"She's got this subtle beauty, where she knows what you're thinking, but she doesn't let you know she's got you figured out." so this is like the shortest thing ever and idk i wrote this like last week and im only posting it because i have nothing else to show for myself because i haven't been writing anything at all because i'm lazy and uninspired. but i love this song :)
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Santana greets Brittany with a smile as she plops herself down next to her. They're at a party at Puck's house, and for the night there seems to have been a mutual cease fire agreed upon. Santana was tired of having her walls up around Brittany, and Brittany was tired of being mad at Santana.
Santana thinks this is the way it should always be. She tries to remember when a time when things between them were all rainbows and smiles. Fighting with Brittany sucks. It drains her completely, and puts her in a vicious mood. She knows Brittany is mad that Santana cares so much about what other people think enough to let it affect their relationship. She knows Brittany is tired of playing games. She knows Brittany wants Santana to step up and be the one to fight for her for once.
Santana knows it all, but she doesn't know anything. Santana doesn't know what to do. She never meant to hurt Brittany. She was supposed to protect Brittany from bullshit like that, but Santana ended up messing everything up anyway.
They had hurt each other, but as Santana feels Brittany's arms draw her closer, none of it matters anymore. This past week of not quite friendship with Brittany had taken its toll on her. She thought she was mad at the blonde, she thought she was frustrated with Brittany, but as she sees the warmth in her eyes, Santana realizes the only emotion she's capable of feeling towards her is love.
Brittany was one in a million. One in a billion. Actually, fuck it, she was the only one Brittany Pierce there ever was and ever will be and Santana knew there was no other person who could compare to her.
And all of a sudden she can't help but fall in love with Brittany all over again. No matter what was in store for them in the future, she knew what she had to do. She was going to love Brittany. And that will just have to be enough for tonight.
