chapter six
two days have past since randy call me and i text him and we have not talk since then. we were in my hometown little rock, arkansas and i was excited because my real dad was coming to see the twins and i was excited. john was getting ready for his match it was a house show and he was going against the miz. why i have no clue why they put him against the miz like there is no one else oh yeah there is i would love to see him and ted vs randy and i do not know who esle. yes i want someone big and bad to face randy and hurt him like he has hurt me. i know i should not want bad things to happen to my children father but he was not really being a father. i just get a day pass to leave the hospital for a few hours which i was thankful for. i was sitting in the car with john cena, evan
bourne, alex riley and john morrison. john cena was driving and i was in the chair beside the driver seat and the boys were in the back. john said" i am against the miz" alex replied" i am against dolph ziggler for the united state champion" the other two did not know who they were going up against. evan said" are the kids ok" i replied" they are on breathing machine and they are a pound and a few ounces but i believe they will be ok" john cena replied" duh they will be fine they have a strong mother and a strong family" i nod my head not really in the mood to talk. evan notice this and was sitting behind me and i felt his hands on my shoulders and gentle rub them and i knew he was trying to make me relax. when we pull up to the arena i was just hopping not to see randy or sam. evan said" ok do you think fans will know it is me like this" i turn and laugh softly since he was wearing a black hoodie and a baseball cap and sun glasses. john said" why" i replied" nothing he is coming with me" we went to the place to get drinks and stuff and i get me a soft preztel and a funnel cake and a coke. the moment i paid i heard a little voice" minster minster are you evan bourne" i giggle softly and turn to see this big blue eyed little boy must have been four maybe five looking at evan. evan smile and nod his head softly and did the signal to be quiet. the little boy giggles softly and look at his mommy and said" mommy it is him" i look up and notice the women was about my age. the women said" can you take a picture we tried to win meet and greet and it did not work" evan nod his head and replied" sure" the girl look at me and said" wait you are um angelica randy friend right" i nod my head and the little boy said" you are pretty you can take picture with us" i smile and put my pretzel in my purse and put the drink and cake down. we took pictures and evan sign the kid's book that said the matches and things about the wrestlers. we wave and let the kid and his mom go and i look at evan and said" aww you are so good with the fans" evan replied" yeah come on i love my fans without them i would not be here and be doing things i love" we head back to where everyone was.
everyone was doing the meet and greet and evan went to go do that and i was in catering room. eve walks into the room and hugs me and said" hey how are you? how are the twins?" i hug her and replied" i am ok i mean i am a little sore and they are little but i have faith that they will make it" eve sits down and said" so have you talk to the sperm donor." i laugh softly and replied" we talk two days ago but it was not much and i am not talking to him for a while, he had his spaces i am getting mine at least for mine and the kids sake if he cares he can come around i am not forcing him" eve look at me and hug me and said" angelica i know you miss him" i replied" eve he was my best friends for so long that not having him around makes me feel empty" eve hugs me again and stagemanger calls her and she has to leave, so once again i am alone with my thoughts. my phone start going off and i look at the caller i.d. and sigh softly and press ignore. i was not ready to talk to him at least not yet. i could not get his text message out of my head or the voice mail and it was making me all confused. a few seconds later there was a beeping noise telling me that i had a voicemail. i decide i would listen to it later when i was alone or just later. i just sat there and drum my fingers against the plastic table.
five minutes later the phone makes the ringing noise and i look at the caller i.d. and it was ted but i was not sure if it was really ted or if it was randy who stole ted phone just to talk to me or to get to me to talk to him. a few seconds later there was another voice mail and i did not know if it was randy or ted. the next ten minutes it happen two more times with christian number and cody. i felt like smack my head against a wall not knowing who it was again all four times. evan, john morrison, alex riley and john cena all walk in and notice my phone making a noise and said" get the phone" i look at them and replied" it is him i am not talking to him after what he text me and told me and then voice mail me and beside i am not sure if it him, since he might use ted, cody or christian phone i am not talking to him" evan said" i bet it was really ted because after ted beat randy up i am not sure they are talking after that, cody will he would give randy the phone if randy lied and christian most likely the same thing" john cena said" you are talking to him after we are done here, no ifs, ands, or buts" i look at him and said" johny i do not want to talk to him, i do not want to deal with him until i am ready he had five months without me and space that he wanted i should be able to have that, i am not asking for much i am just asking for some time" john sigh softly and replied" you did not see the look on his face when he saw the twins, he look heartbroken and scared, the same pain i saw and heard when you guys were in the accident" i replied" he throw that accident in my face, i never done that and i am tired of people throwing it in my face" the guys had to go get ready for matches and stuff so i decide to go watch the matches. during cm punk and r-truth match my phone rings and it was daniel bryant. i press talk button and said" daniel why are u calling me" daniel replied" angelica randy needs to talk to you please he is drinking and we all know that is not a good thing so please just talk to him or listen to him" i sigh softly great he is being stupid and drinking why the heck. then i heard the husky voice said" angelica please tell me why are you not talking to me, what did i say or do i will take it all back if i can you know that so just talk to me." i laugh and said" are you serious you know what you did, you throw the accident in my face, you throw the you just "slept with me" because you pitied me you know that word pisses me off, then you act like u never done anything in the first place, you made your choice now you have to live with it" i hang up as i heard tears rolling down my cheek not wanting to cry on the phone to him. i just look back at the tv not really interesting in the cm punk or r-truth match but oh well it was giving me something to watch and help me not think about him.
evan walks toward me back in his street clothes and said" are you ok" i did not notice my eyes were red and puffy but i nod my head and replied" yeah i am fine the twins are fine life is prefect" evan look at me but did not say anything as we just sat there and watch matches. both john won their matches and alex did not win but it was a house show so i was kind of not surprise but i was very annoyed by vickie.
the moment we get in the car i decide to listen to the voice mails randy had grab cody and christian phones so i delete them. i press two and it went to ted message and this is what it was and said " hey it is me ted or teddybear anyways i have been thinking alot lately me and kristen get into a fight and i think it is over and me and you get along and i was wondering if maybe you would like to go out on a date? call me or text me when ever i know it will be a while but i am always here beautiful priceless princess" i blush and hit 9 to save for now. i was in the back seat waiting for the boys to come out. john morrison was hurt bad and john was sore. evan and alex were just tired, so i decide i would drive. john cena would not hand me the keys which was getting on my last nerve that i am surprise i still even had. evan, john morrison and alex riley said"dude give her the keys now we are tired and sore" john just look at them and then at me and climbs in and hands me the keys. i start the car and i was sore as well but john get slam down several times and fall out side the ring to the hard floor. i pull up to the hotel figuring i would drop them off first and who ever was going to stay with me tonight could drive or i could drive us both back to the hospital. it was only eight o'clock and i had to be back by nine so i had a hour to kill. the boys decide to flip a coin of who was going to stay with me. i roll my eyes and just sat there and thought a little childish don't we think being in middle to late 20s and earlier 30. i did not say much as i was thinking about the message ted had left me. i sent back into reality when i heard" you cheat, nah uh i did not cheat you can't cheat flipping a coin you just flip it" i roll my eyes and was about to hit my head on the wheel as my hands were gripping it tightly. now i was tired, sore, hungry, confused, upset, happy, mad, and worried and these idiots were fighting over a flipping flip coin game really. i growl softly thinking did i just say really like the miz oh my god. i grab the coin and throw it out the window. the boys all said" hey" i replied" listen up i have a number in my head 1-10 who ever is close or gets it is the first one to stay here and then we will do it three more times the last person here goes, everyone else goes in the hotel get it" they all nod their heads and we play three times. it was down to evan and alex which both boys were fun to hang out with. i said "ok pick a number 1-10" alex said "8" evan replied "3" i sigh softly and said" sorry alex it was two evan is going and you guys will see him tomorrow when you guys go to Oklahoma." i sigh realize for the first time that day i was going to be left alone but i shook the thought out of my head since i was not alone i had my kids and they needed me. the guys get out and me and evan went back up to the hospital.
author note: i just reread the house show part i won and holy fing cow. i wrote that before i want to the show and i put both johns won and alex lost ok at the houseshow that is what really happen. i can tell the future lol. the only thing that did not happen was vickie making alex lose vickie was not even there.