was in mine. Dimitri's. I noticed immediately. I tried to open my eyes but it felt as if it was stitched shut.
"Roza!" Dimitri sobbed. It hurt me to think that my death made him so weak. Where was my god, the person who was strong for everyone?
"Roza please, I'm nothing without you. I'm sorry I wasn't here. I made a stupid mistake to think that I should leave someone as wonderful as you. I'm sorry I caused you so much pain all these years and you had to deal with it alone. I get that you can't forgive me and I understand but you have to understand that what I did wasn't my choice. Please wake up Roza. I love you so much. With all my heart, please!" he begged. I was shocked. Dimitri never expressed how much he felt. I felt him squeeze my hand and without thinking, and with a good amount of force, I squeezed his back.
"Roza! Roza!" he exclaimed. He must've felt it.
"Roza please open your eyes!" With one final push, I opened my eyes slowly. It hurt so much though but I pushed my pain away and forced them opened. I was met with those dark chocolate brown eyes that I loved so much.
"Roza," he cried, brushing my hair away from my face. His eyes lit up and that warm fuzzy feeling washed through my whole body.
"Hey comrade," I croaked out. My throat burned and it was parched but I managed to talk. Dimitri immediately noticed this and took the glass of water near the bed and placed it on my lips. I sipped it carefully. He placed it when I was finished. I wanted to sit up in a proper position but groaned in pain when I moved.
"Rose, don't move too much. You're still healing," Dimitri said gently but helped me up into a sitting position nevertheless. I think it was only then he realized I was awake and alive.
"Oh my gosh!" his eyes widened.
"Are you okay? Are you hurt? Do you need the doctor? Want me to get everyone?" he kept rambling on, something rare that he did. I just sat there amused. He noticed that I wasn't saying anything.
"Please speak Roza," he pleaded. It was then the doctor and everyone else barged in.
"Rose!" They all screamed. I gave a small smile.
"Hey guys," I said in a small voice. The doctor came forward with a friendly smile.
"Hello Rose. I'm Doctor Cabal but you can call me Lauren." She said with a nice tone. I nodded and she gave me a nod back.
"Okay, so do you hurt anywhere?" she asked. I shook my head, even though everywhere hurt like hell.
"Don't lie to her Roza." Dimitri said. I looked at him and gave him a small glare which of course did nothing to him and made him roll his eyes. Lauren laughed.
"You can take two of these tablets to help treat the pain," she instructed, handing me two tiny tablets.
"Now Rose, tell me what do you remember." She commanded. I scrunched up my face. I thought hard, trying to remember what happened. It all came flooding back on what happened. The concert. Telling Christian and Adrian. Lissa getting sucked into my head. Me running away. Alek and Alex. Strigoi. Me fighting them. Getting drunk from. Dimitri coming. Alek and Alex using their powers. Me passing out. My eyes went wide.
"ALEK ALEX!" I yelled. Dimitri immediately shot out of his seat as I tried to get up. He held me back.
"Rose. Rose! Roza!" he yelled. I stopped, the name bringing back so many memories. Once I calmed down, Dimitri looked into my eyes. I noticed he was hiding something.
"Rose…" he swallowed. "Something happened..." he told me. My eyes went wider. Fear pulsed through me. No, no, no! Everything I feared was coming through…
Ooh! What's the fear? What happened to Alek and Alex? Are they alright? Are Rose and Dimitri getting back together? Why am I asking you these questions? I have no idea :P
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He couldn't believe it. He was so stupid! How could he not think it through? He blamed it all on himself. Now the person is gone... He ended up crying. He hated himself for not doing the right thing... He stood up abruptly, a fierce look in his eyes. He was going to save her. Even if he died. He would rather her live than himself. Now the only question was how?
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