"… You've no choice… You were chosen… You've no choice… You cannot change anything anyway… But it'll be easier for you if you simply accept it. You are my daughter If you want it or not… I do not want to hurt you though you leave me no other choice…" Panting Natsuki shot up. Her breath went heavily and she was shivering brutally. Slowly the voice of the woman faded away. Quickly she glanced to Pain, who was still soundly asleep on the couch. Quietly she got up and sneaked out of the room. After half an hour of not knowing what to do she decided to get a bit of fresh air; perhaps that would calm her down. To avoid the danger of getting lost she simply used the next window. As soon as she felt the soft grass under her feet she began to run. It would help her to forget everything for now.
Completely out of breath she dropped to the ground. The high grass caught her softly. She didn't know for how long she had lain there as suddenly loud swearing resounded. "What a fucking shit! Those little bastards!Who do they think they are to insult Jashin and to attack his servant? If I had let those filthy sons of whores live only a heartbeat longer, then…" After this there followed a long sentence full of words she had never heard before but didn't sound very polite and civilized. She took a last calm breath and sat up. When she caught sight of Hidan she flinched. His cloak was full of blood and his head wasn't at his spot but was dangling in his left hand. Quickly she got up and ran towards him. "What the hell happened to you?" she asked bluntly. Hidan hadn't noticed her yet so he pulled out his scythe in matter of seconds. With a dull sound the scythe bounced of her barrier and the impact sent Hidan flying (once again). Out of surprise he must have let go of his head, which lied some feet away from his body. "Oh, I'm so sorry!" she said quickly and ran quickly towards the loudly swearing head. "You bitch, can't you not sneak up on people like this?" Carefully she took the head into her arms and walked to the rest of the body. "I already apologized, didn't I?" she replied slightly annoyed. "Yeah right, just sew me back together, will ya!" nagged Hidan. Natsuki had to keep herself from laughing. It was just too weird. "What's so funny, bitch?" She couldn't stop herself anymore and started to laugh. „Sorry, it's just so ironic… Not even an hour ago you were killing men in a very bloody way and now you're lying there in front of me, helpless because you lost your head." Again she started laughing so hard that she had to hold her belly because it hurt. "Pain was right…" she said still smiling. Hidan stopped in the middle of his swearing and looked at her cautiously. "What did the Big Boss say about me? And why did he kiss you? Are you his fucking lover, or what?" She winced. The happy expression on her face disappeared and she glared at him. "I would NEVER sleep with your Leader in the way you mean it." The cold tone in her voice sent a shiver down Hidan's spine. She got up and put the head out of reach for the body. Without another look she turned to leave. "Hey, wait! You can't just leave me here! At least bring me to the money-grubbing asshole! Hey! I didn't mean it like that! Besides it's not my fault that the Leader just kissed you in the middle of the hallway in bright daylight! Don't just leave me here!" She sighed. Then she turned back and knelt beside him. Carefully, though not as much as before, she took his head and put it on its destined spot. "Lucky for you that you're immortal…" she mumbled more to herself than to him. "I know it's fucking great to be immortal and all that is only thanks to Jashin!" To quiet him down a bit she softly put her finger on his lips. Then she focused her complete attention and concentration to the cut off head. With an easy healing jutsu she connected the head with its body. About five minutes later Natsuki straightened contently up. As well did Hidan. "Ah, feels good! It hurts way less when you do it as when the ass does it!" She smiled shortly and got up quickly to disappear and get back to her original intent of calming down. Grabbing her hand though Hidan stopped her. He couldn't control himself anymore. „Hey, now that we're already here… you could actually do me a favor." Uncertainty crossed her face. She didn't like the way he looked at her at all. "Sorry, Hidan, but Pain is probably already looking for me. I really have to go back." she said determined. But there was no way of getting her hand back. By now it almost felt as if he planned to crush her bones. "It's not fair that it's only the Leader who shall have the pleasure…" Hidan said hot-tempered and threw her against the closest tree. She gasped at the hard impact. A sharp piece of bark gouged into her left shoulder blade. Then he was there, pressing his lips onto hers. She froze abruptly. When she felt his hands wander down her sides, she finally lost control.
Fuck, he desired her, how he never ever had desired anyone! He even felt how much his God Jashin agreed with his desire to melt together with this girl. But suddenly something changed. An explosion of light sent him about a hundred feet flying (again) away from her. He rubbed his throbbing skull while getting up. "How dare you!" sounded the angry voice of a woman. "She helped you, healed your wounds with her powers and you dare to touch her!" The voice resembled more and more loud thunder. Magnetized Hidan stared at Natsuki. Even though the voice came out of her mouth it certainly wasn't hers. Her usual brown, soft hair had changed to a blinding white and her eyes shone in a disturbing icy blue. "Who is the bitch who believes to be able to dictate to Jashin-sama?" "Hold your tongue, son of hell! You are talking to the Goddess of light, Hikari no Kami! And just now you tried to rape my daughter! Your beloved Jashin-sama himself courted my daughter! How dare you… How can you even think of touching her?" Hidan had paled while she had been talking. Natsuki was the daughter of the light Goddess? What the fuck! Abruptly her appearance began to change. The white hair flickered, then turned back to her normal light brown. "No! Do not fear me, my daughter! Do not deny me! You will not be able to deny me forever! Someday you'll have to accept your powers! Let me help you! It won't hurt anymore as soon as you accept them! Please, my beloved…" Her eyes yielded and her usual gold-brown ones appeared. Then she slumped down. However a moment later she jumped up gasping and with fear in her eyes. She shot him a short glance. Then she ran like the wind towards the HQ. For a long time Hidan was standing on the clearance, dumbfounded. He had been a mere inch away to rape a half goddess…
As if the devil were behind her Natsuki ran to the HQ. Not until she stumbled and fell hardly on the ground, she felt her burning lungs and legs. She didn't move but stayed in the position. This had been the first time she had ever lost full control. She had already used her angel powers, though she did not want to be a half goddess. She simply wanted a normal life, being a normal girl like others were. The rest of the night she didn't dare to get up, not expecting her legs to hold her weight.
Not until the sun was about to rise she walked shakily to Pain's room. Quietly she opened the door, not wanting to wake him. Pain was under no circumstances to find out about her nightly trip. She sneaked to the bed and quickly hid under the blankets.