A Change of Heart chapter 5
The next day was painfully uneventful for Kyle, yet his mind was buzzing constantly. He didn't know what to think anymore. Was prince Cartman a bad man? His opinion of the fat prince varied on Kyle's emotions, and his emotions changed with each passing moment. But right now the redhead's ever changing opinion was at a loss, for he had no idea of how to think now that he knows what "playing" is.
Last nights events threw Kyle's mind into mayhem with hurt and confusion being the dominte emotions. But above all he was horrified, not only because he revealed Cartman's shameless affairs with his maids, but also by his own actions. He thought he wanted that! Just the mere thought of it sickened Kyle and made his face heat up. It was pure luck that Pip left with Damien this morning before Kyle could get his hands on him for teaching him all those dirty things.
He was so ashamed of himself that he couldn't even do his daily duty of waking the prince. So he sent another servant to do it for him, just to spare himself any farther humiliation.
It seemed unthinkable. How could someone of such high eloquence succumb to doing such disgusting things with his servants? It was disgraceful! Hideous, revolting, and every other word that could be used to describe how wrong it was that the prince fornicates with his young serving girls. It was very...unprincely of him, as far as Kyle could see. He should be ashamed!
...Still, Kyle was still very curious about the concept of sex, having never talked about it with his parents and not having personal experience. So who was he to judge? Lord Eric Cartman was human, same as him, and he had his needs and even Kyle can understand that. But with his servants? Couldn't a prince, even one as unappealing and massive as Eric, do better then them?
Perhaps he only takes them because their already there. But would it really be all that much trouble to go into the closest village and go to a brothel? The whores there would be much prettier and more talented then the maids here. But then again, Cartman wouldn't have to pay his servants because their already his to do with whatever he pleased. He could do whatever he wanted to them and not have to pay a sent.
And then there raised another bunch of questions, like if the girls really wanted it or if they were just being raped? Again, Kyle wasn't sure. By the way they talk and giggle about it, he would guess that they didn't mind. They fawned over prince Cartman like they would a handsome knight or dashing prince. But perhaps it wasn't his looks that attracted them, perhaps he treats them better after he beds them.
That would explain why Wendy was so bubbly that day.
There was an extra kick in her step as she worked, and Kyle couldn't ignore the smug looks she gives him. She could somehow tell how upset he was and he knew how happy that made her. It was like she had won some kind of victory against him. All day her beautiful face beamed with a large grin and Kyle wondered if that was just what sex does to people.
Are all people this happy after a lay? Kyle pondered this for a long while, then he began to ask himself another pondering question; Why wouldn't Cartman do it with him?
Last night was not the first night Kyle found himself in an intimate situation with the prince. Cartman had pinned him down on his bed once, whispering strange things into his ear. And another time was when Kyle asked him directly what "playing" was, and not to mention all the times those huge arms found their way around his waist. Prince Eric has been doing these things since day one, so last night was no different from any other night.
He's teased Kyle, touched him in odd places, mocked him, made him work like a maid, and has been confusing him with his little mind games all this time and Kyle has just figured it out; This is all a game to Cartman.
Yes, a game and Kyle was his favorite toy. The only thing he hasn't done to him now was bed him.
The time Kyle asked him about "playing" Cartman had said that he would do it with him one day, when he was ready. But last night Kyle was more then ready, he presented himself to him like he was a delicious meal on a silver plate. But still, he was rejected.
It made no sense. Was it because Kyle was a boy? Is that why the fat prince rejected him? Perhaps that is why he dressed him up and made him work with the women, so he would seem more like a girl himself. If that were the case then Kyle was ashamed, but at the same time relieved. If that were the problem then it would mean that it wasn't completely his fault that he was undesired, only natures for making him a boy.
But as much sense as that made it was still quite irking. Why would Eric even pay him any mind if he didn't like him for his gender? Wouldn't he just ignore him and go back to playing with his girls? And why would he bother getting close to him if he didn't plan to bed him anytime soon? These mind boggling games the fat prince played confused and angered Kyle to no end.
This was it, he would get an answer to all these questions and more tonight, after he seduces Cartman first.
That night, when the prince returned to his bedchamber, he found Kyle waiting for him. The redhead was sprawled out among the soft pillows of the large bed, dressed in the same green silk robe as the night before. Prince Eric Cartman stood in the door way and stared at him with surprise. He had not seen Kyle all day, and he certainly didn't expect to find him lying in his bed.
"Well you look comfy." He spat at him, though there was no anger in his voice. "What are you doing here, boy?"
In the dim torchlight Kyle smiled and slowly rose from the mattress. He moved to walk over to his lord but Cartman took a step back. "Don't come any closer, boy." He commanded. But after a short pause he stepped into the room and added "State your purpose or leave."
Deciding it was better to show Eric his purpose rather then simply telling him, Kyle opened his robe and let them fall to the floor. The fine fabric circled his feet in a green clump, leaving his body bare before his master. Though he was naked Kyle was not cold; No one could be cold in the prince's stuffy room. Face flushed, Kyle took his first timid steps toward the prince.
"I thought we could perhaps continue what we started last night." He told him. Kyle now stood right in front of him, not even bothering to cover his shame. Cartman stared at his naked flesh, desire hazing his dark eyes as Kyle hoped they would. That is when he made his move and he reached up to kiss the prince as he saw Pip do with Damien the other day.
Kyle was grateful when prince Eric did not pull away or resist him like he had the night before. And unlike all the other times the redhead was not afraid. He didn't cry out or even tear up when the prince's hands began to roam his naked form. All the terror and confusion that he once felt toward these sensual touches vanished and was replaced by a strange feeling of pleasure.
From those wandering hands came shock waves of heat and caused cold shivers to run down his spine. Kyle was afraid at first, just like the first few times, but grew used to the feeling and began to enjoy it. Shortly after he began to return the touchs and allowed his hands to move from around Cartman's neck to explore the massive body before him.
Kyle, this being his first kiss, has never felt this way before. He didn't know how to explain it but he didn't want it to end. He didn't want the heat of those soft lips to leave him, and he didn't want to lose the pleasure coming from those strong hands. He didn't want any of it to stop yet Kyle had this strange need for more. He wanted more, more of...whatever this was!
But the kiss and the touching stopped abruptly and Prince Cartman pulled away, much to Kyle's dismay.
"Get out." He demanded, his back to Kyle as he headed towards his bed. It was just like the night before and Kyle reacted the same. But this time he stood his ground. Instead of leaving like his prince commanded, Kyle just glared at him as he sat down on his bed. Noticing this, Cartman glared back at him. "What are you waiting for?" He asked. "Get out!"
"I...I'm not going!" He crossed the room to stand over Cartman. "Not until you tell me why!"
He stared up at the redhead, shocked and more then a little angry. "Why what?" He snapped.
"Why," Kyle hesitated for just a moment, fearing that he may get in huge trouble for talking back to his lord. Maybe a day in the dungeon or two but it was worth it. Just to settle all of this once and for all. "Why you always play these games with me, why you fuck every one of your maids except me and why you taunt me by touching me in these strange ways but then just pull away!" Kyle couldn't hide the crack in his voice.
The prince was silent for a long time then. Too long for Kyle's taste so he repeated his demand for an answer, and again when he still didn't respond. Eric's head was hung low, his dark hair hanging in his face. Red Faced and a bit teary eyed, Kyle asked another question. "Why do you treat me so different?" And that question was followed by "Why can't you treat me like your other servants?"
And then the answer finally came. The fat prince muttered so softly that Kyle could barely hear. "Because I can't do that to some one I truly care about."
A/N: LA GASP! Cartman's true feelings are revealed! What will happen next and how will Kyle react to these sudden feelings? Stay toned to find out!