ok here it is haha hope it lives up to your expectations...i wanted to make it longer but then it just came out this way and i didn't want to make it feel overdone sooo yeah :)

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Santana would probably go all Lima Heights on anyone who tried to give her a hug. Hugs meant feelings and Santana Lopez didn't do feelings.

Then there was Brittany. Brittany was the only exception.

The first time she felt Brittany's arms around her, it came so naturally she didn't even give it a second thought. Brittany made her feel safe. Safe from the insults, safe from the doubts, safe from herself. Brittany made her feel like smiling. Not those fake smiles she put on for show, but those smiles that actually made her feel happy inside. Brittany made her feel like she was home. A home in which she belonged, not in that house with that sorry excuse for a family.

Santana would like to think she's always been an independent person. She didn't take anyone's bullshit, she kept it real, and she was hilarious. She crawled her way to the top, and she didn't care who she had to stomp on to stay there. In other words, Santana didn't know what Brittany ever saw in her that made her want to be friends with her. As far as everyone else in this godforsaken town was concerned, Santana was just a grade A bitch, a home wrecker, a cold hearted snob who liked to tear people down just because she had nothing else to do. Santana couldn't see anything in herself that was worth a drop compassion or friendship, and to say she was surprised when Brittany genuinely seemed to like her was an understatement.

For something that came so easily, it was hard for Santana to believe things would ever get this hard.

She knew Brittany loved her. She knew it hurt Brittany every time she denied it. But deep down, she hoped that Brittany knew she didn't mean it.

But at the same time, she hoped that Brittany couldn't see through her. She wanted Brittany to be done with her. In her head it was all wrong.

But when Brittany's body melted perfectly into hers after their rendition of Landslide, she couldn't help but feel that nothing in the world had ever felt so right.

But it wasn't supposed to feel right. It wasn't supposed to be this easy. And it wasn't.

She didn't know what she had been thinking when she decided to bare her soul to the blonde, when it was obvious everything was easier for Brittany with Artie. As the arms that she knew so well reached out to embrace her, to take her home again, her mind screamed that she didn't need anyone.

And as Santana pushed Brittany away, what hurt the most was that her heart was screaming just as loudly that the one person she needed in this world was Brittany.

The days that she had to spend cutting herself off from Brittany were the worst days of her life, but her mind said this is way things were supposed to be. She was supposed to be alone, and Brittany wasn't supposed to get to her.

But if nothing else, she knew that Brittany needed her as well, and she couldn't turn away the blonde when Brittany was so obviously hurting from Artie's words. As she comforted Brittany, her mind finally shut up and she let her heart sing for her.

Santana knew she had finally done something right as they hugged after. Outside, the world was a scary and lonely place, but in Brittany's arms she knew she would always be loved.