I didn't give 5 reviews but I was desprate okay? xD Enjoy my little reader monkeys,enjoy!

2 monthes Later!:

Sorrow is a horriable word.

Distastful,ugly,and of course filled with horror,duh.

I was of course the one feeling this...

As always!

I finally get 200 lbs off my shoulders but then they are carelessly dropped again.

But this time,Alvin wasn't the case surprisingly.

Let me enchance you through a little story,why not?

Okay,one day I was sleeping of course. Really being paralayzed is boring on the most part.

But anyways,I wasn't here to see all this but a tragedy happened.

Jeanette and Eleanor were going to get my mail. Well Jeanette was driving but Eleanor well...

She was so focused on being skinny, so lately she has been walking everywhere.

Well Jeanette was driving in front of her,so sweet Ellie could see the way.

Eleanor is so adorable,caring and can play soccer better than any male...

I long for her to be back right beside me.

Anyways while she was walking,some grey porsh was impatient.

Very impatient.

He tried to swerve around Ellie,but missed in vain attempt.

Jeanette rushed to her side in immedite fear.

She held her in her arms,rocked her like a baby and kissed her.

Eleanor wasn't dead yet,but you could tell today was her last day.

She managed a weak smile.

She is the only one who would smile right now when everyone is crying for her.

Oh how I miss her encourging us to move foward in each move we make...

Anyways,Eleanor opened her mouth to speak,but closed it.

Then she finally did open it agian and whispered in a hoarse voice,"Tell everyone I love them but i'm in a better place now,"

She coughed out blood for a moment but then continued.

"Give Brittany my board. I know she wanted to know what was happening."

Jeanette was silent,but nodded as tears unleashed her eyes.

Ellie leaned her head back and finally said,"Tell Theodore to find a prettier and better girl and that I'll be okay. I really enjoyed that kiss."

Jeanette knew she only had enough breath to say one last sentance,so she listened intensly.

Ellie's eyes fluttered and she raised her hand and put it on Jeanette's lap."I love you Jeanette. I appreciate you being here."

Jeanette covered her face and sobbed. Eleanor smiled her last smile and drifted off.

And with that,everything went downhill.

The hospital people rushed to get Eleanor into the van ASAP.

Jeanette stood by Eleanor the whole time,being faithful.

She prayed silently to God,"Lord please guide my sister to your decsion. You decide the right thing."

After about 10 mnutes that seemed like hours they loaded her on a gernie and she got a room.

She didn't look too good. Jeanette held her hand the whole time and squeezed it.

The hospital called me and told me everything. I wished I could go but they said I should sleep.

Jeanette noticed Eleanor's grip let go.

Blood gushed Eleanor head to toe,and after 1 hour at the hospital her heart stopped beating.

And that was the end of my bestie,my spirt giver,and more importantly,my sister.

And now i'm here sobbing my eyes out because of that driving idiot!

Eleanor was a peacemaker,a best friend,nice companion.

This was so hard on all of us,extremly on Theodore.

They just started dating and the morning before this they had there first romantic kiss.

Who would have known it would have been the last? The soul drenching last!

I really miss Eleanor. She came and checked on me every day,bringing me some freshly baked cookies.

Without her,the laughing stopped. The soccer team lost. And more importantly,she was lost.

She was always in our hearts,but a big empty whole of sadness still peeked through.

And probably it will forever.

Next day:

Someone knocks on my pink decorated door. Eh,I might as well decorate and now I have an excuse to not do it myself right?

Anywho, I yell,"Come in!"

My purple clad sister walks in,with an armful of cards.

I raised an eyebrow."The church and school already sent me cards. Who are these from?"

She silently cried to herself and said,"Eleanor made them for you. She was going to make a huge posterboard of them."

I breathed deeply hearing the name no one has used in a month. I got the nerve to ask,"What are they about?"

She bit her lip and finally released,"School,your friends, the things we all knew you longed to know about."

It is true I felt out of the loop for a long time. I whispered,"Would you read them please?"

Tears swelled up in her eyes,but she began reading the words my sister last wrote.

Sad right? Exactly. Its sad to write too! Anyways R&R 5 reviews!