chapter 16
december 16
i am turning 24 today and i decide we could just do a little birthday party since i was still not safe or felt safe with my mother still out there. randy told me that my birthday present was me and the whole family going to walt dinsey world since i want once but i could not remember anything about it and he wanted us all to have fun. it was one of my birthday presents from him and it was also one of the christmas presents for the kids. i wanted to wait until andrie was a little older but i still like the idea so i decide we should go and then we can go again later on when andrie gets a little older. we let randy's brother and sister and mom and dad come with us and my dad and my step mom and my niece bailey and my nephews brody and brayden and their mom and my step brother and my niece's mom becca. we decide to stay at a beach house we decide all the boys meaning brayden, julian and kendall were going to be in one room. we decide that miracle and brodie were going to share a room. then we decide alanna and bailey were going to be share a room. then me and randy and andrie in one room. my step brother danny and his wife lyndise in another room and my dad and step mom in another room and becca in the living room. randy said "baby i prospal to you a year ago i love you, i love our kids i want to get married can we please get married" i sigh softly and kiss him softly and replied" yes baby i know you do and i do to, i love you more then anything in this world but i just want it to be prefect i do not want my mother to ruin this" he hugs me and said" baby it is already prefect i am marrying you and living my life and starting my life with you" i smile and kiss him softly and replied" you are the sweetest man i have ever meet" randy said" we should go to bed since we are taking the kids to sea world tomorrow" i nod my head and replied "ok" i feed andrie her bottle and then get her to go to sleep and then me and randy went to sleep.
the next morning we woke up and start eating breakfast. we had not told the kids what we were doing yet. me and my step sister becca get the kids ready while everyone else was getting ready and i was happy. alanna walks over to me and said" mommy tell kendall he has to put on his shoes he keeps telling me no" i giggle softly and replied" sweetie he does not have to put on his shoes right now i will put them on when we get to where we are going ok" she nod her head and hands me kendall shoes. becca look at me and said" she just call you mommy" i nod my head and replied" i know i am ok with that we told her after sam died that she could cal me whatever she was comfortable calling me" then i heard a husky voice said" honey where are kendall shoes" i giggle and replied" downstairs with me and bring him down here i do not like him up there by himself but i can't move you know how miracle gets sometimes when she is shy" randy said "ok i will get him" randy comes down with kendall over his shoulder and said" have u seen kendall" kendall giggles and i laugh and replied"no i haven't i guess he does not want to leave" kendall look at me and said" i want to go bye bye" i smile and replied "there he is" randy smile and hands kendall to me and i put his shoes on. randy decide to take the kids out and put them in the car as we were waiting for everyone else. we decide randy would drive and i would sit in the seat beside him. we had julian, alanna, and andrie sat in the middle row and the twins are in the back. the next car is my dad and my step mom and my step sisters lydnise and becca and danny in the middle row and brayden and brodie in the back row. alanna said" where are we going" julian replied" yeah where" i giggle softly knowing that they would find out soon and said" you will find out soon" so we head to the sea world place and all the kids get excited ok the older ones that know where we are get excited and the young ones like brodie and the twins an andrie have no clue where we are. we get the stroller out and our had three so for the baby andrie who was in the back one then miracle and then kendall. my stepsister lydnise had brodie in the back one and brayden in the front one and bailey and Julian and alanna walk. we saw all the animals and then we went to the dophlin show and then the whale show. when kendall love both but miracle was not really that sure about any of it and either was brodie. after we were done at sea world we decide to head back to the house and let the little kids that need naps to get naps because well they would get fussy and we did not want to have to deal with that. so i figure while the kids were napping like andrie, miracle, kendall and brodie. i decide that we should take bailey, brayden, julian, and alanna to the beach. plus becca, danny and lyndise want to go to the beach and me and randy want to go. so my dad decide that him and my step mom who had back issues were just going to stay and watch the kids that were taking naps.
we all walk to the beach since the house was right next to the beach. we stay for like two hours until bailey was getting fussy and whining about being hot. it was nearly six o'clock and lydnise ask randy if we could go out the four of us because she wanted to get to know her future brother in law a little bit better. i thought it is a good idea but we have to ask my dad and them to watch the kids. so we go back to the house and take showers and get dressed into clothes to go out. i decide while randy was putting a movie in for the four kids that were six, five, three and three. i walk downstairs and ask my dad if he could watch the kids and my dad and my step mom and my step sister becca did not have a problem with that.
so me, lydnise, danny and randy head out to randy car and went to a sea food place. lydnise said" so randy how long have you two known each other" randy replied" almost six years" lydnise said" how long have you guys been together" randy said" almost two years i prospal to her last year on her birthday" we drove to the place that we were eating at and get out. randy held my hand and we walk into the place and we get a table by the window and girls were on one side and boys sat on the other side. i order a sweet tea, lydnise order a mountain dew, randy gets water and my step brother gets a beer. we look at the menu to find out what we were going to order for dinner. i decide on some popcorn shrimp and pasta. lydnise gets grill shrimp and pasta. randy gets lobster and danny get lobster. we sat there and talks for a while and food comes and we ate. after we ate we decide just go walk on the beach as the sun was going down. randy and i walk on the beach and he wrap his arm around my waist and kiss the side of my head and said "baby you seem so much more relax here i love it" i smile and kiss him softly as we just walk. randy said" i have a idea since you did not want to party when it was your birthday because of you mom, how about we party here, like a new years/ birthday party" i smile and replied" that seem like a cool idea" i kiss him softly and he kiss me softly. then i heard my step brother looking for us and said"come on lets go and tell them what the plan is then i will tell my dad" randy nod his head and replied" ok" we head back to the hummer. danny and lydnise both like the idea of us doing a new year/ birthday kind of party. we get back to the house and it was still early so i thought it would be nice to take the kids to get some ice cream. lydnise wanted to come and so did becca so i decide to make it a girl and kid thing. i get the kids shoes on that were coming and see kendall walk over to his dad and tries to climb on the couch and said" dada" i giggle softly and replied" he is dada boy" randy smile and look down and siad" hey buddy do you want ice cream" kendall nod his head and he looks at his daddy. i said" i think he wants u to cmoe with us" randy smile and replied "ok ok" he put his shoes back on and picks up kendall and we head toward the ice cream place. when we get to the ice cream place julian gets snicker ice cream, bailey gets chocolate, becca gets rocky road, lydnise gets strawberry which she was going to share with brayden and brodie. i get strawberry cheese cake ice cream. alanna gets bubble gum which she offer to share with miracle. randy gets orange and he shares with kendall. we ate ice cream and then we walk back to the house but during the walk kendall, miracle, and brodie all fall a sleep. so we get home and put kids to bed and lydnise and brayden go to bed. i just sit down on the couch with becca since bailey and alanna went to the game/ play room this house had. becca said" so when are you getting married, i mean a boy that sexy is not going to wait forever" i look at her like i wanted to smack even through i knew she was most likely right. i replied" i know that becca but i can't with her out there i do not want her to find out and ruin it, but coming to the church and waiting until we leave and shot us or something, i do not want to have to worry about her, i want to focus on the wedding not her and her pyshconess ruin it"
over the next four days we did everything from walt dinsey world every single part of it which took two days and we went to other parks as well. new year day was here and we told my dad the plan and he did not mind staying back with the kids because he was tired from all the running around that we have done over the past few days and my step mom did not want to go because her back issues. so we go out and go dancing and having fun and i did not want to drink but lydnise was 21 and she wanted to, and everyone else wanted to drink as well. so i decide i was going to be the driver. i get necklace from lydnise and then i get a gift card from danny. randy said" honey i have your presents they are just at home i mean your dad house i will give them to u when we get back" i nod my head and replied" ok" the rest of the night we party at midnight we kiss each other softly and head back to the house and we see everyone was a sleep.
three months later in march
it has been five months they still had not caught my mother or my sister and i finally realize i could not put my life on hold anymore because of and the girls went dressing shopping and found all of the prefect dresses. my dress was a light blue color wedding dress that was strapless and sleeveless. the bride maids and maid of honors were the same color and style. miracle and alanna dress were light blue Cinderella looking kind of dress. so i decide we were going to get married and so the guys decide to throw a bachelor party for randy and he told me that he did not want to go. the kids were staying at his parents house. randy walks into the kitchen and said" baby i do not want to go to bachelor party, you know why i will have to make sure john does not cheat or drink to much and that is not fun for me" i giggle and wrap my arms around him and kiss him softly and deeply and slowly pull away and replied" think about it like this we will get married in two days just go out have fun with the guys and i will have fun with the girls and we will see each other soon and it will be me in my wedding dress and walking down the alter to you" he smile and kiss me and said "ok i will go" i replied" good just remember i love you and i can't wait to walk down that alter to you" he smile and kiss me softly and we heard a knock at the door and i knew who it was and we walk toward the door and i see jeff,alex riley, john cena and morrison, christian, ted, cody and evan and marc who is john cousin and john brothers and nathan randy little brother. marc see me and hugs me and said" first congrates and can we steal your future husband away" i giggle softly and hug him and replied" sure marc i did not know you swing that way through" everyone brusted out laugh and marc just look at me and hug me and they left and randy give me one last kiss and leave.
two hours later the girls come which is beth randy sister, liz john wife, ashley, jessica, maria, mickie james, eve, becca, lydnise and i found out whitney was not there because she had to work and no one knew what she did for work. i had no clue what we were going to do tonight and i was partly excited and partly scared.i trusted my girls and i hope they were not getting me a stripper or a male dancer or whatever you call it. i would just feel weird about it. i knew the guys most likely were going to have strippers but i had faith in randy that he would not do anything to hurt me and i knew i would find out if anything happen from of the guys, because they were bad about keeping secrets especial ones from me.
meanwhile randy and the boys were at a club and drinking and having a good time. randy said" guys this is good no strippers please, i do not need them i do not want them i just want a night out with the boys" the guys nod their heads but they were not really listening since they just saw the girls that ask to come to spicy up the party just a little bit. john matthews notice who two of the girls were and froze and grab john cena and said" no we have to get randy out of here" john cena replied" why, come on he is getting married he should have some fun" john matthews said" no the tall red hair that is angelica sister trust me i have seen the girl on several ocassions i know what the girl look like and the other girl i am saying no to is whitney" john cena replied" ok" before he could say anything my sister was all over randy and whitney was kind of blocking everyone from getting to randy. john matthews calls the police on angelica sister but the club they were at was almost out in the middle of no where so it would take a while to get there. angelica sister took randy to the back where they end up sleeping together. whitney hated doing this she did not get along with my sister yet she was helping my sister and the only reason why was to get money to seperate from her husband so that her and her boyfriend could get married. meanwhile me and the girls were watching sappy movies since they knew i was not really into the whole bar scene and i was not really into the whole male stripper thing even through it would be fun it was still making me feel weird. so after a few movies me and the girls just talk about everything and anything really. then one by one we all start going to sleep since the next morning and day was rehearsal dinner and stuff and then the next day after that me and randy were getting married. i was excited and a little nervous and worried that my mom and sister and step dad would ruin this but at the same time excited because i would be starting a new chapter in my life being a wife to randy. i go to my room and just lay in the bed looking up at the ceiling and just had a happy freak out kicking the blankets and just being all gitty and happy.
five hours later i woke up from the phone ring and groan softly it was not a good time to go to bed at 3 a.m so who ever was calling better have a good reason if not i was going to be very unhappy and they were going to get a snap out of me. i reach over and pick up the phone and said" whoever this is, it better be good" whitney's voice on the other end said" hey look it is me, me and my friend from work went to a party and anyways she left me here and i have to go get my car i was wondering could you come get me" i replied" whitney really it is 8 in the morning, i have to do other things to do beside coming all the way where ever you are and then drive all the way back pick up five kids bring them home get them dress get my self dress and go to the church and do all of this stuff i need four more hours of sleep maybe two more at most so can you please find someone else" whitney said" your sister screwed randy last night" i replied" shut up whitney that is not fun and i am not coming just because you said that kind of stuff" i hang up and just lay there and a few mitunes later i was back to sleep dream world. but thanks to what whitney just told me it was not good dreams but bad dreams of randy and my sister sleeping together and i literally a few seconds after ward jump out of bed. i jump in the shower and just stayed there for a while. whitney would not lie to me would she and why would she lie to me so close to my wedding if this was a lie. i thought to my self as i was washing my hair and body and put a smile on my face in a few hours i would be seeing randy. i pick out a pair of white khaki and and a purple loose shirt that was ruffle in the middle of it toward the end of it. i head downstairs and see jessica, liz and most of the girls up but for ashley. jessica look at me and said" someone looks nice are you excited about today?" i replied" yes but more about tomorrow i am going to be mrs. orton i liek that" the girls just left as we left the house which took three cars. me and jessica, liz and beth randy sister in my car. then mickie james, ashley and maria in mickie james car.
meanwhile randy froze when he saw who was in the bed by him and just get up and get dressed. the guys were up and they all did not say anything. ted wanted to say something but not to randy but to angelica about what happen. (i just realize my oc name john has the same name has josh on smackdown i just thuoght it and type it and now just realize it lol)john matthew lock the door from the outside and there was no windows so it was not like angelica sister was going to come out. john matthews said" police will get her and then her mom and then angelica will not have to worry about anyone ruining her wedding day" john cena replied" no one tells angelica what happen no one gets it" all the guys nod their head and randy just sat down and run his hands over his face and said" no i can't stop my wedding life marry life with angelica with a lie i am going to tell her" john cena look at him and said" what are you crazy? you tell her she get pissed at you and wedding is off and relationship is off just keep it to yourself if anyone else tells her we will tell her what happen but she is about to be arrest and no one is going to tell her" a female voice comes from behind them and replied" wrong i told her she need to know" all the guys turn around and see whitney and john matthew was really pissed and said" you bitch, you hurt her all the time, you slept with more guys she has like then anything i do not know why she is even friends with you" whitney said" we all know why you are friends with her because you pity her" john matthew said" that is not true she need someone to talk to when her family was really horrible to her and that was me and i try to help her at the time the best way i could and the only way i could help her half or most of the time was being there so she could talk to someone and let it out before she harm her self" whitney said" at least i tell her the truth unlike you guys" randy replied" you know i wonder how she is going to feel when you knew that her sister was coming and that you help her sister after what her sister and her mother and her step father did to her that you help her sister" the guys just left all but marc and john matthews to make sure the police get angelica sister. the police call angelica phone.
meanwhile i was with the girls since we had to be at the church soon i was finishing up a few things and my phone rings and i press talk and said" hello" the police replied" is this angelica carrilion" i said" yes this is she who is this" the police replied" we are the police ma'ma we have your sister in custody now we are still looking for your mother" i smile and sigh in a little relief they have my sister at least they have one of the three people. i said" thank you" the police replied" don't thank us ma'ma we were just doing our jobs but a mr. matthews and mr. cena" i froze john matthews and marc found my sister what, how that made no sense to me and i realy did not want to know right now. i said "thank you" i hang up and told the girls and we finish getting ready.
the rest of the day me and the girls were getting stuff ready and then we went to go pick up the kids and head to the church and the kids were happy to see their daddy so alanna and the twins run and julian was still not sure what to call randy or how to act with randy. so he help me with andrie and he push her in her stroller into the church and then me and the girls follow them in to the building. i was happy because in 24 hours or less i would be marrying randy orton. i walk over when i see randy pick up andrie and said" hey baby girl daddy miss you, next time mommy wants me to go somewhere i am going to say no, i miss my girls way to much and my boy" i giggle and walk over and kiss his cheek softly and replied" we miss you to but you need to have some fun" randy replied" i have fun with you and the kids, i have fun on the road with them and i like being home with you" i smile as i just sat there and kendall was whimp he did not like wearing shoes and it was just a phrase that he was going through. miracle see john cena and i swear being two or almost two or not i think she has a crush on him. she see him and said" johny" i giggle softly because he turn around and smile and replied" miray" miracle walks to him and john picks her up and playful dances around like a fool with her. alanna see ted and basically they do the same thing. then we do all the rehearsal stuff and then we get ready to eat which was pizza since we all decide on that. i get up to go to the bathroom and when i come out i crash into ted and said" oh sorry ted i was not looking where i was going" ted replied" he slept with your sister please do not marry him" i sigh softly and said" ted i care about you like a brother ok i told you my heart belongs to randy, you and whitney are not going to ruin this for me if you guys were really my friends you would stop lying" i walk and left ted alone in
the hallway.
later that night me and jessica rode in my car with julian, alanna and andrie in the middle and the twins in the said "when are you going to drive your mustang" i replied" i do not know i have five kids and i have to drive them around i will use it when i have one kid with me maybe two but right now i can't and i drive this" jessica said" ok what is wrong? you have been acting weird almost all day and night" i replied" nothing just have alot on my mind and i do not want to talk about it in front of the kids" jessica said " ok we will put the kids to bed and then we will talk" i replied" i do not want to talk jessica ok i just want to go to bed wake up in the morning get the kids and everyone at my house ready get to the church walk down the aisle to my future husband who will be at the alter" jessica said" ok um who is getting the boys ready" i smile and replied" evan offer to pick them up after they eat breakfast so evan is going to pick them up" jessica said"cool" we pull up to the house and julian pick up kendall and carried him in. alanna holds miracle hand and they walk in. i pick up andrie who was a sleep and i rub her back and we walk into the house. i put andrie in her crib and then i made sure all four kids brush their teeth and made sure they were in bed.
the next morning i woke up and i feed all five kids and pack diaper bag for the three kids. i grab some for kendall because he was not potty trained yet and then a moment later someone knock on the door. i walk over toward it and see evan and alex riley. i said" kendall, julian ride is here" evan replied" they did eat right?" i giggle softly and said" yes i just feed them" i hand him a little bag for kendall and said" his shoes, socks, sip cup and diapers and wipes" alex grab it and carries it out and julian comes out and walks to the car with alex. kendall walks over and i pick him up and kiss his forehead and replied" i will see you later buddy" kendall giggles and reachs for evan and evan takes him and they leave. then me and the girls get ready and head to get hair and make up done. i was getting my hair curled and alanna wanted her hair curled. they try to do miracle hair and she shook her head and kept smacking the lady hand doing the hair stuff, so i just told them to leave her alone since her little bit of hair she has was already wave/curly. but i did let them put a little make up on her cheeks and lips and she giggles. then we get to the church and i put my dress on and look in the mirror. i had a blue necklace which was from my grandma that had die that randy had gotten from my dad. i had a blue rose hair clip in my hair that was borrow and the vail i had was something old. i had find it in a box of stuff at my dad house but it was not vail that cover the fact it was one with stuff on the side (like what jamie wearing walking down to landon in a walk to remember kind of vail). i just look in the mirror and sigh softly because i was happy but at the same time sad, most girls had their mothers or grandmas help them get ready and get them encourage words but i did not have any of that. alanna comes behind me and said" mama do i look pretty" i turn around and kneel down and replied" you do look pretty you and andrie and miracle all three are my beautiful little angels" alanna smiles and hugs me and i hug her softly. everyone goes out but i have mickie go with the girls. i look at my self one more in the mirror and i walk to the door where my dad was. he smile and kiss my cheek and we head toward the double doors where i would be walking out of and down to randy and walking back into and out of with a new last name. i giggle softly with a huge face on my face and my dad laughs softly as we walk down the alter. i look down and see randy and the kids and everyone and smile as a happy tear roll down my cheek. we get to the alter and my dad kiss my cheek and shake randy hand and gentle places my hand on randy's hand. randy gentle whip my tear away and mouth" i love you and you look beautiful" i smile and mouth "i love you to and you look very handsome" i look down and see kendall with shoes on and look back at randy and he mouth" i wait for the very last moment to put them on" i smile. the preacher does his normal thing and then we get to the vows which me and randy wrote our presonalize vows. randy smiles softly and said" baby you know how much i love you,I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH...
ENOUGH TO DO ANYTHING FOR YOU
GIVE MY LIFE, MY LOVE, MY HEART
AND MY SOUL TO YOU AND FOR YOU'
ENOUGH TO WILLINGLY GIVE ALL OF MY
TIME, EFFORTS. THOUGHTS, TALENTS
TRUST AND PRAYERS TO YOU
ENOUGHT TO WANT TO PROTECT YOU'
CARE FOR YOU, GUIDE YOU, HOLD YOU
COMFORT YOU, LISTEN TO YOU, AND
CRY TO YOU AND WITH YOU,
ENOUGH TO BE SILLY AROUND YOU
NEVER HAVE TO HIDE ANYTHING FROM
YOU, AND BE MYSELF WITH YOU...
I LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO SHARE ALL OF
MY SENTIMENTS, DREAMS, GOALS,
FEARS, HOPES, AND WORRIES
MY ENTIRE LIFE WITH YOU
ENOUGH TO WANT THE BEST FOR YOU,
TO WISH FOR YOUR SUCCESS
AND TO HOPE FOR THE FULFILMENT
OF ALL OF YOUR ENDEAVOURS
ENOUGH TO KEEP MY PROMISES TO YOU
AND PLEDGE MY LOYALY AND
FAITHFULLNESS TO YOU.
ENOUGH TO CHERISH YOUR FRIENDSHIP
ADORE YOUR PERSONALITY, RESPECT YOUR VALUES
AND SEE YOU FOR WHO
YOU ARE...
I LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO FIGHT FOR YOU
COMPROMISE FOR YOU AND SACRIFICE
MYSELF FOR YOU IF NEED BE]
ENOUGH TO MISS YOU INCREDIBLE WHEN
WE ARE APART, NO MATTER WHAT LENGHT OF
TIME ITS FOR AND REGARDLESS OF
THE DISTANCE
ENOUGH TO BELIEVE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP
TO STAND BY IT THROUGH THE WORST
OF TIMES, TO HAVE FAITH IN OUR
STRENGTH AS A COUPLE, AND TO NEVER EVER
GIVE UP ON US
ENOUGH TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE
WITH YOU, BE THERE FOR YOU, WHEN YOU NEED
OR WANT ME, AND NEVER EVER WANT TO LEAVE YOU
OR LIVE WITHOUT YOU...
I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH" everyone was in tears including me.
then it was my turn with my vows and it start to hit me. for some reason what ted and whitney said was running my head over and over like a bad song. everyone was looking at me and i realize i had been quiet for a little to long. i said love you. You are my best friend.
Today I give myself to you in marriage.
I promise to encourage and inspire you, to laugh with you,
and to comfort you in times of sorrow and struggle.
I promise to love you in good times and in bad,
when life seems easy and when it seems hard,
when our love is simple, and when it is an effort.
I promise to cherish you, and to always hold you in highest regard
These things I give to you today, and all the days of our life.
. then the preacher does the sickness and health until death do us apart and we say what he says and slip the rings on our fingers. the preacher says" you know kiss the bride. randy smile and kiss him softly and slowly as he slowly pulls away and said" i love you mrs. orton" we walk back out to where we go and we went to our own little room for a few. randy kiss me softly and said" you seem a little spacey out there, are you ok?" i just married him and i did not even know how to ask him if what i heard was true or not and if it was true i did not know what i would do. i replied" i am fine it just all little over whelming you know we just waited and we finally get married" randy smile and kiss me softly and said" yes we did and i meant every word i said" i replied" i know and i meant every word i said" we change into other clothes i mean i love my dress but it was just not what i wanted to wear to where we were going to meet and eat with everyone. i put on this light blue dress that went a little past my knees. randy change into some khaki and a shirt. we head to where everyone was and everyone clap and john cena announce "ladies and gentlemen mr and mrs. randy orton and angelica orton"