decision we have to live with Chapter 17, a wrestling fanfic

chapter 17

we decide to eat and stuff. kendall was whining he did not like his shoes. i giggle softly and place kendall in my lap and slip his shoes off and playfully tickle his feet and he giggles and wiggles. i smile and kiss his forehead and said" you are goofy little boy" my friend jessica taps her glass and said" ok maid of honr give speeches, angelica we have known each other since the sixth grade and we have been through bomb threats, to break hearts to the good and the bad and we face each thing together and we bond into sisters and that is what i think of you as my baby sister and i remember the first time you told me about randy orton, i could hear the smile in your voice and i could tell you were in love with him and over the next few years i saw you guys facing everything together and apart, randy i do not know that much about you but what i do i like you make my baby sister so happy, you guys truly define true epic life alter love heres to randy orton and my baby sister angelica orton" everyone claps and sips on their drinks. then john cena stood up and marc said" talk do not rap" everyone laughs and john rolls his eyes and said"ok i have known the knuckle head angelica married for almost 14 years and like jessica and angelica we dealt with alot and we had grew into brothers, the first time randy talk about angelica, i swear i thought i was going to have to smack him because he would not shut up about her, i get to meet her almost two months or so later and i found out why he could not stop talking about her since she was and is one of the sweetest girls in the world, she does not care about her self like she should but she cares about others and how they are doing, i hope you guys have a long happy marriage, sister if you ever have a problem with the knucklehead you know who to call" everyone laughs and randy and john have a man hug and john kiss my cheek and hug me. my dad gets up and i kind of froze because i had no clue what he was going to say. my dad gets in front of everyone and said" my daughter is the most important thing my life i remember it was two am december 16 when she was born she was so tiny and little and had so many problems doctors did not think she would make it but i prayed every day anyways she made it and i have always be there for her now knowing she is married and someone else is going to be there for her, it is hard but i will always be there and randy you make my little girl happy i am glad to call you son" my dad give randy a man hug and me and hug and a kiss. randy smile and lean over and kiss me softly and said" i love you" i replied" i love you to" i look down at kendall who was reach for a strawberry that was on my plate. i giggle softly and cut it in to a small piece and hand it to him. beth said" now husband and wife will share their first dance which is all my life by k-c and jojo" randy smiles and i smile and put kendall back down in the table and told jessica to sit by him. randy grabs my hand and we walk to the middle of the dance floor.

I Will Never Find Another Lover
Sweeter Than You
Sweeter Than You
And I Will Never Find Another Lover
More Precious Than You
More Precious Than You
Girl You Are..
Close To Me You're Like My Mother,
Close To Me You're Like My Father,
Close To Me You're Like My Sister,
Close To Me You're Like My Brother
And You Are The Only One My Everything
And For You This Song I Sing...

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

I'd Send You All That I'm Thinking Of...Baby

Said I Promise To Never Fall In Love With A Stranger
You're All I'm Thinking Of
I Praise The Lord Above
For Sending Me Your Love
I Cherish Every Hug
I Really Love You

All My Life (Ohhhh..Baby, Baby)
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I...That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

You're All That I Ever Know,
When You Smile All My Face Always Seems To Glow,
You Turned My Life Around,
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down,
You're All That I've Ever Known,
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
Say...You're All That I've Ever Known
When You Smile My Face Glows
You Picked Me Up When I Was Down
And I Hope That You
Feel The Same Way Too
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God
That I ..That I Finally Found You
All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
Yes, I Pray That You Do Love Me Too

(Fading)
And All My Life
I Prayed For Someone Like You
And I Thank God That I...That I Finally Found You...

randy kiss me softly as we were still on the dance floor. beth smiles at me since she knew that was a song because i heard it the first time me and randy kiss and i just like the song. i just look at randy and i felt so safe in his arms and i gentle laid my head on his shoulder. then the song your gurdian angel by redsuit appartus comes on.

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find
deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall(let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all(though it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

i felt tears roll down my cheek. i do not know why but a bad feeling wash over me and it felt almost like i could not breathe like something was crashing me. i could not lost randy and he softly whisper" i love you baby i will keep you and the kids protect even if it sents me to heaven" i want to say something but i couldn't and i just left my head on his shoulder. beth said" now it is time for the father and daughter dance" john cena get up and walks over so beth could dance with her father and press the button to play the song which is called i loved her first by heartland. randy dance with alanna, beth dance with her dad and i dance with mine.

Look at the two of you dancing that way
Lost in the moment and each other's face
So much in love, you're alone in this place
Like there's nobody else in the world

I was enough for her not long ago
I was her number one, she told me so
And she still means the world to me, just so you know
So be careful when you hold my girl

Time changes everything, life must go on
And I'm not gonna stand in your way

But I loved her first, I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep

And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But it's still hard to give her away
I loved her first
[From: . ]

How could that beautiful woman with you
Be the same freckle face kid that I knew
The one that I read all those fairytales to
And tucked into bed all those nights

And I knew the first time I saw you with her
It was only a matter of time

I loved her first, I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep

And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But it's still hard to give her away
I loved her first

From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep

Someday you might know what I'm going through
When a miracle smiles up at you
I loved her first

my dad kiss my cheek and after the song ends walks over to my step mom and sits down. the rest of the time we spent dancing and having fun until it was time to cut the cake and we end up getting it on each other faces more then anything by the end of the night i had not seen whitney or heard from her all day.

a few moments later everyone was starting to leave and i do not know why i just had a really bad feeling something was wrong. they caught my sister and they did not say anything about my mom. randy's parents and sister and brother took the kids. randy notice we were alone and gentle pull me toward him and we start dancing and i turn and see evan do a thumb up thing and i playful roll my eyes. it was josh turner i wouldn't be a man

There's a slow moon rising
It's shining on your skin
The way your body moves me
I know there's no holdin' back
No holdin' back

I wouldn't be a man if I didn't feel like this
I wouldn't be a man if a woman like you
Was anything I could resist
I'd have to be from another planet
Where love doesn't exist
I wouldn't be a man if I didn't feel like this

I can feel passion flowing
As you fall into my arms
The secret way you touch me
Tells me there's no holdin' back
No holdin' back

randy said" i love you angel" i replied" i know and i love you to" evan said" so randy am i still giving you guys a ride to the airport" randy throw the death draft with his eyes at evan and i giggle softly and replied" baby be nice" randy said" it was a surprise" i replied" it is still a surprise he did not say where you were taking me" randy smiles and kiss me.

a little while later we all three head to the car and i see a light lime green car pull up and i froze for some reason. the bad feeling just sent chills down my spine and goosebumps down my arms. i felt my body almost immediately shaking shaking. randy said" baby what is wrong?" i replied" the car." randy said" you mean the ugly green one it is not her baby come on, you siad it yourself your sister is in jail the caught her" i said" they caught her no my friend john matthews and marc found her and they said nothing about having my mother randy" randy wraps his arms around me and said" it is ok come on we can leave" we start walking again and evan was already in the car. i turn around just watching the car with my eyes and randy was just behind me and said" baby come on" i replied" it is her i know it is her" randy said" just come on" then i heard the sound that i will never ever be able to get out of my head. it was glass breaking and almost like a fire cracker went off two and then the car speeds off. i felt his arms still around me but they were loose and look over my shoulder. it was randy and he was shoot and he falls and i run to the car and bang on the door and evan look at me like i had complete lost my mind. i said" call 911 randy was shoot just call 911 please" evan nod his head and calls 911 and i walk over back to randy and said" baby come on stay with me it is ok you will be ok" i was crying and he softly replied" i protect you and the kids it might sent me to heaven but at least the kids always have you" i felt tears roll down my cheek and gentle handle his hand.

15 minutes it took 15 minutes to get from henderson church to hospital and there was one life that was laying in the balance and he is my husband. i can't think of alot of things that take 15 minutes but if i have to think of a few let me see michael jackson's thriller video for one. the moment we get to the hospital they took him to the back and the rest of us meaning me and evan were just there to wait i guess that is why they call it the waiting room. every five minutes i heard the emergency room doors open and every time i felt the wind from them opening i felt a chilly feeling down my body and especial my spine. then i felt someone pull me in their arms and for the first time since the whole thing happen i felt the hot moist rolling down my soft cheek and rubbing my hands that were covered in blood. the person holding me softly said" honey angel what happen" i heard his voice and just slowly look up at him and said" she was going to kill me, ME, why did he, why did he stood behind me, if i lost him i do not know what i am going to do" john rub my back in small circles and said" why did he do it? he loves you and he knows that he had to protect you someway some how he decide that he would protect you the only way he saw how, did they catch her" i softly said" i do not know, but if they don't and i find her i will make sure she and my step dad are six feet under" john did not say anything as he held me in his arms. then i heard someone say" why did you marry him? he is a cheater once a cheater always a cheater" i look up and see ted lean against the wall across from me. john gets up and i push him down and i am 4"5 and i walk over toward ted who is 6"2 and said" would you please shut the hell up? he did not cheat on me. tell him evan, john, alex" when i heard no one say anything i felt like i was alone and turn around and replied" i know you guys heard me" evan said" angelica" he stop and i saw a look on his face i never seen before which was apology. i look around and it was like all the guys had the same looks and i felt sick to my stomach and run to the nearest bathroom and closed the door and went to the last stall and lock it and the moment the lock connect i felt my back against the stone cold wall and legs came to my chest and i just cried and then the sick feeling start coming up and i crawl toward the toilet and puke. then i heard mickie and the rest of the girls checking on me but right now i did not want to talk to them and hear them saying" randy loves you, you guys get married and he would not hurt you" i knew that i would believe it. i just wish i could stop time and go back to henderson parking lot and i get shot. but i did not have a time machine and i could not go back in time and this was real.