chapter 11
me and eve were talking and she was smiling since the twins were with me and still in their strollers. they were eight months but by the look of them they look younger and smaller then most eight month old babies. alanna was coloring in her coloring book since randy was getting ready for his match. then all of sudden we were yelling and i froze hopping it was not about liam. i had not told randy that brett most likely was the father and not wanting the kid. eve look at me and said" go i will watch them" i replied" really" she nod her head and i get up and walk over and see evan, christan and john cena and john morrison holding randy back and i see ted, alex riley, justin grabiel and daniel bryan holding by brett. i am 4"5 and most of these guys were two feet or more taller then me. i get in the middle of ten guys and said" EVERYONE SHUT THE HELL UP" everyone gets quiet where you could literally hear if it was not for the thousands of people in the arena a pen drop. everyone look down at me and no one saying a word. i said " ok now boys i am going to call you boys because you are acting little boys not like men so since we are going to do this, i am going to ask ted what is going on" ted replied "brett here open his big mouth and was takling about missing sam and randy over heard and randy found out that liam was not his but liam might be bretts and well you know brett said at the hospital he did not wnat kids" i froze was ted really throwing me under the bus. randy and everyone holding him back look at me and i felt a huge lump in my throat now i was scared. randy said" you knew?" i replied" no ok yeah kind of, the day i took alanna to her mom room i saw brett in there i thought at first it was because no one was there to see her and i do not know i thought he was there just to see her because of that then when he said they had been together, i put two and two together, after sam died i did not want say anything becasue come on randy you were dealing with your injures and alanna was dealing with lose her mom at such a young age, i thought at the moment i would not say anything, i was trying to protect everyone in this situation but it is hard, when you said you were giving liam up" i felt tears in my eyes and said" i was going to tell you then but then my mom calls and it was like i had to protect everyone again and stuff get push to the back burn but i would have told you i promise you that" i did not mean to throw my mom stuff out there but the moment i said it eight of the ten guys were just looking at me and only two of the eight knew what happen. evan pulls away from randy and walk over and hugs me and said" i see where she is come from if you guys want to be mad at her you can but i wont" i smile softly thankful that i had one person and hopping i did not lose anyone that i just get back into my life. ted let go of his brother and said" i have been watching your back for the longest time i am not doing it anymore, angelica did not say anything because she was protecting you and randy but you know what you get yourself into this mess you get yourself out." ted walk over and hugs me and kiss my cheek and said" i am always here priceless princess" i giggle softly and replied" thanks teddy bear". john cena was the next one to hug me and said" we have to talk about the mom thing i want to know what is going on" i nod my head softly and then john morrison hugs me and him and john walk off to go talk about a match. which left daniel, brett, justin, christian and randy. christian said" i have to go find wade and jack and dolph, angelica are you going to be ok to handle this" i nod my head and replied" go good luck" christian smiles and walks off and that left me alone with four guys and one of four i care alot about. i look at randy and i walk closer to him and put my hands on his shoulders and said" randy please see where i was coming from, i just thought i was doing the right thing and" he look at me and replied" i have to go my match is next" he walks away and felt sadness wash over my body like a wave crash upon a shore. daniel and justin walk away something about a house show and they were teaming up. brett was the last one and he look at me and said" you did not tell me he put it up" i throw my head back at him and replied" he did it a few days after me and ted told you about the kid you said you did not want it, it is ok if u want to mess up your relationship with people but i am going to make this loud and clear do not screw with me brett i am the last person at this moment in time you want to screw with that is not the threat brett it is a promise" i walk away and i walk back over toward eve and she look at me and said" what was all the noise about" i replied" nothing i handle it" eve look at me and said" you look upset are you ok" i nod my head and replied" i am fine" when randy match was over i knew what he was going to do which was shower and then we would all leave at least that is what i was hopping for that we would all leave. eve watch the kids for me while i walk into randy room and i walk in and closed and lock the door behind me. randy turns around and see me and said" what are u doing" i replied" i do not want you mad at me randy, please say your not" randy said" i can't do that you never lied to me and then tonight from brett i had to hear from ted little brother that he slept with my wife and the little boy i grow to love so much and found out was not mine is actually his and the one person i trusted never told me" i walk over and said" baby i did not lie i just did not tell you at the time, come on sam just died, alanna was lock in a bathroom, the twins were still in the hospital and me and you just get back toward talking and being near each other with me not wanting to kill you like the past few times we were face to face, maybe i did not tell you because i knew how much you cared about that little boy" i sigh softly and said" randy please i can't lose my best friend again" randy replied" you wont i mean you still get alex, ted, both johns and evan and christian" i look at him and siad" they are friends they are not my best friend, my best friend, my soul mate, my partner in crime and the other half of me that is all you" randy look at me and just unlock the door and walk out and i felt like following him but my legs would not let me as they felt like jello and i just collasped to my knees and let the tears fall. then i get up when i saw both john match was over. since john cena said we need to talk about my mom thing. i get up and walk toward eve and she look at me. i just get the twins since randy get alanna. i go toward john locker room and just sit on the couch. john walks in and see me and said" i know i said i wanted to talk i did not mean right after my match through" i replied" randy is pissed at me and he left, i do not have alot of people john and i just get him back in my life and i keep one little thing from him and it ruins everything" john sat down and see kendall a sleep and miracle a sleep and look at me. i said" my mom made my life horrible to the point where i try to kill my self six times, three times i was sent to a hospital for 72 hour watch that was hell, one time my best friend since ninth grade walks in and finds me and give me this stuff to help you puke and stayed with me all night and all day, the other two times well nothing happen just some cuts, so i graduate high school and came to missouri and went to college and did the wrestling thing, she never once was proud of me, never once saying good job never once told me i could be and do anything i wanted to do, i never had her support so when i had the twins my dad thought me and my mom could talk work on things, you know i am mother she is a mother, but no she just start crap and i am thankful ted was there john or she would not have stop beating me" john hugs me softly and said" she is not going to do anything anymore me and the guys and eve will make sure of that" i smile softly and said" eww you smelly go shower" he laugh and nod his head and replied" yes mama" i giggle softly and push him toward the showers.
after john took a shower he drove me and the twins back to the hotel where i decide i was just going to let randy cool off and i will just bunk with my boys john and twins slept through the night so i did not have worry about them waking up anyone. evan said" can you believe the miz and r-truth wanting to fight me and kofi for the titles" i giggle softly and replied" i wonder what their team name is" john replied" the mizfits, get it miz and r-truth miz fits because all they do is complain" i laugh softly and said" i like airboom better" the boys nod their heads and they went to sleep but for some reason i was not all that slept. i wrote a note saying
"i am going to the pool if the twins woke up just text me sign angel"
i knew the guys would think i was crazy but they had a indoor pool and i need something to take all my tense and stress away and i knew that would be me swimming and sitting in the hot tub. i put the towel on a chair and i put the room key and cell phone on top of it so no one would see it and take it. i walk over and press the button for the jets for the hot tub and step into it and sat down and closed my eyes. i felt all the worries and tense feeling i had just wash away. i knew i had hurt randy and i did not mean to i hope he could forgive me since i did not want to be alone my birthday of course i had my kids but i need their father. i hated need a man. i hated the feeling that i need someone that hurt me worse then anything thinking i was never good enough to be alone that i had to have someone. then i heard a voice asking" mind if we join you" i open my eyes and see alex and ted. i said" if you guys want to" i just sat there and alex and ted step in and ted said" randy is rooming with cody something about he acts like a kid that he would be good with alanna, so what happen" i replied" he said i lied to him and i never lie to him, i did not lie i just i thought i was protecting him" alex said" angel he is a big boy he could take care of himself you do not always have to protect someone" i look at ted and ted laughs and look at alex. ted said" alex she is always been like this there is no point into talking her out of it, she has been here through almost all every problem me, john, and randy have with our wives or cody and christian with their girlfriends or whatever she has always been like this." alex said" ok but randy is a big boy do not worry about him beside he would be stupid to let you get away again." i replied" thanks a-ry i need that" he smile and just sat there and closed his eyes and ted hug me and said" it will be ok i mean if he makes you sad until your birthday i will beat him up on your birthday" i giggle softly and said" no you wont ted this is something i have to handle for my children" alex said" how about ted dont beat him up but i do" i look at him and said" no" alex replied" please" i said" no alex ok" he just nod his head. then i heard a voice and everytime i hear this i swear i can hear a wolf howl at the moon and dogs barking and babies crying. i know a little dramatic but still in my head that is what i hear. my mother said" wow you go from one guy to two aint you a busy girl" i could felt ted grip around my waist get a little tight. alex's eyes just shot open and said "Excuse me" i replied" alex meet the devil oops i mean my mother, mom this is my friend alex and ted oh wait you already know ted" my mother said" how were your kids" the past tense talk was a little annoying. ted said" were? do you mean how are they? they are a live" i smile thankful ted could talk because at this point the whole thoughts in my head were hurt mother dearest any where possible that will not get you arrest. alex said" they are cute kids" my mother replied" where are they at" i said" with their god fathers john and evan" my mother replied" where is randy" i did not say anything since i did not know what to say and then i heard a voice that sounded like angels talking. the husky voice said" right here i um had to drop alanna off with a friend of mine before i could come down here and ted and alex just came to keep her company, right guys?" the boys nod their head but ted grip around my waist was still tight. my mother replied" wow three guys you are a busy girl, no wonder why i called you a mistake when you were little one of these days all your friends wil realize that to." i did not care that ted had his grip on me. i get out of the hot tub and get in her face and said" excuse you, i am not your tragic anymore, you had me i had problems because of you, i am not the girl you can use anymore to have people feeling sorry for you" my mother laughs and replied" you know i never wanted you, i just had you thinking it would keep your father around boy i was wrong he left me when you were about four years old he said he could not handle the crying and the hospital stuff anymore, but you are close to him hell he does not even want you". i could not see straight anymore i was so angry and push her as hard as i could and she fall in the pool. i said" STAY OUT OF MY LIFE" randy pulls me back from the edge since he knew i could swim just not that great especial in the deep end and turns me around and rub my back and said" shh baby girl it is ok shh" i look up at him and said" we ok?" randy nod his head and replied" yes i am sorry i get mad" we head back up to the rooms after i grab my stuff.
a week later my birthday
me and eve were hanging out at the mall and she would sign autographs but most of the time we were left alone. eve said" whatever you pick i will buy for you" i replied" eve" she said" no it is your birthday and i am the only girl you hang out with beside all of the boys so i am doing this" i nod my head and replied" thank you" we see my favorite store ok not really but i like some of the shirts and i figure if we were going to shop we need to start here. it was called wet seal. we buy tons of shirts and some boots. then we went into a store called forever 21. eve get a message on her phone and told me to go on with her since it was not really a big store and she would be there in a moment. i nod my head and just walk into the store thinking nothing of it. i just thought it was weird i had not heard from randy or the boys today and we had left the twins with hunter and Stephanie. then my ringtone for randy plays "wait for me" by theory of a deadman (i freaken love this song). i get a smile on my face and pull the message up
"hey angel i did not forget it is your birthday, i was sleeping you know since alanna had a little bug the other day and i was just sleeping and i just wanted to tell you i love you and happy birthday and i will see you later- your rko for ever. "
i smile since i was glad i had randy back in my life being without him would have killed me. eve walks over toward me and said" i get a message from your boytoy we can't go back to the hotel until later" i replied" ok well we can try on clothes and be girls" she smile and hugs me and we start picking clothes to try on and stuff.
we head to the food court since we were hungry after trying on all the clothes and buying alot we decide to get something to eat. where i see ted, cody, and alex all in hoodies and sunglasses. eve was looking at me and look who i was looking and she laugh and said" is that who i think they are" i nod my head and we walk over and replied" can we have your autograph". eve tries not to laugh and alex was the first one to look at me and said" how did" i replied" easy you three were looking down and i could tell by the back of the cell phone holders" ted said" happy birthday" i smile and replied" thanks" alex and cody said " happy brithday" i replied" thanks" ted hands me what his present was and i open it. it was a stuff white tiger from bear a build wearing a blue hoodie and shorts. he smile softly and said" there is another present in the box house thing it came in" i smile and it was a jewerly box and it was tiffany box and i open it and saw a letter "a" round pendant. i smile and hug him and said" thank you" alex hands me a card and it was a $150 gift card for i-tunes. cody hands me a box and i open it and it was a charm bracelet that he had already get charms on for me. first charm was a heart lock with a key and other charms were angel wings, snow flake and others. i smile and hug him and said" thanks cody and guys my birthday has been a good one so far." i was wondering if randy was up to something but i did not want to ruin the surprise if there was surprise. eve and i ate lunch which was chick fila and after we were done eve told me that john text her and wanted me out side. i walk out side and see john lean against a mustang with a huge stupid girn on his face. i said" john what did you do" john replied" you know how you always wanted a mustang" i said " yeah but i could not drive because i do not have a linscene and then me and randy were in the accident and i could not really use my legs so then i give up the dream why" john said" well this mustang behind me is yours" i look at him like he was crazy and said" what" john replied" i get you this for your birthday ok me and your dad get this for your birthday" i was surprise shock and run and hug john and said" really" john replied" yeah me, your dad and john morrison and christian chip in"i was happy for the first time in a while and i mean life was going good for me and i was happy that it was going so well. eve comes out with all out stuff and said" what did you get her Johnny boy." john replied" the mustang" eve looks at the car and said" really you guys wow" john replied" not just me alex and christian and her dad chip in and we buy the car for her if she is not on the road she will need a car" eve puts our stuff in the back. john said" evan said he has your present but you get it later and i am not telling you what is it and randy has a surprise and i am not telling you what it is"
later that night
me and eve were getting ready. i was wondering what my surprise was from evan and randy. i was in loose legged blue jeans and dress loose strapless sleeve shirt. i heard a knock on the door and open it and see evan and my mouth drop. he has mickie james, ashley, and maria and my friends from my home town whitney, jessica and my friend john deere with him. i hug him and said" evan thank you" evan laugh and replied" i figure you need your friends to have a party". now i was super happy now i just need to know randy surprise. john hugs me and said" hello dear i have miss you so much" i replied" i have miss you to" me and john have a weird friendship but he was a good guy. john left with evan so me and the girls could finish getting ready. whitney said" why did evan invite john deere what the heck" i sigh softly forgetting one thing whitney does not like john deere. i said" because evan invite for me, john my friend" after we get ready we leave and go to a club that hunter had rented out for me for my birthday. i saw everyone and then i saw my dad and my step mom and my step siblings and my nireces and nephews and evan with a huge smile on his face. i see everyone but for the one person i have only heard from once today and sigh. me and everyone had fun but i was missing randy. then the lights go off which kind of freak me out let just say i watch to many scary movies. then i heard the husky voice and one light on him and i see him and smile softly. he look good in dark blue silk shirt with the first two buttons undone. randy said" i want to wish my girl a happy birthday and i wanted to do this all romantic light so i need her to follow me." i giggle softly as everyone was clapping and cheering and he had not done anything yet. so me and him go outside and it is snowing. he smile and said" six months me and you not talking and if we were talking we were fighting i told you once before that accident made me realize that i have a good thing with you and i should not let you go, you are the best thing in my life beside our kids and that include little alanna and these past six months have been greatest of my life, i love wake up and having you sleep next me, i love how goofy you are with the kids, i love how you let me in after all the crap that i put you through, i love that you give me another chance for us, i love how your arms feel like home to me, i want that home feeling for the rest of my life, i want us to grow old together, i want to be able to know that for the rest of my life you are going to be my wife, so will you do me the honor and be mrs. orton?"
author note i know the guys get her big gifts that cost alot of money but john saying on raw he knows alot about cars lol so i thought it was good just to let him give her a car. plus the next chapter i will post a link to the ring.