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Chapter 5

Lelouch looked slightly stunned, he had expected a lot of things but kissing wasn't one of them. Smiling gently he cupped Suzaku's cheek and leaned forward kissing him gently. If this was all it took then he had no problem with it, he would kiss Suzaku everyday until he believed in him again. Adding more pressure he slid his other hand into Suzaku's drenched hair and pulled him in.

"Is that all you want Suzaku?" asked Lelouch breaking the kiss.

"No but it's a start. Come on lets get out of the rain," Suzaku replied standing up and taking Lelouch's hand to pull him up.

He wanted to trust Lelouch so badly it almost hurt, but he couldn't do that if the boy continued to act as Zero. The brunette could understand why Lelouch was trying so hard to end Britannia's rule, but he felt that the boy was going about it all wrong.

Lelouch was quiet on the way back into the school building. He didn't know what exactly Suzaku was thinking but he would agree to anything the boy asked of him. He had already almost lost him and he wasn't about to let even his pride get in the way of making the brunette happy. If that meant getting rid of Zero then he knew he would have to sacrifice his dream.

"Here let's get you dried off before you get sick," Suzaku sat Lelouch down at the end of the boy's bed before going to look for a towel. Lelouch looked so lost sitting all alone on his bed, being soaked to the bone didn't help either. Returning with the biggest towel he could find Suzaku wrapped it around the smaller boy's shoulders and smiled softly.

"I want you to stop being Zero, Lelouch. If you want to free Japan you have to let me help you and we have to do it my way."

"Anything, I told you I would do anything for you and I mean it. I'll stop being Zero if that will make you happy."

Suzaku couldn't stand it anymore and pulled Lelouch to him crushing their lips together. He never wanted to feel so broken again or so helpless. Holding him even tighter Suzaku ran his tongue along the seam of Lelouch's lips.

Lelouch opened his mouth, welcoming Suzaku's warm tongue once again. They moved up on the bed so Lelouch could lie down, never once breaking contact between their lips and tongues swirling in each other's mouths. He felt Suzaku grind his growing hardness into him and although he was ecstatic, he was also a bit nervous.

Suzaku felt Lelouch hesitate and pulled away for a moment. "What is it?"

"Well uh…last time was my first time ya know, I don't want to disappoint you," he said a little reluctantly.

Suzaku chuckled a little before kissing him on the cheek and replying with, "It was mine too." He earned a relieved smile and was quickly pulled down for another messy kiss. He also noticed that Lelouch had much less clothing on than he did so he needed to catch up. He sat up on Lelouch's lap to pull off his shirt once again. "You gotta help me out now," he said looking down at his pants.

After taking another good look at Suzaku's perfectly developing muscles, Lelouch reached for his pants to unzip them. Suzaku lifted himself a little to help get his pants off. He sat back down on Lelouch's lap, this time the friction felt much closer and warmer causing them both to groan with anticipation.

Suzaku got off of Lelouch so both of them could rid themselves of their last confinements. Lelouch then felt his arms pinned above his head and a bare cock rubbed against his own.

He gasped and rolled his hips looking for more friction only for Suzaku to move away and smirk down at him. Lelouch watched as the brunette bent down and began to kiss along his collarbone and then down towards his right nipple. He moaned softly when Suzaku swirled his tongue around the nub sucking it into his mouth until it hardened.

"Ah..ahh… Suzaku!" Lelouch groaned.

Suzaku smiled and moved over to tease Lelouch's other nipple giving it similar treatment. He couldn't get enough of the sounds the boy under him was making and he planned to explore every inch of his body to find all those spots that made Lelouch gasp and moan in that breathy sort of way.

"Yes Lelouch? What is it?" he asked and he made his way down the boy's stomach, dipping his tongue into his bellybutton.

Lelouch was wiggling trying to get out of Suzaku's grasp so he could push the boy down to where he really wanted him. God if only he would wrap his lips around him again or even just stroke him he would be happy. Lelouch was so hard it was almost painful and the teasingly slow pace that Suzaku was going at was going to kill him.

"Please Suzaku do something?" he practically begged.

Suzaku smirked, trailing his fingers down and back he circled Lelouch's entrance with one finger.

"Lets see how wet you still are ok?" he asked slipping the finger in all the way. He was surprised to find Lelouch still so stretched out and wet. Quickly pushing a second finger in, he curled them looking for that special spot and he was soon rewarded with a beautiful moan.

"Did I hit the right spot?"

"Nnngh yes please? Suzaku I need you!" Lelouch gasped out grinding himself against the brunettes fingers.

If Suzaku didn't start fucking him soon he knew he was going to die. There was just no way he would be able to stand the pleasure coursing through his body. Thankfully Suzaku chose that moment to pull his fingers out and grab his legs lifting them up. Lelouch bit his lip in anticipation, he couldn't quite remember what it felt like the first time but he didn't really care either way.

"You look so beautiful all flushed like that Lelouch," Suzaku whispered as he pushed the head in past the tight ring of muscle. He paused watching for any sign of pain before seating himself all the way and letting out a breathy moan. Fuck, Lelouch felt even better this time. He could tell the boy was more nervous by the way that the walls surrounding him kept squeezing him every so often. Maybe it was because he still thought Suzaku was mad at him. Of course he was, it wasn't something he could get over so quickly, but he figured that this would at least help them prove their love for each other. He knew he would only do this with someone he trusted.

"S…suzaku move please?" Lelouch asked pushing up against the brunette. He knew he wasn't going to last very long at all. This was all just to much and no where near the same as the first time where adrenaline was pumping through his veins.

Suzaku was happy to do just what Lelouch had asked and quickly set up a fast pace of thrusting into him while switching the angle that he slammed into him at trying to find that spot that made Lelouch practically scream. He knew he had found it when Lelouch threw his head back and arched off the bed gasping his name. Reaching down he began stroking the boy in time with his thrusts feeling himself near completion.

"Come on Lelouch cum for me please? I want to see the beautiful look you make when you cum," Suzaku panted out, losing some of the rhythm to his thrusts.

Lelouch couldn't hold on anymore and groaning out Suzaku's name he came in the boy's hand and partially on his own chest.

Feeling Lelouch clench up around him Suzaku quickly leaned down and bit into his neck to muffle the loud moan he released as he came into the tightening passage around him, Lelouch milking him through his orgasm.

Suzaku collapsed panting and sweating on to Lelouch not caring about the mess on his stomach. His head rested on his quickly rising and falling chest and he wrapped an arm around him. Lelouch lifted his head so that he could lean forward for a passionate kiss. "I really do love you Suzaku."

Suzaku smiled, feeling much better than he had earlier. He knew he could trust Lelouch again and believed he would never fail him. "I love you too," he said sweetly. "Now why don't we clean ourselves off," he followed with before getting up to get another clean towel. When he returned he saw that Lelouch had already fallen asleep. He looked absolutely adorable sleeping and sprawled out on the bed, tired from the day's 'activities'. He cleaned himself and Lelouch before cuddling up next to him and nuzzling his head into his neck and kissing it. "Goodnight Lelouch," he whispered.

Yay more sexy times! By the way, muffinsaysrawr15 and I took turns with the sex scenes, we each did about half of the whole story. Just thought I would point that out. So yeah more sex for a while, I suppose since it's the most fun to write because our minds are so pervy. Sorry if it ends up taking away from the plot, but I promise there will be waaaay more angstyness later! So while things calm down at the moment please enjoy the crazy sex! And review as always please!