chapter eight
after getting off the phone with john i walk over toward the hospital into the nursery and saw my son and my daughter. i said" you guys mommy is so confused, part of her knows that daddy would not say anything like that but the other part is not so sure, she wants to be fully sure about this because she does not want to put you guys in a bad situation, so ill make a deal kendall if you move or anything i call your daddy right now and let him explain or talk and miracle if you move or anything i will not call your dad and i will go out with ted and give ted a chance" kendall move first his leg a little bit and sigh and smile softly" ok baby boy a deal is a deal i love you" i kiss his forehead softly and walk over and kiss miracle forehead and walk out of the nursery with the phone in my hand. i was pacing when i walk out of the nursery and then down the hall back toward the apartments, which was right across the street. the moment i walk into the apartment my heart was racing so fast and i had not even heard the man voice yet. i want to the telephone looking thing and press the button and then when to contacts and press ran and it want to randy and i press it and it called him. i hope he pick up because if sam did i was not sure i could watch what i say and how i said it. then i heard the sweetest little voice saying" hewo" i giggle softly since i knew it was alanna. i replied" hey cutie can i talk to your daddy" the little girl voice giggles and said" ok howd on" i giggle and replied "ok" a husky voice said" hello" i replied "hey it is me i was checking on you" randy said" angelica?" he sound surprise which i did not really blame him i mean come on i am the one that said i need space and did not talk to him for four months. i said" yes randall it is me like i said i was calling to check on you" randy replied" i am fine just a little sore look i get a few days off i was thinking me and alanna could come see you and the twins, we do not have to talk it just they are her siblings they have a right to know her and she to know them" i said" i know but when you do come we need to talk" randy replied "ok" randy hang up the phone and smile softly and looks at alanna and said" ok you know about the siblings i told you about" alanna nod her head and said" yea daddy" randy replied" we are going to go see them me, you, your brother and your mom are going to go see them" alanna said " yay" randy smile and picks up his daughter and they head to his rental car and drove to the hospital where sam and their baby was at. randy picks up alanna and carries her in when they get to the hospital and puts her gentle down on the couch bed next to the window and looks at sam and said" we are going to see angelica" sam replied" like the hell we are, i am not having my children anywhere near her or them" randy said" they are my kids to and her kids are my kids to, sam weather you like it or not she is involved in my life and in the my son life and my daughter life" sam said" if you think for one moment i am going to let that happen i will go to court and get sole custody of the kids" randy said" good luck with that sam, i am good father i have always been there for my child and i am going to keep being there for my children and i am going to be there for her kids since they are my kids as well i have not been there for them for the last four months but that is going to change" sam look him and said" her kids are not yours come on now she spends alot of time with john, evan, ted, christian, and cody and alex and alot of others how do you know they are yours" randy said" because angelica has never once lied to me in the entire time i have known her" sam replied" it is easy to lie randy" randy said" what does that mean sam" sam replied" i am just saying you might want to get a test to see if they are yours"
the next day i was at the hospital with the twins holding kendall since he was doing alot better and held him and said" guess what buddy your daddy is coming to see you and your sister and bring your sister and your brother with you, i know that makes no sense now but i will explain to you when you are a little older trust me, you and miracle are older then your brother but your sister is older then all three of you" i heard a voice behind me saying "randy is coming" i froze knowing that voice and slowly look over my shoulder and see ted and put kendall down for a moment and walk over and hug ted and said" yeah ted i appreciate it all the things u have done for me being here and everything but part of me has always belong and will always belong to randy" ted smile softly and kiss my forehead and replied" i understand but just know that i would treat u like the princess you truly are" i smile softly and said" ted thank you look i was wondering and you can say no if you want, but randy is coming and i am not sure if he bring sam and i am not sure if i can handle this alone and i am not sure i can be careful with my mouth around her" ted laughs and said" let me guess you agree with john you think it was sam as well" i replied" i really do not know but i do not like her and i know she dont like me and if randy brings her i know i am going to need someone on my side to calm me down" ted said" of course i will stay for you" i replied thanks tedbear"
two hours later
i see the light brown hair blue eyed little girl and behind her, i see her mother and randy and randy carrying a car seat. i said" yeah he could come he said just him and alanna looks like he brought everyone, he should check with me first" ted laugh softly and said" at least he is here now honey" i nod my head and replied" i know" alanna smile and said" tedbear" she giggles and runs and ted picks her up and said" hey ally bear" i laugh softly and look at randy and he looks at me. sam said" i am going to ask since he wont are the kids really his" ted puts alanna down and he look at my eyes and they were not blue anymore they were black with a ring of green. ted walk over and wraps his arms around me and look at sam and said" what are u doing here, she said he could bring himself and alanna he did not say anything about you" sam replied" i am his WIFE not her and i have HIS kids not her" i wanted to slap her, punch her something that was going to make her suffer with pain. the only good thing was ted had a tight not really tight but tight enough grip that i could not get loose and that was the only thing beside that little girl standing by ted. randy growl and said" sam" sam replied" what" i said" you know i am done i do not need this drama for my children or for me, randy you said you and alanna i respect that i cant do her here as well" sam said" yeah because u sleep with everyone and the kids are not his." i said" randy you better get her out of my face or i swear the moment ted lets go i am going to do something i will regret" randy look at me and he notice that i was serious and he slowly grab sam and they walk away and ted lets go. i said" hey alanna do you want to come with me and see your brother kendall and your sister miracle" she nod her head and i smile and pick her up and carried her to the nursery and put her in front of the window so she could see them since she was not allowed in the nursery. alanna said" they are little" i replied "yeah" i was mad randy did not say anything that i was standing up or that i could walk or anything but i decide he could say whatever in his own time. a few moments later we want back to where ted was and he was talking to randy. i pull alanna to me so we did not interrupt i was interest in what they were talking about. ted said" she pick you, i ask her out and she said you were coming to day and she pick u and frankly only god knows why" randy replied" ted dude look i am sorry ok i am idiot but sam is gone" ted said" good she took alanna to see the siblings" i walk over and said" we are back" randy replied" oh my god you can walk" i said" yeah i have been working on that four months now almost five it hurts a little bit but pain makes you stronger" alanna went over to sit with ted and me and randy walk to the nursery and did not say a word to each other. we stood out side the nursery and i pick them out and he smile and said" they are bigger then the last time i saw them" i replied " yeah miracle is almost six pound and kendall is about five pounds when they both get to seven they said i could take them home" randy said" kendall" i replied" yeah like randall i thought it was a good idea" randy sits down and said" the text i read the whole thing and i am sorry but you have to believe me i never said any of that i swear on alanna on my self on everything i never said that i love you and i never would say that i swear" i look at him and said" randy how are we going to do this, sam putting her two coin in now how are we going to do this when they are older" randy replied" i do not know ok i have a three day old son, i have a four month son, a four month old daughter and two year old daughter and two women i love like crazy" i just look at him and said" i hate to say it because you will go all viperness on me but i think it was sam" randy look at me and replied" what" i said" the text from your phone i think it was sam" randy said" come on you honest think sam" i said " randy think about it she hates us being friends, she throw her two cents out there about the kids, they are yours i never slept with anyone you are the only guy i have ever slept with" randy look at me and the next thing i know my hand connect with his face when i slap him. randy said" i still want a dna test" i slap him and get up and walk away and walk over to ted and said" i will go out with you" ted smile and replied" ok we will go out soon" i nod my head and i walk back to the apartment.
two days later
the nurses were doing the dna test. sam look happy like she had got away with something i wanted to slap that smile off of her face but i decide to go against my wants. then i get a idea in my head and smirk. ted notice this and said" that is not a good sign you are smirk" i look at him and said" the bitch open her mouth about my kids i bet you the little boy is not his" ted look at me and said" dont please" i look at him and replied" no she is lying to him it is a feeling i have and i am not going to let him live a lie" i walk over toward the nurse and i told her and she look at me since she like me and she had known me since i was four year old. she just nod her head and test the little boy of theirs as well. i walk over and ted just look at me and said" you are bad" i replied" do not mess with a mother that will do anything for her kids because she will f your world up" ted smile and a few hours the nurse walk back in to the room and said" the results of miracle and kendall is randy keith orton you are the father" i get up and walk over toward him and said" told you but i guess you will have to feel what karma feel like" i walk away and the nurse said " in the case of liam nathaniel orton" sam look at me and i look at her and mouth" karma is a bitch" the nurse said" in the case of liam nathaniel orton randy you are not the father" randy said" wait no i am the father that is my little boy" the look on his face nearly knock the wind out of me and i wanted to beat sam for hurting him and then i realize it was not sam that hurt him it was me since he was just told the truth. the nurse took the twins back to the nursery and me and ted get up. sam said" you bitch how dare you" i turn around and replied" how dare i? really? sam i am not the one that cheated on my husband, i am not the one that sent a very evil text message acting like it was from my husband to one of his best friends, so how dare i? look at yourself in the mirror honey ask yourself the question". randy look at sam and said" did you text angelica acting like it was me? did you real cheat on me?" i could hear his voice cracking and i could feel my hands tighting into fists wanting to hit her. sam said" she is a lair, she just wants you randy she is trying to make me into the bad guy i am your wife" i replied " who clearly cant keep her legs closed" sam walks over toward me and slap me and i was about to punch her until ted grabs me and randy grab her. i said" i have been taking care of the kids my self for the last four months randy i think i can do it for the next 18 years stay with her" i walk away and i realize i had a necklace on that he had give me with the words" friends forever always carrying my heart where ever you go" i rip it off my neck and walk back and hands it to him" i cant carry someone heart anymore if they dont care about mine"
a week later
john was coming to see me and i was so happy to see him. john said" how is my little mira and kendall" i giggle and replied" they are both ok they will be able to go home soon, randy is here with sam and alanna and liam" john look at me and said" what" i replied" yeah she slap me i almost punch her, ted stop me we had a dna test for liam, kendall and miracle, randy is the father of the twins like duh we all knew that but he is the not father of liam" john just sat down and said" wow" i replied" i know, all i wanted to do was hug him and tell him i am here, but he is the one that said we had to do a dna test for the twins he pick her again over listening to me, i am tired of being second chance so i basically give him the necklace back and i am going to go out with ted" john said" wow" i look at him and sigh softly and replied " what? you are saying wow so what is it?" john said" he loves you, he needs you now more then ever he just found out his wife cheated on him, his son liam is not his" i replied" damn it john tell him not me he is the one that has made this whole thing complicated he shouldnt have slept with me that night if he was still with the slut" i was mad and upset and john walk over and hug him and gentle rub my back and said" ok i am sorry i know this has been hard on you, it just i have seen him angelica this is killing him as much as it is you."
meanwhile randy and sam were at the hotel and little liam and alanna were a sleep and randy was not in the mood to talk. sam said" randy liam is four days old they could not really do a dna test on him and beside that nurse favor her, i bet you it was all a lie" randy look at her and replied" no it wasnt i had her nurse doing that then i had another nurse doing another test when you left, her kids are 100% mine" sam said" then why do they have john last name?" randy replied" because john was protecting angelica and the kids from you, god i am so stupid i choose you over her, she is a better mother to alanna and to her own kids then you ever are" sam look at him and said" i am the best mother to little alanna" randy replied" most of the time i call home where is she, at my parents house with my brother or at my sister house, she is never home with you, you are always out" sam said "whatever, i am going for a walk" she walk out of the door and slams the door. randy walks into the room and see the kids a sleep and flips up his phone and looks at miracle and kendall and smile softly. randy heard ted talking to john and evan about going out with angelica that pissed him off. but he knew that he could not be mad since this was his own fault.
meanwhile i was in my apartment getting ready for my date with ted. i decide on a midnight blue dress that went a little past my knees with blue flat shoes since i was still getting use to walking no way was i going to wear high heels. i put my hair in curly and put on very little make up i was not a make up person so a little blush and lip gloss was all i was going to wear. i walk out of my room into the main room and john see me and said" you look pretty" i replied " thanks" i walk toward the door and open it and see ted and he look really nice in a blue dress shirt with the first two buttons undone and black jeans. he look really hot and he hands me a single blue rose. ted kiss my cheek and said" hey beautiful" i blushed softly since i was not use to been called beautiful. john said" so what are you kids doing tonight?" i laugh softly and replied" john shut up we are going out to eat and i do not know" ted knew what john was doing and said" don't worry dad your girl is safe" i laugh softly and playfull roll my eyes and grab ted hand and we walk out of the apartment and head toward ted metallic midnight blue mustang rental. he opens the door for me and shut it when i get in. he start driving and we decide that we would go to Italian restaurant since we both wanted Italian food. we walk in and he pull the chair out for me and push it when i sat down and we order our drinks, i order raspberry sweet tea and he orders coke. ted said" i am really glad you decide to come out tonight" i replied "yeah me to" my thoughts i wish randy and i were ok, i miss my best friend the one that made my life make sense before. i snap back into reality when ted said" angelica what do you want to eat" i replied " spaghetti" the waiter took the order and left to go place it in. ted said " are you ok?" i replied" i am trying to be but have the person that your heart leaps out of your chest everytime he is near you and you try to move on it is hard" ted put his hand on top of mine and said" i am not like him i am not going to hurt you" i nod my head softly and did not say anything and the food came and we ate and during our eating my phone rings and i know it was alex calling me because of his ring tone. i slip it out of my pocket and said" hello" alex replied" sam and randy was in accident john is here with the kids, angelica i know what randy did and said was bad but randy and needs you" i said" is he ok? are the kids ok?" alex replied " they were not in the accident just sam and randy were but you know john needs you and randy kids needs you" i said " ok um ok i will be there soon" i hang up and ted looks at me and said" you have to go" i replied " ted, sam and randy was in a accident and john is scared, as much as i am hurt by things randy has done him and liam and alanna need someone there for them" ted nod his head and pays the bill and we left to the hospital.
the moment we walk into the hospital and i saw the guys in the waiting room and i see john near the kids. i walk over toward him and said" john" he look at me and replied" he left the kids with hunter because him and sam get into a fight and apparently she left and he went after her and they came to the club we were all at and she was drinking and flirting and you know randy" i nod my head and said" yeah go ahead" john replied " so they go out front and talk i go with him and melina comes out with sam" i roll my eyes and thought great melina cant stand her but not as much as sam right now. randy ask sam to get into the car that sam had brought since you know randy love his motorcycle anyways they left and then apparently they were in accident i was called since on randy phone i am his brother. i replied" is he ok" john said" i do not know" i sigh softly and said " i will take the kids to my apartment just called me when you hear anything ok" john nod his head and kiss my forehead. me and ted go to my apartment and i put alanna on the couch in the other room and i put liam in the living room with me and ted at the moment. ted said" i had fun i am sorry it was cut short." i replied" ted thanks for understanding why i had to leave or cut this date early." he nod his head and we sat on the couch but in the back of my mind please let randy be ok please let randy be ok, i know sam is evil but let her be ok to not for randy but for her kids thank you.