I OWN NOTHING

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Draco turned over the prophet feeling the tendrils of fear in his body. It was as if he had been plunged into the lake headfirst. His entire body went cold and he sat unmoving, unfeeling. Blaise noticed his behavior and tapped his shoulder. Draco didn't move. After tapping him a few more times he shook Draco slightly. Draco turned and met his gaze. Blaise asked him if he was alright and he responded with a short nod then smiled internally when Blaise began helping Pansy eat. Her jaw was still swollen thanks to Hermione. Eating silently he thought to himself. Father's back. I helped them at the end of the war and now I'm in love with a muggleborn and am having a things just can't be easy can they? I thought going public and facing her friends would be the hard part. Her name kept running through his head. Forcing himself to eat what he could he stood up and silently left not realizing Blaise and Pansy were staring after him.

He silently went up to the common room. He didn't have alot of options and he was thinking about what to do. He ran a hand through his hair and swore loudly as he felt more and more helpless and control was starting to slip. Two thoughts unrelentless were pounding in his mind. You helped them at the end of the war and your father swore he'd never forgive you and would one day see you again. And the other which was, What am I going to do about Hermione and my son? Feeling completely helpless he sank down on the couch before he gave into his anger and began throwing the pillows off the couch and yelling. Finally he sighed and decided that going to class would keep his mind off of things. Realizing that he wasn't late yet he jogged down the hall and just beat Snape to potions. Sitting down in his seat he stared motionless at the front of the classroom until Snape announced he would be working with Weasly and Brown because Hermione was still in the hospital wing. Going across the room and grabbing his cauldron he plunked it on the table and waited for the two lovebirds to join them and quickly found that his hopes for peace and quiet were not going to happen either. He ignored them both until the subject of Hermione came up. Listening with one ear while making sure it looked like he was completly ignoring them he followed their conversation.

"I can't believe those flowers! Who sent them to her? I mean did you see the beautiful way they bloomed?" Draco smiled internally. Damn right. Those roses had taken forever. "Who sent them to her though? She doesn't have a boyfriend? Was it Harry?" This made Draco's eyes narrow. Potter? No way would he have the magical ability to make those. Ron frowned before answering her question.

"I don't think so. He made flowers for Ginny before and had to ask Hermione on how to make them shine and glisten for her. I'm pretty sure he wouldn't have been able to do those for her. There probably from Dumbledore."

Thinking for a moment Lavender agreed before saying, "I'm just glad were friends again. You were right Won Won. It felt good to apologize. And I'm really glad she'll be out of the hospital by dinner time. " Ron nodded again and began to add ingrediants only to have Draco stop him and point to the book. Looking over Ron grimaced when he realized Draco was right and that he had almost ruined their potion. He was about to say something when he heard Lavender ask him something. Turning he looked at her blankly until she asked again. "How come you don't give me flowers Won Won?" Ron looked down before mumbling that he hadn't even done that for Hermione so why would he do it for her, before hearing a sharp intake of breath and looked up to see Draco holding in laughter and Lavender's cheeks bright red before she began to yell at him. Draco silently finished the potion and handed it to Snape before cleaning up and sitting at his desk. He heard Lavender yell again this time it was louder than the rest.

"Just cause you weren't romantic before doesn't mean you can't be now!" Rolling his eyes Ron finally yelled back and after Snape yelled at them both to be quiet or they'd have detention for a month they stopped. Looking down at the table Lavender finally apologized and Ron smiled before forgiving her and attempted to conjure up a flower but only succeeded in putting a hole in the table. Draco smirked but said nothing and Lavender smiled before kissing Ron soundly earning her and Ron a detention.

When class was over Draco silently made his way to transfiguration. When he heard who he was partnered with he glared at Professor McGonagal until she threatened to deduct points. Sighing he went to over to Pansy and Blaise and began working. Pansy flirted with him all class and he resisted the entire time making her hex him in anger and finally he looked like he was going to snap. Blaise said the counter spell and put a hand on his shoulder murmuring that it wasn't worth house points or a detention. Taking a deep breath Draco nodded and Blaise stepped back and smiled. Pansy instantly came to his side and touched his arm smiling only to be put in a full body bind from behind by Blaise. Draco looked at Blaise for a moment before smiling in thanks before he said the counter curse. When the class ended Draco headed to the common room. He didn't want lunch. He didn't want anything except to be left alone. He needed time to think. Entering the common room and looking at the destruction he had caused in anger, he let out a humorless laugh. Making his way into Hermione's room he sat on her bed looking around. He went to her dresser and looked at her pictures. There were pictures of her and Harry and Ron as well as her and Ginny. He felt a tug of sadness. They had never taken pictures together. She had asked him once and they had forgotten. Sitting on her bed again he saw a slip of paper poking out from beneath her pillow. Curious he pulled it out and a smile graced his face. It was the first note Hermione had ever given him. Touched he put it back and walked out of her room closing the door.

Sighing he went back down the stairs he conjured a fire and sat down only to have his body freeze. Something didn't feel right. Glancing around the room he didn't see anything. Yet instinctively he knew he was being watched. He could feel it. Standing up he put out the fire and began to walk towards the door only to feel cold fear envelope his body again. Shaking it off he opened the door feeling better only when he reached the Great Hall. Sitting down he lowered his eyes to the table. So he was being watched. By who? Instantly he chided himself. Well Draco, your dad just escaped from Azkaban. He said that he hated you for siding with them and helping them at the end of the war. Who the hell do you think was watching you? What if he saw me go into Hermione's room? I could've just put her and our son in danger!

Calm down. You didn't feel like you were being watched until you got downstairs.

But he could've been upstairs too! He could've been in my room waiting for me and if he did see I just put them in danger!

He continued to mentally argue with himself until he reached a decision. Reaching into his bag and swallowing a lump in his throat he pulled out a peice of paper and a quill and began to write. With every word it wrote he felt his heart clench. His heart was begging him not to do this and was breaking. His mind was trying to justify what he was doing. Finally he folded the paper and stuck it in his pocket before eating a little bit. When he was finished he stood up and walked to defense against the dark arts wondering who he would be forced to be partnered with this time.

He chose to sit at the table in the back of the classroom not wanting to deal with anyone and stared at the table until he felt someone sit next to him. Looking up he met beautiful brown eyes and a shy smile. "Hermione." Smiling she looked around to make sure they were alone she leaned in and kissed him. Instantly he responded then remembered his note and forced himself to pull back. Noticing the hurt look on her face and hearing footsteps approaching he pressed the note in her hand before turning to the front. Confused Hermione pulled out a book and placed the note inside and was about to read it when she heard Harry, Ron and Lavender yelling and running up to her. Closing her book she hugged each of them explaining that she was let out early because she was perfectly fine and felt good enough to be released. Harry smiled before hugging her again and she hugged back before feeling Ron's arms wrap around her as well. Smiling she released them and surprised Lavender by giving her a hug as well.

Draco clenched his hands under the table, his face muscles tight. He couldn't hug her but they could. Finally when they heard other students they pulled apart and sat down in front of Hermione. Hermione was about to open the book again when she heard Professor McGonagal telling them what they had to do. Sighing she concentrated on the spell wondering why Draco had been cold with her. Shrugging it off she performed the spell perfectly earning her ten points before watching Draco do the same. When everyone was taking notes again she smiled and began to do the same realizing Draco's body was completly rigid. Reaching her hand under the table she tried to hold his hand only to have him move it from her. Feeling tears well up in her eyes she took her hand back and placed it on her own lap.

Draco could tell Hermione was close to tears. He was too. This wasn't fair. Damn his father! His life was just going to get better. He and the woman he loved were going to go publice and have a baby and now his father had to screw it all up by escaping. Hearing her sniff softly he closed his eyes before opening them again feeling the muscles in his jaw twitch. Feeling horrible he began taking notes again trying to avoid everything. Until he heard her sniff again. Looking over he saw a tear running down her cheek and onto her parchment. Her eyes met his and they were pleading him. Begging for understanding. She didn't know what she was doing wrong and she wanted to know. He tried to convey to her that it wasn't her it was him. But could tell she couldn't understand.

Looking back at her desk Hermione wiped her tear away. She was about to copy more notes when she felt somthing. Smiling she had to stop herself from squealing. Her babies first kick! Placing her hand on her stomach she felt it happen again and felt her smile reach her eyes. Forgetting Draco's indifference she reached under the table and grabbed his hand and placed it on her stomach before he could pull away.

Draco felt his son kick and felt a smile grace his face as well. Turning to Hermione he gave her a small smile. She laced her fingers with his and Draco couldn't see anything but her and that's when it hit him. He was an idiot. Instead of giving her the note he should've went to Dumbledore. Desperatly he thought of ways to get it back. Feeling her tug his hand again he smiled. Inside he was thinking, What have I done?

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