I forgot to post earlier today oops, but hey at least I've been posting every day X). So here's more story! I don't have much else to say...

Chapter 11

Lelouch practically jumped out of his skin at the sound of the voice. When he looked up none other than Suzaku was standing in his doorway. He had his suitcase with him and a soft smile on his face.

He was completely speechless. Could it really be him? And if it was why did he look so happy after what he had done? Whatever it was in his doorway started to walk closer to him.

"Is it…really you?" he questioned. He looked more real now that he was coming closer.

"Yes it's me Lelouch, and I'm so sorry but I'm a lot better now so we can pick up from where we left off," he said with another smile.

Did he really think it would be that easy? He thought he could just stroll into his room and act like it wasn't a huge deal. He was acting so calm, what was going on?

"Suzaku you hurt me how can you act so innocent!" he screamed.

"I know and I'll never be able to forgive myself for that, but it had to be done. Now we can be together without any restrictions." He just kept smiling, it didn't seem right. What was going on with Suzaku?

"How could you!" he yelled and fell back on his bed. Suzaku only crawled up over him wearing that same idiotic smile. "Get away from me! Mnnff!" He felt those tender lips crash to his and tried to fight back. It felt so good though, kissing him again. He felt tears streaming down his face, it seemed all he could do lately was cry. He felt completely pathetic, he wasn't one to cry like a baby and he constantly scolded himself for it. He decided to just be done being upset for now. He was absolutely sick of it so he gave in to the kiss, letting the other boy's tongue explore his mouth.

He wrapped his arms around Suzaku's neck and held him tight. He would never let go of him again. It was such a passionate, yet steamy kiss. His mind seemed to go blank as he felt Suzaku's hardness rub against his through their clothes. He groaned into his mouth, a wordless plea to be touched. He felt a hand rub him through his pants, making him pant. Those hands, those amazingly warm hands, how he'd missed them. He bucked his hips into the hand since he couldn't find words to ask for more. To be held in those arms, kissed by those lips, touched by those hands once more, it seemed so surreal. It was almost too perfect.

Those warm lips were now nibbling along his neck and he felt a hand pull down his zipper. The hand then reached into his pants to finally touch him…

Lelouch's eyes snapped open. He shot up in his bed, looking frantically around the room. All he saw was the empty blackness of the night surrounding him. Suzaku wasn't there. Was it really a dream? It seemed so real, there was no way. He felt Suzaku's touch only moments ago. He slammed his fist against the wall and screamed angrily. Why did he have to have such a vivid dream at a time like this? Now that he was awake it seemed more like a nightmare.

After that hellish dream Lelouch practically shut down. The days, weeks, even months painfully passed by, each one like a knife in his chest. He couldn't take it anymore everything around him reminded him of Suzaku in some way. Even Nunnally had started to notice that something was wrong, and that hurt more because there was no way he could tell her it was because of Suzaku.

The dark haired boy was supposed to be in class, but yet again he sat up on the roof staring at the city. Leaning against the railing, he didn't notice the person walking towards the school.

Suzaku was worried it had been what seemed like an eternity and everyone in the student council seemed to lose contact with him. The last time he had talked to any of them it had been Milly, and she had acted as if talking to him was hard to do. She seemed disgusted with him.

He looked up as he was walking towards to school and saw Lelouch on the roof. Of course Lelouch would be skipping school, but the way he was standing worried the brunette. The other boy was hunched over the railing and he looked like he could fall off at any second. Alarmed Suzaku took off to get up on the roof. He knew that leaving wasn't the best idea, but he didn't think Lelouch would become suicidal from all of this.

"Lelouch!" he knew that voice but what was it doing here? Lelouch was beginning to panic, he had already had one dream like this he didn't need any more. He turned around already knowing who was there but this time he was prepared.

"Lelouch what are you doing?" Suzaku asked, afraid of the answer as he walked over to the boy.

"Stay away from me!" Lelouch screamed, backing up. The brunette paused and looked confused. He thought that out of everything, the other boy would be happy to see him, not screaming at him to get away. There was something wrong here, and Suzaku wasn't sure what he should do.

"Lelouch it's me, what's wrong?"

"No get back! I know you're fake just like the last time! J..just leave me alone…" Lelouch was terrified, he had nowhere to go and didn't know when he would be able to wake up from this nightmare. This was so unfair, hadn't he suffered enough while he was awake? Why was he being tormented while he was asleep?

"Lelouch you're going to fall! This is just insane!" he screamed, getting extremely nervous but not wanting to upset the boy.

"And what if I did? I'm asleep anyway," he calmly replied.

Suzaku gave him a puzzled look. "What are you talking about?"

"This is just another dream where you come back and take me in your arms only to wake up to my disappointingly empty room. So why don't you just go now." He looked back to the sky, promising himself he wouldn't cry.

"Lelouch…it's really me…I'm here for you," he said, getting a little nervous now.

Lelouch was becoming angry now. He stood up from the ledge and turned around to face Suzaku. "Why should I believe anything you have to say?" he screamed at the figure who he still believed to be only an illusion.

This was making Suzaku frustrated. He was not expecting anything like this upon his return. He quickly walked towards Lelouch, who began to back up and scream at him to get away. He grabbed the boy's arm to forcefully pull him closer and press their lips together.

Once he pulled away he sighed and said, "I'm here Lelouch."

Lelouch could only stare with his eyes bugging out. That was too real, that's how he remembered Suzaku's lips feeling. It was the exact warmth and comfort he felt with every kiss he used to receive. It…really was him…

Yeah I know that whole dream thing is overrated, but I like being a tease and it worked X). Sorry this one is kind of short, but that was the best place to end it. So keep reviewing please!