Author's Note: Sorry it's been awhile. The first part of this is pretty much the scene in "Sexy" verbatim. But it's a good refresher I think. If you want to watch the scene again (because how I've written it doesn't do it justice) you can watch it here (youtube. com/ TP3Kw3p1zEM) without the spaces (not my video).
"Hey. Can we talk?" Santana asked as she reached Brittany at her locker.
"But we never do that," Brittany replied.
"I know, but I wanted to thank you for performing that song with me in glee club. It's made me do a lot of thinking. What I've realized is why I'm such a bitch all the time. I'm a bitch because I'm angry. I'm angry because I have all of these feelings," Santana said.
She looked around before she continued. "Feelings for you that I'm afraid of dealing with. Because I'm afraid of dealing with the consequences."
"Look Brittany I can't go to an Indigo Girls concert. I just can't."
"I understand that," Brittany said quietly.
"Do you understand what I'm trying to say here?" Santana asked.
Brittany shook her head as she said, "No, not really."
Santana thought carefully about what she was going to say. "I want to be with you," she said. "But I'm afraid of the talks and the looks. I mean you know what happened to Kurt at this school."
"But honey, if anyone were to ever make fun of you, you would either kick their ass or slash them with your vicious, vicious words," Brittany told Santana.
"Yeah I know but I'm so afraid of what everyone will say behind my back," Santana said as she started to cry. "Still I have to accept that I love you. I love you and I don't wanna be with Sam or Finn or any of those other guys. I just want you."
Brittany just looked at her while she said this, and Santana was starting to think that Brittany wasn't going to say anything. But Santana needed to hear it. So she said, "Please say you love me back. Please."
"Of course I love you. I do. And I would totally be with you if it weren't for Artie," Brittany said.
"Artie?" Santana asked, confused.
"I love him too. I don't want to hurt him. That's not right. I can't break up with him," she said.
"Yes you can. He's just a stupid boy!" Santana replied.
"But it wouldn't be right. Santana, you have to know. If Artie and I were to ever break up and I'm lucky enough that you're still single," Brittany said as she reached for Santana's hand.
"Don't." Santana whispered as she pushed Brittany's hand away.
"I'm so yours. Proudly so." Brittany finished.
"Wow. Whoever thought that being fluid meant that you could be so stuck?" Santana said as her tears started up again.
"I'm sorry, totally" Brittany whispered as she tried to hug Santana.
"Get off me." Santana said as she pushed her away and walked away.
Santana called her parents at work, hysterical.
"Mama, she doesn't want to be with me!" she wailed into the phone. "I sang that song with her and I told her I love her and want to be with her and she said she loves me but she's with Artie and she doesn't want to break up with him for me so she can't be with me!"
"Sofia, sweetie, take a breath. I'm sending your dad to pick you up and bring you here so we can all talk. Is that okay?" Callie asked her daughter.
"Tell him to hurry," she replied as she hung up the phone.
Callie sighed as she hung up her phone.
"Was that Sofia?" Arizona asked. "Is she okay? What's wrong? She sounded upset."
"She told Brittany her feelings and she got rejected," Callie responded. "Go find Mark and tell him to pick Sofia up from school and bring her here. I'm going to find some tissues and ice cream."