A/N-Hey Guys, MissSeddie here! Thanks for the Reviews and Alerts from last chapter. This is a sad chapter, and you'll probably hate me for what I make happen. I tried to make it really detailed on the sad parts, but I'm not superwoman(though i wish i was)so it's not perfect. I was even tearing while I was writing the sad scenes.:(I know, seriously crying? I couldn't help it! Enjoy!
Disclaimer- I don't own iCarly or the lyrics, but i do own a dog. Does that count?
Back to the Story
Here comes Goodbye. Here comes the last time. Here comes the start of everything sleepless night, the first of every tear I'm going to cry….
Carly POV
Freddie and I have been waiting in this waiting room for over 4 hours now. Staring into space with the sound of sobs surrounding you. As much as I've tried to stop thinking negative, I cant. I have this gut wrenching feeling, and it wasn't going to go away for a long time. I turned my head to Freddie. He looked so broken, and his facial expression. OMIGOD, his facial expression. I felt my heart crack in two when i saw it. Freddie? I asked.
After about 20 seconds,he looked at me, and I could see his dry tears. I pulled him into a hug and he sobbed into my shoulder. As if I wasn't crying enough, seeing Freddie like this made me ball my eyes out.
"Everything will be Okay, Freddie" I said, but we both knew that it wouldn't.
Freddie POV
I love Her. Sam, i truly love her. I knew, i just knew that something was wrong.
Carly Shay and Freddie Benson? A nurse called out.
Me and Carly shot up from our seats and yelled "Yes!" at the same time.
Can we see her? Is she okay? Carly asked.
The nurse didn't look happy. She told us to follow her but she didn't answer Carly's other question.
Carly POV
Every step I took getting closer to Sam's room, felt like steps into darkness and id never see the light again.
The nurse opened the door, and I swear I died when it saw it, I mean her.
Sam! I yelled as I ran to her in the bed. There were so many machines connected to her, i could barely see her body.
I turned around to see if Freddie was next to me, and he was.
please tell me she is going to be okay? I yelled.
Silence.
"TELL ME!" I yelled and my voice cracked from the waterfall pouring down my face.
I listened to hear if she would say something but all Dr. Rae did was shake her head. Was she sure?
I saw the look on her face though, she was positive.
I was going to lose my best friend today.
Sam POV
I opened my eyes slowly, thinking that all of that was a dream. I looked down at my body, NOPE!. There were so many wires connected to me, and I just knew that it was time. I saw Carly,and she was saying something to me.
"I love you Sam, you're my best friend, and you always will be". I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. I heard the doctor explain something to Carly. "She's still in shock, she can't talk."
Once she said that i could feel all the pain. Oh GOD, my head hurt so bad, and for the first time I really just wanted to die. Maybe dieing would make this unbearable pain go away. I closed my eyes.. BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! !
That played sound over and over again, I opened my eyes once more, but this time I saw my mom, Mrs. Benson, Spencer, and Melanie. Were my eyes closed that long. I opened my mouth and this time words came out.
"So this is it?" I asked out loud.
Everyone's head shot up at me and I could see their eyes and tears were about to pour out of each and every one of them.
"Hang in there Kiddo" Spencer says to me.
"I can't, it hurts so bad" i say to him.
"You'll always be my little sister, Sam" He says to me.
"See you on the other side, Spence" I say to him.
"Sam?" I heard Carly Say. I looked at her, and that's what broke me. She was pail and her hair looked a mess. Everything I was holding in came pouring out. My tears they wouldn't stop.
"Yeah, Carly?" I replied.
"Please don't forget me. Sam, please don't you ever forget me. I love you Sam and you'll always be my best friend." She said with pain in her voice.
"I couldn't forget you, if I wanted to. Carly, I love you with all my heart and you'll always be my best friend too." I say. I gestured my hands so that she'd hug me, and she did. She was sobbing into my chest, and was sobbing into her hair. We let go and then my eyes scrolled upon Freddie. Oh GOD! I didn't want to do this part. I didn't want to say goodbye to Freddie, the boy I've had a crush since God knows. This is going to really hard.
He was just standing there, staring at me. I couldn't take it anymore!
Come here! I yelled. Pretty soon I was hugging him as fast as you could say "Fast". We were just hugging for like 8 minutes straight. I immediately missed his body warmth when he let go. I looked into his chocolate eyes, and he looked into mine. I unhesitatingly kissed him, even though his mom was standing right there.
"I Love you, Freddie". "We were suppose to get married and have a beautiful wedding." I said." We were suppose to have a little girl named Bella, and a little boy named Nathan, and, um, a dog. Yeah a dog, named Charlie."
"I love you too, Sam." He says to me.
"Promise me something Freddie." I say.
"What?" He asks.
"Don't ever feel that i don't want you to move on. Freddie please, when I'm gone, move on. You can still have that wedding and those kids,and the dog even i won't."
He simply nodded, and i knew that he couldn't say anything else, it hurt too much.
"I'm really going to miss you, Sam" My mom says.
"I'll miss you too" I say to her. "Thanks for everything Mom, I love you!"
Tears were pouring down her cheeks. "I love you too, Sam" She says.
It was silent for a while but then I remembered Last but not least, Melanie.
Melanie POV
"Sam, I just want to say." Before I could finish what I was saying, Sam just started saying nonsense.
Her eyes were crossed and I knew that she was gone.
"Sam was on the verge of brain death when you guys were talking to her. I'm so sorry, but I'm afraid that she now is." Dr. Rae says to us.
"I didn't even get to say goodbye" I say as my tears start to pour.
"I'm sorry Melanie."Carly says to me.
"Me too." I say."She wouldn't be dead if it weren't for me."
"Don't say that, Mel, she knows you're sorry, and she forgave you" Freddie says to me.
"Wait, so she is dead?" Carly asks.
The only thing keeping her breathing are those machines but she can't think, she can't speak, but she can feel all the pain.
P…..P…..Pain? I ask.
Unfortunately, yes. When she fell, she hit her bruise on her head and theres nothing we can do, the pain will never go away. Dr. Rae says.
Could you just turn the machines off? My mom asked.
I immediately say "OFF! NO! She'd die and she…. "
And she won't feel any more pain. My mom finished for me.
I looked at Sam once more. My twin, she was gone.
Okay, but do it when I'm out of the room. I say as I grab my jacket and walk out.
Here's comes the Pain, and heres comes me wishing things had never changed and she was right here in my arms tonight,But here comes Goodbye.
A/N- Sniffle, Sniffle. I was crying like crazy at the really sad goodbyes. Oh the parts that are in bold are lyrics to a song called "Here Comes Goodbye" by The Rascal Flatts. That song goes perfect to this chapter. There's another song by the Rascal Flatts that's going to go perfectly for next chapter. I'm really proud of myself because i was sitting here writing this chapter for an hour and i guess it's pretty long. Again, I'm super sorry that i made Sam die, but it had to happen. Oh, and there's 2 more chapter after this and then thats the end of "iMelanie". xD REVIEW!
