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Jasper kissed me and then he tried to undress me, but I pushed him away.

"No, Jasper", I said. "Stop, please, stop."

"Alice, what's wrong?" he asked.

"Nothing, Jazzy. Everything's okay."

"But you're very sad, darlin'." He wrapped his arms around me.

"I love you. I'll love you forever." I buried my face in his chest and the sadness disappeared.

"I love you too, Alice. You're my entire life."

I pushed him on our bed and laid over him.

"I just wanna feel you. I just wanna feel your love, Mr. Jasper Whitlock, baby", I said and kissed him passionately.

"I wanna feel you, too. I wanna feel your love too, Mrs. Alice Whitlock, baby", Jasper said, while I kissed his neck.

His hand slipped under my shirt. And then he undressed me, while I undressed him. Time for some love…

I looked at Jasper's beautiful body and kissed his neck. My finger slid over his body.

"It was perfect, thanks", I whispered in his ear. "I love you."

"I know. I love you too", Jasper said.

"Jazz, I'm really sorry, but I have to go. I saw such a cute and beautiful dress in Seattle."

"Can I come with you?"

"No, Jazzy. It's a surprise for you and Edward and Emmett are waiting at the living room."

We put some clothes on and Jasper kissed me. After that, he left our room and went downstairs. I was really sad and if I could cry, I would. But vampires couldn't cry, so I trembled. I took a letter, that I wrote a few days before, when I saw the things that would happened in a few minutes, or a bit more. It was a letter to say goodbye to my love and husband Jasper Whitlock.

My beloved Jasper

I love you. Jazzy my love, I'm really sorry. When you read this, well you know what's happened with me. I'm sorry, but there was no other way, no other choice. I really don't want to hurt you. Jazzy, please don't be sad. I'm here. You just have to find me. Believe in love. And there's my ring. Take care for it, you'll use it.

I love you. In love your Alice.

I put my ring off and put it with the letter on Jasper's pillow. Then I went downstairs. Jasper saw me and felt my sadness. He walked toward me. I didn't looked at him.

"Alice", he said, " what's the matter? Why are you sad, darlin'?"

"I love you", I whispered.

"I love you too. And I hate when you're sad. So please, be happy."

He touched my hand, but I ran away. I just ran. Jasper didn't follow me. I ran into the forest 'till I saw a woman in a black cape. She was one of the Volturis.

"Alice Whitlock?", she asked.

"Yes", I said. "I know why you're here and what you want. I'm ready for it."

"It's the first time, that I make a vampire human."

We heard a noise and Maria appeared. Her grin was bad.

"It's your end, Mary Alice", she said and I really hate the name Mary. "I'll kill you."

"Do it", I said to the Volturi member.

She took my hand. Maria attacked her and the last thing I saw was blood, blood of a vampire.