chapter 12

the moment he open the velvet box and i saw the blue diamond ring. i smile and softly nod my head and replied" yes i will marry you" he slip the ring on my finger and pick me up and spin me around and i laugh and smile and kiss him softly and slowly. he just held me in his arms as we stood there and watching the snow fall on the ground. i saw a grayish green lexus coming toward us and i knew who was behind the wheel. i felt really scared knowing this person was a bad drive even with the dryiest road and it was ice and snow on the ground and it made her even more dangerous. i said" baby lets go back in side please" he look at me and replied" it is so nice out here baby" i said" please?" i was scared not just for my self but for randy. he nod his head and he lets me go in front of him and we had been across the street from the club so i walk across and then randy walks and then i heard a thump and then a car driving off as fast as they could. i did not want to turn around to afraid i already know what i was going to see but i turn around and see randy. i run inside and said" someone call 911 now" i yelled and run back out side and sat down there crying and said" baby please be ok god please be ok" i heard a few people behind me and then i felt john arms around me lifting me up saying" what happen." i replied" my mother hit him with her car she was going to hit me but he told me to go in front of him back to where everyone is and i turn around and he was on the ground" john said" the ambulance and police are coming" i nod my head and the ambulance came and police did as well and i told them everything and then i went up to the hospital.

the moment we get to the hospital they took him and i just sat down in the waiting room and everytime the double glass doors open and closed every time it did i jump. it was everyone coming from the club to the hospital. i called hunter and told him that we would be a little late that randy had been hit by a car. three hours later the doctor comes out saying that randy leg rebroken and he had a broken shoulder and he had hit his head pretty hard. everyone decide to go back to the hotel and i stayed at the hospital.

i did not go to his room first i walk to the church and get down on my knees and said" well i am not really good at this god i know it must suck being you i mean everyone asking for something and they are not doing anything in return but please i can't lose him, i will do anything i will give him my last breathe, i will give him anything just please do not take him away not because just of me but little alanna, kendall and miracle" i get up slowly as i walk to randy room.

the next morning when randy woke up he look at me and the look hurt me so bad because it was a like of not knowing who i was. i said" randy" randy smile and hug me softly and replied" oh baby you are ok thank goodness" i wanted to say something but i decide not to and just hug him and be thankful he was ok.

when randy get to go home three days later his leg was not broken but it was pretty damaged. i get randy comfortable on that couch and get everything settle and this was going to be first year randy had not gone over to see the soilders and he was not happy about that. so i let alanna go to her room and play and i put the twins in the bouncers to get them sleepy so they could sleep so i could do other things. randy notice i was doing alot of things and finally reach out with his good arm since his other shoulder had to be pop into place and said" baby calm down i am fine, the kids are fine just relax" i decide to get miracle out of her bouncer and i set her down and i knew she could crawl so i decide to let her crawl and then she pull her self up and she start walking. randy just watch her and i turn around and i start watching this and it brought tears to my eyes. this was a very special moment our daughter was taking her first steps. i decide to take a picture and put dec 19 miracle taking her first steps. i look over at kendall and he was just look at his daddy with his head laying on his bouncer. i giggle softly and said" i think our son is entertained by you" he look at me a little confused and i point and he smile and said" aww our sweet kids and we are so lucky" i nod my head hopping that cops would catch my mother but they told me that they have not even found her car yet. i thought it is a ugly color why isn't easy to find it should be easy."

christmas eve day

john and everyone gets back from iraq and were stopping to see randy. miracle now was almost always walking and she did crawl but she was more into walking. kendall on the other hand was more into crawling and standing and that was it. john cena was playful chasing miracle and picks her up and said" hey cutie where you think you are going" she smiles and giggles and i smile softly. we all ate dinner and then most of them start leaving to go to see their families. after i get the kids a sleep i walk downstairs and me and randy count down to midnight since we decide we were going to open our presents now and let the kids have their time in the morning. i get randy engrave dog tags kind of like john but each one said a name like miracle then her middle name and last and birthday with her birth stone and the other three had the same thing. then the last one i had made when randy was in the hospital and it said " with all my heart yours forever and ever and always together no one can seperate us until die do us part" randy kiss me softly and replied" exactly baby forever and always my love and my baby you will be" he hands me a box and said" i have one more present but my brother is bring it in the morning" i smile softly and open the first box and it was a charm bracelet with each kid names on it and the next present is a locker with one picture of me and randy, one of miracle, one of kendall and one of alanna and one space was empty. the back of the necklace said" always care people you love with you" i smile softly and hug him tightly and kiss him softly. we just laid on the couch and fall fall a sleep. the next morning the kids woke up and i get the twins and we open presents and i put stuff away. then i hear a knock on the door and open it and see nathan and said" hey nathan" he walks in and he has two surprise and they both were puppies. one was a husky and randy told me that one was mine and the other one was a chocolate lab which was the kids. i smile and said" aww thank you baby" i smile and walk over and hug him. i have always wanted a husky since i love husky ok i love the wolve looking dogs. i decide to name him shadow and i look at alanna and said" what do you want to name the puppy" she smile and replied" cocoa" i nod my head and decide when it was nice and not dangerous to drive that i would get the dog tags for the dogs. i put both of them in the back yard and nathan and randy played video games. i put the twins down for their nap and i put in a movie for alanna.

a week later randy was in the gym walking with his leg and most of the time he was in pain alot but he wanted to get back to wrestling soon rather then later. the kids were at randy's mom since i had some run around to do and i did not want them to be around me in case i run into the devil knowing as my mother.

i went to wal-mart and grab some stuff and paid for it and as i was walking out i see her and i froze and i blink and she was gone. i just figure i was crazy and randy text me saying that he was done and need a ride home. i had been thinking alot lately that me and him have not been together but that one time. heck every time i look at him lately i feel like i want to jump him. so i decide that i was going to wear the lingerie i buy when i was at the mall with eve a while back. after i pick him up i told him that tonight we were kid free and i wanted us to spend some time together and he look at me and i smirk softly. he look confused and i said" like that night we were together" he smile and replied" oh i think i could be up for some tender loving" i giggle softly and said" oh really" he smile and replied" yes baby" the moment we get into the house we start kissing and he pins me against the wall and kiss my neck and we went upstairs and we made love. he gentle laid his head on my chest and i rub his back. i was in a room laying in the bed with the man i love and i felt life was prefect at this moment. randy said" baby" i replied" hmm" randy said" i love you" i smile and kiss him and replied" i love you to"

a month later

i had been feeling sick lately and the twins were nine months old and it just seem like kendall did not want to walk but i was not going to pressure him. my mother pressure me into thing and i figure when he is ready he will walk and miracle was walking. randy was back on the road i thought it would be better to rest up and heal up but no he figure he need to be back on the road that his shoulder was fine. i did not have the energy or the strength in me to fight him when he was set in his suborn ways. ashley, maria and mickie james were at my house and ashely was the first and only one i think that notice something was wrong. she followed me upstairs after i was putting the twins down for their nap and i walk out of their room and she stop me and said" angelica are you pregnant" i replied " no i am not pregnant i have just been having a stomach flu you know alanna goes to day care and kids go there sick and health and she must have brought something home and the twins caught it from her and i caught it from one of them" i sigh softly as we walk back downstairs were the girls were since we were talking about my wedding i told them that i wanted something small just my friends and family and randy friends and family nothing big. they were going to be my braid maids and my friends jessica and whitney were going to be maid of honors. ashley pulls me to the bathroom and said" here" she hands me a test and said" take it" i replied" are you just carrying these things around" she look at me and said" just take it" i replied "ok" she walks out of the bathroom and i took the test. five minutes and i saw eight letters and froze. it said positive.

author note

i know it is short sry um tell me what guys would like to see.